I'm so scared!

My mommy is really angry at some people. Now she is very pissed off at the whole world, and I'm afraid to come if she calls me, because I'm afraid she'll get mad at me.
Mom has never been mad at me, she always said that whatever I do wrong, it's her fault for giving me the chance. Now she's mixed up though, I refuse to come to her, so she gets more kranky...
My mommy is really sorry and was cudling me and crying and hugging me. It was sort of nice, this time I didn't do anything wrong. Normally she only hugs and cudles me while she is crying when I get sick, and then she cries and cries and cries some more.
I haven't been sick in aaaaages!

I'm going to get her to make a long walk with me, just to get her thoughts away from the stupid people for a little while. Sad that the stupid people are the people that I like most (after mom off course)!

Yesterday the rabbits were playing outside, and one of the rabbits ate leaves that had fallen in the yard, now her poo stinks! Yugh!
Mommy was up half the night to check up on her. It was not funny, I just went to bed.

OMG!

Oh, my god!

The cat spooked me and mommy!
She yelled really loud, and then mommy went outside in the middle of the night in her pj's, and she never gous outside without shoes on. I got really mixed up, because she made me stay indoors.

The cat was fine, but real nasty when I wanted to check up on her, and so was mommy. Mommy send me away while she was cuddling with the cat.
It was soooooo mean. I lived here first!

Now everything is OK again though, mommy is in bed with the cat and I'm lying next to mommy, just like normally, it's just a bit late.

New years eve...

My momy was ill! How did she manage that? She couldn't walk me properly, half an hour was all she managed. She said she wanted me to be tired for new years eve though, and I'm in heat, so no running off leash for me...

It's mean.

Momy tought me that fireworks aren't scarry. I was fine all evening, but momy was sleeping when it was midnight. When I was outside at eleven, I was looking at the fireworks and everything, but my momy was sleeping and then I was scared! It sounded just like a thunderstorm.
I never used to be afraid of thunderstorms, except for when I was staying at grandmomies house and I was left alone in the kitchen during a terrible storm. The windows were shaking, that's how hard it was. Ever sinse then, I'm afraid of thunderstorms.

The cat was laughing at me for being afraid, I was panicking and my momy just wanted to sleep. She ignored me completely, that was sooooo mean, but if she could sleep through this horrible sound, so could I right?
So then I went to sleep!

Raining cats and dogs

Tonight was horrible!
There was a thunderstorm and it just wouldn't stop. It went on and on, it started at three AM and it didn't stop untill one thirty in the afternoon!
I used to not be afraid of thunderstorms, but then I was staying over at my grandmommies, because my mommy was on holiday. They made me sleep in the kitchen, and not in the guestroom as usual. The there was a major thunderstorm and I couldn't hide anywhere and I got really scared. And my mommy wasn't there. If she's there I always know what to do. If mommy isn't scared, I'm not scared. Only now I am scared, because I'm afraid it will be that loud again and then I have nowhere to go.

I had puppies! I think. They're a bit odd, they're all stuffed toys normally, but now they are my puppies. I don't know who the father is.
I also think that the rabbits and the cat are my puppies, but they don't like it if I try to pick them up and bring them to my nest. Mommy gets really upset when I try to do that.
Normally I don't care about the rabbits, but now I do, doesn't mommy see that they are my puppies?
I'm so confused!

Mommy sais I should get an operation, because my "faux pregnancy" increaces the chances of utery infection. I don't know what that means, but it sounds scary!

We had a lot of rough nights lately. One of the rabbits bit the others nose off. They used to be best friends, but now the both have a "wife" and they aren't good friends anymore.
Mommy had to take Manson to the pet hospital in the middle of the night. She was gone for a long time and she smelled funny when she came back. I was really happy to see her, because I didn't understand why she would leave at that hour. Only mommy was upset, because the rabbit was wounded and because I tried to lick him. He is my bestest rabbit friend!
He didn't like when I licked his nose. Normally he doest, he tasted funny and his nose was green because of the glue the vet used to fix his nose. Now he has a lampshade on his head!

I gotta go, because we have company coming and mommy wants to walk me before that. She wants to go out into the rain, but I don't like it becase then I have to close my ears so that no water comes in...

Bye bye,

Jael

Pets everywhere!

My mom keeps bringing more animals into the household.
Her mom is really upset with her, because she thinks that my mom can't take good care of them. That's not true! I see how much better my mom feels with all the pets here. I now live with five rabbits and a cat.
I really like my new cat, but she doesn't like me like my kitten did. Maybe I should ask mom for another kitten next year.
Mommy has been working in the garden a lot! I really liked that, except for when she got the hose out. I'm really afraid of the hose. I try to keep my distance, but I get wet anyway, mommy laughs at me and tells me to stand behind her, but that's even closer to the hose! No way I'm getting that close!

Mom also put in a new lawn in her garden, but I'm not alowed to walk on it yet. I don't get it, why get rid of all the weeds and my beautiful and big digging-holes to get a new lawn that looks very dead, that you're not alowed to walk on?
Mom sais it has something to do with the rabbits going to live outside. The grass needs to get it's roots down sollidly and start growing properly before we can walk on it. I think it's stupid!

I love my rabbits, but I supose my new cat will be happy when they go outside, because she is afraid of them. Her previous mom had rabbits too, but they lived far away from the house, so the cat is just not used to them being this close and without a fence between them.

Gotta go now, mommy sais it's very late and I'm very tired, I'll be happy to sleep on her waterbed, although I don't like sharing that with the cat yet. The cat has found a way to sneak onto the bed, so that I don't notice. She jumps from the windowsill, on the side where mommies feet are, that's where I always sleep. Than the cat walks under the edge of the bed, very quietly, while I sleep and then jumps on top of the bed by mommies head.
That way I don't really care, because I don't notice anyhow. And mommy still loves me very much, she tells me so daily and she still takes me for very long walks, even with the new cat here now.
I was afraid she wouldn't like me anymore, and very jealous of the new cat, but not anymore!

Bye bye!

Jael

Sporty spice

I'm doing much better now. My mommy was a bit stupid, so her Internet got cur off for a very long period of time. That's all sorted now. The people at the provider said she was abusing her connection, but her computer got hacked!

I'm turning into sporty spice! I walked 12 kilometers (±7.5 miles) on Wednesday next to my mommies bike. Don't tell her, but I wasn't even tired. Mommy was. Mommy got a bit lost I think, she was very kranky and kept saying her but hurt the next day!
Also, I gained a lot of weight. I hate it when my mommy weighs me, but she just did and I've gained about three kilo's (±6.5 pounds) in under two months! Given that that is one/sixth of my weight, that's a lot.
I look much better now and I feel much more confident towards other dogs.

I never got the chance to tell you, but my mommy has three new creatures living here, Manson, Marylin and Jacky. Three rabbits as she calls them. They hop very funnily, but they are very cute. One of them lets me lick his ears clean all the time. He really likes that and so do I, because I like to have friends arround the house.
Mommy wants to have two cats, but she has to wait for a bit before she allows herself that. I would love to have kittens again though. I had a kitten once, but we moved away and the roommate of my mommy kept her kitten.

I will try to update my site here more often. I now have to start running away and hiding because mommy wants to clip my nails!

Sick as a dog

This week I kept my mommy up every night because I was sick as a dog.
Stupid as I am, due to the starvation as a puppy, I don't feel hunger and sometimes forget to eat. This time my mommy was really busy with decorating her new house, and even though she walked me a lot, she forgot that she didn't actually fill my bowl. My bowl wasn't touched for three days.
And then I got sick.

I threw up all night and my mommy had to force-feed me. My bowels were not up to food yet, so I kept having diareah attacks in the middle of the night. I felt really horrible.
Now I'm a bit better, and eating normal kibble again. My mommy put it next to the couch and tosses little bits on the floor, I then kill them vigorously and eat them. After a couple of pieces of kibble I start eating, because eating is the only thing that makes me hungry.

My mommy keeps telling me I'm a weird dog and I should just eat like normal dogs, but she doesn't understand that I just don't think about it normally.

Mommy was really nice to me this week, every night she got up and walked me and cleaned up after me after I had been sick. And she walked me for hours and hours in the park, even though it was kind of scarry in the dark, but she said she wanted me to get an appetite.
She was really scared last night when she was walking me this night at 3:30 AM, I can't say I blame her. I kept seeing things in the shadows aswell. And then I jumped at them. Mommy said I looked like a deer.

Gotta go sleepy now according to mommy.