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My Life

To my Sara Puppy

Sara you were my guardian angel. You always knew how to put a smile on my face. You were so wonderful with Chicky, the way you two would play would always make me laugh. Watching a bird chase around a 90 pound dog. You were the best. Looking back to the first day I saw you, there you were sitting there looking up at your father to be, and I started to cry, I knew you were the one. Then when they brought you to me, you came right over and licked the tears away. You picked me that day to be your mom and I am so glad you did. You brought me nothing but love and joy. When we got you home that day, you probably was wondering why do you have a big white bird in a cage, is that my dinner? I was very nervous that you would not get along with Chicky, and I did not want to give you up, since it was love at first site. We hired a trainer, to help, which was probably a waste of money, because we soon found out that you were a very smart and sweet pup. You loved everyone and everything, not sure about the bunny rabbits, I think you just had joy watching them run away. You never actually tried to catch one, you were such a good girl. Soon after your father passed away, you knew what your job was, it was to get mom better. You were there everyday pawing and licking me until I got out of bed and if it didn't work, you joined me. So many times you were my tissue to cry on. Sara, as I lay here in bed, it brings back the times, I had to put down the computer and cuddle up to you, how you would lay your head on my should and go to sleep. You always had to touch me, so I could never leave without you knowing. Sara it was hard to sleep without you last night, I missed my big brown pillow. This morning wasn't easy, while making breakfast for Chicky, it was strange not having you sitting there staring at me waiting for a piece of apple. Or stepping over you to get into the fridge. You must have been talking to me this morning, after I fed Chicky I was going to go back to bed, but then I wondered who was going to get me out of bed, Sara is gone, so I didn't go back to bed, I was strong because you were with me. You were always at my feet or by my side. It is so lonely without you. I still have all your toys where you left them, I can't seem to pick them up. Sara, I loved you more than I can say, I have this emptiness in my heart, you were my child, I only wanted to give you the best. Sara I never thought these past 3 weeks were going to be our last. I did everything to get you better and I am so sorry I didn't have the power to make you healthy again. I wish I knew why you had to leave me, why you couldn't stay longer, was your job done here. I still needed you. Chicky and I love you Sara and we will always love you. Thank you Sara for being the best dog in the world.

Me

It has been awhile since I wrote. My mom has been pretty worried about me due to my bad allergies. A couple of weeks ago I went to the doctor, it was for my annual check-up and shots, but also mom wanted to have me tested for allergies. She is trying to figure out what is causing my ears to swell up and get red and itchy. She thinks it is food related, but is not 100% sure and want to rule out other things before she took another look at what I eat. She already thinks I am allergic to chicken and any chicken products so I am not allowed to have any of that stuff. Mom said that is ok, because she does not eat chicken either, it is a bird and we love birds. Now she is thinking I am allergic to beef, I really hope she is wrong, I love beef. Like I said in my last entry, I am now on a raw diet so I get raw meaty bones, and love it! It is going to be so hard not to be able to eat beef anymore, but pork and lamb are still very yummy. I will update when I find out what the test results are, till then, keep a waggin!

New Diet

I have the bestest mom in the world! She changed my diet, she now feeds me raw meat, YUM! Now I feel extra special like Chicky, except she still gets fed before me! She is such a princess! Anyruff, I get turkey, beef, lamb all the good stuff and nothing else! I can't wait until dinner, I wonder what I will eat!