I heard a bell ring...

Today I heard a red bell ring on the Christmas tree, just about nose level and I thought to myself, she's here wishing us a Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas My sweet JammerG

My tears still flow for you.....

Jammer, it's been 2 years since we said our final earthly farwells that clear dark early mornin that will live on in my memory. I still shed tears b/c I miss you so. Do you hear me when I tell you "I still love you" at night before going to sleep? You were my first fur baby and you know they say, you never forget your first.
I hope you like it on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge. I know you are well again and are in your most perfect form. I know that there will be a day that we will meet again and spend eternity together with our family.
Liberty and Freedom make us laugh. Watch over them and help Freedom adjust from her old life into her new one here on earth. She needs a special angel to watch over her. And who better then the best?
Thank you for blessing our lives. I read a saying the other day from a t-shirt. " Dogs don't need 9 lives because they got it right the first time? You definatly got it right Jammer b/c your big ol' paw prints are all over our hearts forever.

We love you and miss you dearly,
Mom and dad

Valentine Tag Game

Ouch!!! Is that an arrow I feel jousting my little rear? By golly Miss Molly, it's Cupid! I have been tagged by the one, the only AWESOME Sisalee The little cutie !!!!


So here's how it works; in Valentine Day tag, you write your five Valentine Day wishes in a diary entry, then choose five of your pup pals and have them write down five of THEIR wishes. Then they choose five pup pals... and so on and so on...

You can let your five pup pals know that they have been tagged by paw mail, or rosette. Have fun and I hope all of your Valentine Day wishes come true!

My 5 Valentine wishes are:
1. I wish I could be with my mom and dad and new little sister, Liberty and give them loves.
2. To run and play with my soulmate Jasper, I really miss him.
3. That mom wouldn't be so sad still when she looks at my pictures and remembers.....I'm okay mom I love you too.
4. That all dogs and cats could have a loving and forever home as wonderful as I did.
5. Skips was open again b/c they had the BEST marrow bones around.


I tagged
ParmaQay
Jasper
Fedora
Diesel-WC
Louis

L.O.D.D.

In the fire dept. there is a thing call Line of Duty Deaths or L.O.D.D. That's when some that is on duty, volunteer or career, is killed or dies while on a call or traveling to or from a call.

Jam served her family with all that she had, love, laughter, devotion, forgiveness, compassion, pretection of family and property. She was on duty 24/7 to the end. On July 20th, 2006 at 2:40 a.m. while serving her family New-Smith's Bad-Mamma-Jammer was released from the pain of her earthly sufferings of cancer, she died surrounded by her family who loved her and will continue to love and miss her till they are all reunited again in a place of beauty and peace where there is not pain or heartache.

You served well my good and faithfull companion.

Life lessions Jam taught me

My life lessons she tought me were:

-Always give unconditional love

- it's always good to be quick to forgive.

-Wag your tail when meeting new people, it' leaves a lasting impression.

- let your family and friends know how much you love them but because you never know when you'll see them.

-hugs and kisses are a good thing.

-take a nap in the warm sun, it warms the spirit.

- homemade treats taste the best b/c they are made with love.

- make time for a belly rub, it helps lowers blood pressure and releave the stresses of the day.

-Even though we can't see our beloved, they are still watching out for us.

-Take time to enjoy the simple things in life.

Dogs leave paw prints in your heart.

4 weeks later...

and it still hurts. My heart still aches for your fuzzy face looking up at me in the morning and before I go to work and when I come home and when I'm in the kitchen cooking.
I rather sit on the floor then the sofa or the chair because I can still smell you.
I cuddle your ducky when I go to sleep at night.
I can't find it in me to move your bed from beside our bed.
Your dishes are still where they have been for the past 8 1/2 yrs.
I talk about you at least 3-4 times in a conversation but the thought of you is with me always in the back of my brain.
I run out of the house in the morning to work but I always say "I love you baby girl".
I went to LollyPop Farms today to drop off a donation from school. I went in the back to look at the dogs that wait for a forever home. And all I can think of Jam watch over them and God please bless them with a good family that will love them and keep them safe.
And I came home to an empty house that is so still that it's maddening and there's no sweet fuzzy face to greet me and give me kisses with a little wag from the tip of your tail.
I know that you are well and happy and healthy again and for that I try not to cry b/c I know that it will make you sad to see the tears as it always did.
I'm just sad b/c there's no one to look out after me when I'm home alone. No one to stay by my side when I'm home sick from work. No one to watch General Hospital and Oprah with on the couch. No one to watch the "chick flicks" with and didn't care if I shed a tear at the mushy parts.
It's 4 weeks later and next Thursday will be 5 weeks and so on.

4 weeks later and I still love and miss you more.

My Tail of Devotion for JammerG

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