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Angel wings to soon...writings from Rainbow bridge

It always comes back to this...

I try to always remember you as you were. My heart, my soul, my best friend. We were one you and I. Never leaving your side during any of your health issues...I was always there. No vet would treat you without me. It was as if they knew I needed to be there, and you needed me there. You made me laugh the way you used to scold me when I was late. You always greeted me with a toy and a wag and I knew when I entered the door you would be there to greet me. You were and will always be my heart. It always comes back though to those last days when I should have listened to my heart. I was so afraid of the shot the vet was going to give to you. I did not know it would be four times the amount that you should have been given. I miss you My beautiful Sophie Marie. I fear I shall always miss you. Your spirit remains with me. I fear I will always blame myself for not listening to what my heart was telling me. You may have been with me longer if not for a stupid mistake. How do I live with that. You see it always comes back to that. A mistake. A careless mistake that cost you your life.
The tears flowed freely today as I thought about our last day together. As usual you tried to comfort my pain. You knew me so well. There could be no comfort though..because I had to let you go. It was four years ago today that my heart broke into a million pieces. It still has not healed. I miss you still and I always will. I love you so much my beautiful Sophie Marie. I send you kisses through the clouds across the stars and can only pray you feel my love. You remain forever and ever a part of my heart. Your mommy forever and ever and ever.

To many angels arriving at the bridge...

Our hearts weep for all the familys that have lost their doggies that have made their journey to the bridge. Any leaving our familys is way to soon. We understand the pain of making the decision..and we know the tears flow freely from our human familys eyes each time the decision has to be made. I just wanted to tell all those humans left behind that the bridge is a beautiful place. Full of joy and Pleasures. We are free from pain of our humanly bodies. Our spirits continue to be with you and we feel each and every tear that is shed. We know that love is never ending and the only thing missing at the bridge is our family. Though we do not wish for them to leave their humanly bodies...we wish we could travel through space and feel just one more hug and play one more game of fetch with you. We wish you could see us as puppies again and see us romp and play and dig into all the treats that are here at the land of rainbows. Since we can not do that...we send each of you angel kisses through the heavens, past all the stars....and hope you feel them in your dreams. We wuff our familys and miss them ever so much. Love to all those hurting...On angel wings....Miss Sophie Marie....

So many tears...so many memories...

I knew today would be hard sweet Sophie...but the tears...its like a river...never ending. It was not your time...we had more memories to make and more walks to take together. God how I miss you. I miss your gentleness and your beautiful personality. I miss how you always greeted me with your special vocal ahroooooooooooos. I was always so glad to walk in the door and find you waiting for me. Even when you scolded me when I was late...it would only be a moment and you would get your toy....and all was forgiven. We should have had more days to share together. I will never understand how someone could make the mistake that cost you your life. She knew how much you meant to me. She knew how hard we had worked to keep you up and well. To lose you because of a mistake is the cruelest joke of all. I thought today would be easier...but it wasn't. My heart breaks over and over and over....and I miss you still. I hope you feel my love at the bridge..and I hope you know...our circle will never be complete..until I reach heaven...and hold you in my arms again. I love you baby girl....so very much. Kisses being sent all the way to heaven.....Your mommy....