what we should all know about grief.

It has been over 5 months since I lost Mozart... here are my thoughts to him.

Dear Mozart.

Yesterday I stopped and I thought to myself, did I think about you yesterday, or say your name out loud? I couldn't remember if I did or not and I felt guilty. People who have never had a friend like you in thier lives do not understand. Last night I cried my heart out over you. I haven't done that in a while, and it didn't hurt as much, or last as long as it did last time. I am afraid that I will forget your face, what you truly looked like. I was crying because two weeks before you died you had a terrible skin infection again, and I shaved off all of that beautiful red hair of yours so I could treat your skin. When you died you didn't look like my fluff ball baby, you looked like some other dog, and I wished the vets could have seen how beautiful you were. But you know what my angel, I think they DID know how beautiful you were, by how incredible those last few moments together were... here I go crying again. I miss you so my sweet sweet boy and I will love you forever.

Mama

please, to all here, never ever let anyone take away your grief process, it's long, it's hard, and it is absolutely vital.

Blessings

Sue

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