Another Year has passed

Yes, another year has passed without you here for me to kiss and hold and cuddle. I miss you so much. Six years today, my baby boy went to the bridge. I know you wait for me. I know you are with me still in my heart, in my memories, in my thoughts and always on my mind. We still miss you Bama.
So on this day, I would like to say I love you and I miss you. I wish you were still here with me. Even if nobody else remembers, I remember. I remember the day I brought you home and I remember the happy days that followed. The happy years that followed. And sadly, I remember the day you left us. I'm so sorry baby. I love you very much.

Your mommy
Happy 6th Cross Over Day baby.

Today is my wedding day

Today I marry my true love, my precious Weedle Mavredes. She lives in Rainbow heaven just as I do. Our families are forever intwined anyway. It was just a matter of time before Weedle and I fell in love. I knew the first time we went on a date that she was the one. And now, today, I will marry her and spend the rest of eternity making her happy on our little cloud.

Weedle, I promise to always love you and be there for you. I promise that you will always be in my heart and forever in my life. You will always be #1 with me.

Weedle's pawrents, I will cherish your little girl just as you do. I will make sure she is alright up here in Rainbow heaven. She will always be first in everything.

Mommy cried when she saw me in my white tux and Weedle in her beautiful white wedding gown. That even blew me away. She's a beautiful bride.

So on this special day, our wedding day, I wish all that loves us will be happy and care free for today.

Bama

About the Hartz products

Okay friends. Mommy tried and tried and tried not to do this, but she just feels like she needs to. Please visit this website and read all about what Hartz products can and does do to your beloved family members.

http://www.hartzvictims.org/

Mommy knows that this is what happened to me. When she would use the ear mite stuff, my ears would hurt, turn red, get scally and peel with very foul order. They hurt me so bad but mommy thought she was doing what was best for me. Until I screamed once and she stopped using it.

I just don't want any more pups/kitties and other animals to suffer. Please read and pass it along.

Thank you so much,
Bama

Ohhhh Happy Day

Yesterday, as I said in my previous entry, was a very special day for me. My letter from my mommy was super special. Then I asked my Lady Weedle Mavredes to be my wife and she said yes. I'm so happy. I can't wait to waddle down the isle with her. She is my sunshine, my pride and joy, my rainbow, my rain, my heart, my soul and my whole world. I love her to peices.

I'm wanting a 4th of July wedding , but it's really all up to her. What ever she wants. Aint that the way it goes fellows? I thought so......bol.

Anyway, I'll keep you posted diary.

Until next time,
Bama

Mommy's letter in a balloon to me

Yesterday was a very special day for me. My mommy wrote me a letter, but she didn't get to put it in a balloon yet cause her cars gots a flat tire. Poor mommy.
Anyway, Here is the letter she wrote to me:

My Dearest Bama,

It's been some time since you left me here on earth to face life without you. I can still feel you in my arms sometimes and I know that's the way you are letting me know you are still with me and checking on me. I love you more today than I did the first time I laid eyes on you, and I fell in love with you that day. You always had the funnest expressions. They made me laugh and cry sometimes. I just want you to know that if I could take back the last month of your life and have one more "do over", I'd do it and you would still be here with me.
You never let me forget you that's for sure. Every so often, I can't get Snuggles name out. I call him BamBam. And Sadie Pearl, she's about your color, so you know that's hard not to call her your name. Now I think you would have really loved Lil Sassy. I know you would play with her and watch her and protect her.
I know every time you and Kiki had pups, you were right there pacing the floor until they were all born. Oh how I wish I'd had a video camera back then. Nobody believes me when I tell them that I was the only one that could sit on the floor by Kiki's box when she was in labor. I was the only one that could even reach in and touch her, much less the pups as they were born. I had to help her cause she didn't know what to do. I had to break the bags open for her. But you some how knew that. You stood right there as her protecter. When she was just going into labor, you paced back and forth, back and forth in front of the box. Every time she let out a whimper, you stopped and went up into the box and checked her out. When you were satisfied that she was okay, you licked her head and came out to pace again. I will never forget that. When the pups were here and cleaned up, Kiki let you in to view them. I remember you gave each one a sniff and a lick and then it was back outside the box to stand watch. After the third or forth day, you were so exhausted from standing watch that I felt so sorry for you. You had stood watch 24 hours a day, never sleeping or eating. I took you into my arms, made you eat something from my palm, and then rocked you. You were fast asleep.
Bama you were such a special pup. I will never forget y0u and I know you won't let me. I love you Bama, my BamBam. Now and forever.
Your loving mommy,
Rhonda

I miss my little boy

Well, it's been 5 long years since you left us. These years have flew by. I can still feel you in my arms, snuggling up to me. I can still feel you kiss me back when I would whisper "I love you Bam-Bam", into your ear. I can still here you whine to go outside. You loved to be outside. Even if it was 20 degrees out, you still wanted your outside time.
Boy how things have changed. I'm sitting here typing this to you and looking at your picture on my desk. It's amazing that you are not here with me. I have to rely on a picture to hold, instead of holding you. I have to rely on the memories of your body in my arms, instead of actually holding you. I have to rely on the warmth of your kisses, instead of feeling them from you. You will always be my baby boy, no matter what. And now that the day has come that we reflect upon as your Bridge Birthday, I want you to know that I know you are with me. Even if it's in my dreams or my heart, I know you are with me. I know that you don't blame me for what happened. I just wish I didn't blame myself.
I love you baby, you go play and have fun. I know you'll be waiting for me to hold you when that time comes.
Kisses,
We love you,
Mommy and Daddy

I got a rosette

Everybody I got a rosette from someone today and I'd just like to say a big thank you to whoever you are. That was so very sweet of you. It made my mommy cry because she is so happy someone would think of me like that.
Anyway, I'm have a great time at Rainbow Bridge even though I miss my mommy and daddy. I have lots of friends here and we play when we want to, sleep when we want to, and eat whatever and when ever we want to. I like that.....bol.
Take care everybody and thank you again to who ever sent me that rosette.
Bama

Somebody sent me a rosette

Somebody thought enough of me to send me a rosette. WOW!!!!!!!!!, thanks so much to whoever did this. It means so much to me. I know my family never forgets me, but it's nice to know other's don't either.
Thanks so much, it's so wonderful.
Bama

I'm gonna be in a wedding!

Mommy said I could be the one to walk my sister Sadie Pearl down the aisle and I'm gonna do it. I will not be scared, I will be a big boy and do a good job. I know that some people may think that this is crazy, me returning to do this, but all things are possible if you believe. And WE believe!!!!!!!!

A sad realization dawning........

My mommy came across a link yesterday in a group that told of products made by the company Hartz. It told of all kinds of things happening from the use of the shampoo all the way to flea collars and flea meds used down the back and then to ear mite medication. Mommy used the ear mite meds on me and it caused my ears to turn real red, get scally, and peel. They had puss coming out and smelled horrible. She stopped using it and took me to the vet and he told mommy that somewhere along the line, I'd had a bath and somebody didn't dry my ears properly and I got something called a yeast infection in them. Well, mommy knew the groomer had done it cause at that time, mommy took me to the groomer about every other week to be bathed so I'd smell good and look good. It was only after that that mommy started bathing me herself. I only went to the groomer every 6 weeks for a hair cut and mommy made sure the new groomer knew to dry my ears out really good. Which she always did and that's why my mommy still uses her today. Anyway, When I got all them fleas after I went to live with my grammy for awhile, mommy used the flea shampoo on me made my Hartz. She also used the spray that they make for the house and the bedding and can be sprayed on us pets directly too. Well, I was bathed over and over in the shampoo and sprayed every time I was bathed. In two weeks I was dead. She found it hard to believe that fleas had done me in, but that's all she had to go on at the time. Now this article has come out and everything adds up. Mommy can't prove that the Hartz stuff killed me, but now she knows in her heart that it did.
I know my mommy loved me so much that she didn't want anything to happen to me and this was an accident. It's an accident cause she didn't know that something could happen like that. Now she does and you can believe she will never ever use Hartz products again. Better still she's going to make sure that the groomer knows about this and isn't using them.
I love my mommy and daddy forever!
Bama