Hello Sweet Max

Hi Baby,
I was thinking about you today and decided to visit your page! It's hard. I always watch that video I made you one true media. It's not the best but thats when I first started making videos. I love the pics of you in it. I wish you weren't gone. I wish somehow I could come see you. I just want you to be here. I wish you weren't that far away. I would love it so much if you could come back, if you never left. If you were upstairs right now sleeping. I wish that. But, I would even love it if you were still somewhere, somewhere in the country. Somewhere that I could drive and visit you. That would be so great. I just wish you never left us and I could go upstairs now and pet you and give you kisses. If I knew this was going to happen I would never leave your side. I would go everywhere with you. I would say goodbye to you. Not a "i'll see you later Max. You will be ok." A goodbye and I will see you again sometime. I wish you would have came home from the vet that night. All that came home was your collar. We still have it. With the missing silver things that Bru chewed off. It is downstairs hanging by the pics. I am looking at it now. I miss you. Not too much has changed since you left us. My birthday is coming up! Your grandma...well she was like you mommy...her birthday is tomorrow! I wish you could be here with us! I might get a new computer tomorrow! You know what happened to my old one. hehe! I bet you were watching. I would love it if I could get one letter back from you. Just to tell me you are ok and if you watch us and I would love to. That would be great. But mommy knows that your ok and that you are free and happy. You had such a big heart Max. It's horrible that having a big heart is a bad thing....You know I wish you were back with us but everything happens for a reason...This was so sad but there was a reason for it. I wish I could tell you. I am gonna think about it.
Love you Max!!
Love Mommy! (Kayla)

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