My Diary

Happy Birthday

October 3rd 2012 12:13 pm
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Happy Birthday my sweetheart. Can you see me baby boy? Do you see mommy crying? I try not to Brutus I really do. Somedays are good now that 2 years and more have passed. But just when I think I have gotten thru the worse I realize ‘it’ is still here. That horrible realization that you are gone. That all the crying in the world will not bring you back. Our time together is so precious to me. I guess I am guilty of living in the past like the silly old woman I am. I like to daydream sometimes that you are still here with me. I long for the day I cross over from this life and we are together again. When something bad happens these days I don’t freak out, I kind of take it in stride. How many times can your heart be broken? Once you have lived thru this type of sorrow it makes other things seem less important and not so bad. Not so bad when you compare it to losing a loved one. I so remember your birthdays and how excited I would be shopping for your favorite treats and toys. I wish I could buy something for you now to help me feel better ha! I know this is not especially joyful of an diary entry but if anything it’s the truth. I love you my sweetheart, I love you more each day. You are forever etched in my heart and soul Brutus!

 
 

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Barked by: Lucas 9/15/1998 - 7/25/2009 (Dogster Member)

October 3rd 2012 at 1:46 pm

Aunt Ann...please know Brutus and I here together and we miss our moms horrible. Please do not be so sad...we watch over you and send our angel kisses...we are always with our moms. When you spend your life loved as we were, you are never far from the other part of your heart. I love you Aunt Ann...I will take care of Brutie until you can be together again. Until then know we have our paws full trying to keep up with that Sadie Mae :)
Barked by: Cookie (In Memory) (Dogster Member)

October 3rd 2012 at 2:01 pm

Daydream

When you do, Brutus is there with you.

Happy earthly birthday, pal. You are loved here at the Bridge, my friend. Surrounded by new friends each day.
Barked by: Choppa (Dogster Member)

October 3rd 2012 at 2:19 pm

Oh Brutus baby boy... One look at your sweet face and you remind me so much of my boy Choppa. I am sitting here squalling right now as I it may be time for me to let go of Choppa soon and I don't want to at all. Brutus, I never met you but the moment I saw your sweet face I loved you. I even cried when you passed on and yet I didn't even know you. Your mom took some incredible pictures of you that captured your sweet personality and I just fell in love with you as well. I await the day we are all passed on & there won't be another day go by that we have to say goodbye ever again & instead we can live in eternity!
Barked by: Stryker *1985-2000* (Dogster Member)

October 4th 2012 at 6:55 am

That you had such love in your life is such a blessing. You are on of those special dogs here at the bridge who have a heart full of love. Hugs to your mom today!!!!


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