Sunday was my 3rd Angel Wing day at the Bridge

It was 3 years ago yesterday when my mama had a painful decision to make.It was either watch me sufffer from never walking again or having me put to sleep so I wouldn't have to suffer.She made the most unselfish decision of having me put to sleep from a car accident her,daddy and I were in.I fractured my lower back and Dr.Hutchinson
told her I would never walk again.I am not mad at mama like she thinks I am.Number one,Beagles and dogs in general don't hold grudges.I wish I could go home and be with her.I miss her as much as she still misses and loves me.But I can never go back down to earth as I have a home where I am not hurting anymore.There are times when a dog up here stops and thinks that maybe their master or mistress is finally coming home...I listen,but mama isn't coming home quite yet.But when she is,I will be waiting to give her wet beagle kisses.Don't worry mama,I am fine and my Angel wings are beautiful.
I love you mom.
Arrroooofff!!!Arrroooofff!!!!
Love Copper

My brother Macracken is with me now.

I know that mama is a little sad because she lost another friend,my brother Macracken.But he will be ok mama as I have taken him under my beautiful angel wings.He is no longer hurting.He is young again and happy and running around without any pain.He is with his mama Tasha,his brother Bruno and me.I will make sure he will come and visit you.I visit you every night.I know you can feel me.I really miss you Mama.
Arrooooofffff!!!Arroooofffff!!!
Love Copper

Mama...I miss you so much.

I am going on 3 years in December of living up at the Rainbow Bridge.Everyday,I stop and look to see if my mama is coming up here,but God says "its not her time to come here for a very,very long time".So I look down on mama from up here.I am lonely for her.I miss the way she used to give me mama kisses and how nicely she talked to me.Mama and I loved going for walks.Sigh.I miss everything about my mama.
I try and visit my mama when I can.I try and make her feel my spirit.Mama knows when I am with her because I will get on the bed with her until she falls asleep,then I have to go back home.When I leave,my heart is so broken because she cannot go because she still lives on Earth.I love you mama very much.I will always live in your heart.
Love always,
Your faithful beagle boy,Copper.Arrrooof!!!Arrrooof!!!!

A quiet Thanksgiving

Even though my mama has Bessie to keep her company,my mama's Thanksgiving was just not the same.Mom,grandma and daddy would let me have a plate of trimmings all of my own.But I cannot be with her this Thanksgiving and I know how painful it was for mama.You see,deep down in mamas heart,I will always have Thanksgiving with her.I may not have been there physically,but my spirit sat right next to her,and mama felt my presence.
Aroooof!!!Aroooof!!!(Beagle talk for Happy Thanksgiving,Mom!!)
I love you mom.
Love Copper

Happy Belated Birthday to me!!!

November 18 was supposed to be when I turned 8,but sadly I never made to 8 years old.I live at the Rainbow Bridge where I will always be 6 years old and and always waiting for my mom.I miss her.She loved me so much that she would make a home made yellow cake for just me.
I miss you mama and will always wait for the day when we can take our daily walks together.I will always watch for you.
Love always,
Copper

Here comes Thanksgiving without mama again.

Well Thanksgiving is almost around the corner,and I cannot be with my mama.Mama always made sure I had some of grandmas turkey and dressing and such.Mama always knows that I may not physically be with her,but my spirit always is.When her and dad have dinner,I will be sitting right beside her.I sure miss my mama.I love you mama.
Love always,
Copper~~~Arooof!!!Arooof!!!

Its Beautiful down on Earth today!!!

I am up at the Bridge for a year now and it is finally Spring down at home.Ahhh to be down home with mama.Mama,grandma and I used to go for our daily walks to wherever my nose led me.But I really miss those days.*****sighs****
I am watching her from my little cloud and even though mama has my sister Bessie,I can tell she misses me.I miss mama so much.She is my world.
I still go to the end of the Bridge when new humans arrive at the Pearly Gates.But mama is never there.
Mama I still watch over you.Thats my job.
I love you mama.
Love always....Copper

New Years Eve---Woof Woof!!!

Ok well New Years Eve at the Bridge we all had a party.I of course got to sing a few tunes after all,thats all I do is bey.Personally I sounded really good.
But I am very sad because I couldn't be down there with mama to wish her a Happy New Year and to give her beagle smooches.I now have my angel wings.But yet, I am very sad for my mom.She misses me as much as I miss her.How can I not forget mama?She gave me a really good, loving home in which I am very glad to have her in my life.But I know that she is very sad still.I can hear her every night talking to me,and I tip my head to one side and listen.She speaks so nicely to me.Poor mamaBut she has Bessie to keep her company,which is good.But mama doesn't know that no matter where I am,I will always be right next to her,and yes even in the car when they go for rides.
But mama do not worry.I may not come down and visit you as much,but you are always watched from the Bridge above.
Love you mom....Love Copper.

My 1st wing anniversary was Thursday

Well on Thursday my mama was very sad.You see it was one year ago that i went to the Rainbow Bridge.I know mama didn't forget about me.She never forgets me.Thats ok if she didn't post my diary entry until today.

Well one year i had to wait until i got my permanent angel wings.Mama is so proud of me.I think they fit just fine and i think i look quite handsome.Mama always said i am her handsome boy.Mama gets worried when i don't come down to visit her,but what she doesn't realize is i lay on the bed with her everynight like i did before i went to the Bridge.I fall asleep on the bed with her until she falls asleep,then i sadly must leave mama to return to the Bridge.
I have a new job now.You see,poor mama lost two of her babies with in a month.First her guinea pig,Buttercup died.He is a funny looking guy.He looks like a sausage on legs.Then mama was really sad because her baby,Squeaks the hamster died.Squeaks was a baby when mama brought her home,and while i was still alive.But poor Squeaks was really old.She was with mama on Monday and died in mama's hands.But i have to keep my beagle eye on them because they are really little.A beagle has a tough job.But i can do it with pride as i have my angel wings.OOOOOH.....i am really an angel.I am my mama's angel beagle.
Well mama...i have to go.I love you very much.I miss you very much still.
I still look down to see how you are doing.Well...i have to run.
Arooof!!!!Arooof!!!!!Your angel boy...Copper.

Mama's guinea pig came home to the Rainbow Bridge.

I know that i am and always be mama's silent watcher over her.But as much as she misses me,mama's heart was broken once again.Mama loves to rescue any animal,and she had rescued a guinea pig named Buttercup...what ever a guinea pig is...but he wasn't treated very well from the other people who raised him.I have heard mom say that they did'nt want him because he was "too big".Lame excuse in my eyes.But mama took him in,and gave him love.When mom first brought him home(i was riding in the front seat like always) his cage had urine filled cage stuff and his toenails were curling under.But my nice mama took him home and took care of his stinky cage,and has his toe nails clipped,and just gave her love to a small guy who started looking at her in a new way.But he eventually warmed up to mama and gave her all of his love.He would hear her voice in the morning and wait patiently for her to give him a piece of fruit or whatever.But he waited for mama to find him in the morning.He didn't go to sleep in his igloo like he always did.Don't worry mama,he is now here with me,waiting for the day when we meet up again.
Love Always,
Copper and Buttercup