Monkey Times

I want to snuggle you...

Last night or early this morning, I woke up and turned onto my side. My heart wanted to feel your body snuggled up to the backs of my legs. I wanted to feel the perfect pressure of you snuggling in so very close, but not too close. Your body fit perfectly behind my legs... and I slept so soundly when you did that.

It has been so long since you could do that. Before your leg broke, before your wrist surgery. It has been over 2 years. But still, my heart wants it.

Baby, I love you. I miss you. I feel you close, but so very far away. You deserved to live so much longer.

Please, watch over Raven & Miss Molly. They are both not doing very well. I know it will be a matter of time before they meet you at the bridge, but in the mean time, please help their pain, and the pain of their family seeing them hurt.

You will be forever in my heart.