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I love you buddy......

January 24th 2011 9:46 am
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I love you Brutus. I love you with everything I have and had. I miss you so much there just aren’t words left to describe the depth of my loss. I crave to just pet your head one more time. To run my fingers down your chest and feel your warm fur. You always made me feel loved and protected. There was nothing I could do enough to make up for all the love you have shown me. I feel sad in my little world here left alone without you. I feel as though I let you down buddy. There are plenty of days I wish I never had brought you in for heart surgery. But I did and I have to live with what happened. A few weeks ago our house burned down buddy. It’s OK. The important thing was you or no one else was there and hurt. But now I can’t sit in ‘our room’ where we spent so many hours. The couch we used to curl up on is gone now. I can’t look at the kitchen floor under the table anymore and remember you falling down under there right before we rushed to the hospital. Maybe in some ways this is good. That I can’t see the bad things anymore. The good things I carry in my heart until the day I die buddy. No one can ever take your memory away from me my love.

 
 

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Barked by: ♥KJ (Dogster Member)

January 26th 2011 at 5:59 am

So very, very sorry to hear about your home. So glad that nobody was home when it happened. Your Guardian Angel was watching over you, Ronan & Pumpkin Face. Thankful you are all alright.

My mom feels your pain & wishes she could make it go away. You did only what your heart told you to do, to help your beloved Brutus, something my mom would do if she thought it would help to save me or my sister. But we know it's hard to think of it that way when you lose someone you love so much.

Thinking of you and sending Love & Prayers
KJ, Rain & Teresa


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