I'm Sweepin @ the Vet's Tonight...

Well, da mama took me to the vet today & the vet says that I have sumpin called squamous cell carcinoma. Da mama was very worried and sad, but I told her that I was tuff & everything would be ok. Da Mama's been giving me lots of extra luvs & treats & kisses...what's up wiff dat? She even took me for a ride in my stroller which I've been beggin her to do all winter. Den she had to drop me off at da vets tonight so I will be ready for my surgery in da morning. Da mama says she wouldn't be so worried if I hadn't of had a scare last year...da other vet was putting me under anesthesia for my teef to be cleaned & they couldn't complete the dental because I had serious problems wiff the anesthesia - the inside of my mouth turned blue cuz I wasn't getting any oxygen - tank goodness they was watchin me close & hurried and woke me up! Anyway, da mama & da dada are really sad & scared about what might happen tomorrow when they give me the anesthesia so they can remove my skin cancer. I gave mama a kiss good-bye & told her I would be fine! My mama worries way to much! I'm just happy to be away from silly Baby Otis for the night...maybe I can actually get some sleep! Da mama says they are prayin real hard for me. Well, I best turn my light off...it's late & the other dogs are tryin to sleep. So, goodnight, all!
xoxoxox Cowboy xoxoxox

Cowman, we miss you!!

My sweet Piggy, I knew that you would not be coming back home alive as soon as we scheduled your surgery...I just had a feeling deep in my soul. Our hearts are aching from the empty whole that your death made. {)^..^(} Maggie is so sad all of the time...she doesn't understand why Daddy & I haven't brought you back home to us. I promise you that I will treat her like you always did ~you sweetheart & your soulmate. She won't let Otis clean her face ~ you were her one and only. She can still smell you on our blankets and she digs at them trying to find you. Whenever she hears us say your name, she goes and lays by my bedroom door with her little nose on the floor...she looks at me with a look that says, "Mama, where is he? Please bring him out so he can be with me." Daddy is so sad...you were his snuggle bug, TV watchin buddy & perfect little foot warmer. Everytime that I walk into my bedroom & see Daddy layin there all alone watchin TV, it's as if someone just punched me in the stomach. Your death has left an empty place in our home ~ you will never be forgotten, BUT ALWAYS REMEMBERED! I love you so much; I wish that I had not taken you to the vet! I didn't even get to say, "good-bye" to you my little "Fat, Fat". You've left Puggy Paw Prints on my heart!

...xoxoxoxox...Mommy...xoxoxoxox...

My Baby Boy...

Oh, my Cowboy, my heart is still so heavy & aching...
I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that you aren't here anymore...
I always thought you would grow old with Maggie...
I wanted to see your face turn white...
It's almost springtime & your favorite flowers will be blooming soon...
Maggie spends her days sitting alone on the top of the couch looking out the window, that was always your favorite place to be - right there, next to Maggie, soaking up the glorious warmth of the sunshine...
I miss you, my little sweet man!
Love, Da Mama

Happy for you & Maggie...

Hi little man,
Our hearts are breaking over our loss of your sweetheart, Maggie Mae, but I know that you & she are happy together again.
Please take good care of her & let her take good care of you, until we meet you both over The Rainbow Bridge.
My heart still aches over your sudden departure two years ago!
Love you, Lil Man!!!!
Love,
Da Mama
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