Hello Sweet Max

Hi Baby,
I was thinking about you today and decided to visit your page! It's hard. I always watch that video I made you one true media. It's not the best but thats when I first started making videos. I love the pics of you in it. I wish you weren't gone. I wish somehow I could come see you. I just want you to be here. I wish you weren't that far away. I would love it so much if you could come back, if you never left. If you were upstairs right now sleeping. I wish that. But, I would even love it if you were still somewhere, somewhere in the country. Somewhere that I could drive and visit you. That would be so great. I just wish you never left us and I could go upstairs now and pet you and give you kisses. If I knew this was going to happen I would never leave your side. I would go everywhere with you. I would say goodbye to you. Not a "i'll see you later Max. You will be ok." A goodbye and I will see you again sometime. I wish you would have came home from the vet that night. All that came home was your collar. We still have it. With the missing silver things that Bru chewed off. It is downstairs hanging by the pics. I am looking at it now. I miss you. Not too much has changed since you left us. My birthday is coming up! Your grandma...well she was like you mommy...her birthday is tomorrow! I wish you could be here with us! I might get a new computer tomorrow! You know what happened to my old one. hehe! I bet you were watching. I would love it if I could get one letter back from you. Just to tell me you are ok and if you watch us and I would love to. That would be great. But mommy knows that your ok and that you are free and happy. You had such a big heart Max. It's horrible that having a big heart is a bad thing....You know I wish you were back with us but everything happens for a reason...This was so sad but there was a reason for it. I wish I could tell you. I am gonna think about it.
Love you Max!!
Love Mommy! (Kayla)

Happy 8th Birthday

Max,
First, I'd like to start off by saying I miss you. I haven't wrote to you in one year but I think about you everyday. It's so hard and I really wish you were still here. I miss you. I miss seeing you sleeping on my bed all curled up like a baby. Today was also Daddy's Birthday and I know he was thinking about you. We have Frosty paws in the freezer and I would have made you a great party and you could have celebrated with Daddy. It's really sad that I have to say Happy Birthday to you like this instead of in person. That's ok. I know you are listening. I don't know what I would do without dogster. I get to see your page all the time and write to you. Everyday when I go downstairs I look at the big frame with all th pics of you. I look at the one of me and you. When you were a puppy. Then the one of you with your paws on my shoulders. Then the one with you, daddy, Rocky, Pogo, Brutus, and Pudgy. Finally, I look at that picture of you laying on the chair. That was your last picture and that makes me so sad. But, it's ok because atleast I have that and I can look at it and remember you. Sometimes I think...What if you came home and you got better after awhile? What if you weren't that bad? Then, I think... What if you came home and got worse. We didn't want you to suffer baby.I love you so much and hope you have a great Birthday. Always think of us because we always think of you. I know you'll have a great day. You can celebrate with all your angel friends.

I Love You, Max!

Love Always,
Mommy (Kayla)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!

Hi BABY!!!!!!
Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!You would have been 7!I miss not getting you your toy or saying happy birthday to you.It was daddy's birthday too and it was sad to just say Happy Birthday to him but I still got to say it to you!!!!!!Just not in person.I love you Max!I miss you to!Have a great Birthday at the rainbow bridge!
Love Mommy!:)

To My Angel Baby Max.....

Hi Max!
I think about you EVERY day and I just miss you soooo much.......I look at the pics of you and bru and it is just so sad that you are gone.....:(On sunday it was Fathers Day and your father Rocky couldn't play with his son:(I remember that day when you were sick.I gave you a kiss before you left and said Max you will be ok and i'll see you later but I would have never guessed that it was the last kiss I would ever give you:(On Thurday your Birthday is coming up.....You share it with daddy!I will miss giving you your toys and letting you eat some cake......I really really love you and miss you!You are my angel baby,Max!
Love,
Mommy

To Max.....

HI Baby!Mommy misses you sooooo much and its hard to write to you....but I miss you and I love you.Its been about 4 monts since you left us and it has been very hard for us....on thanksgiving day you weren't there begging and drooling for food........on christmas you weren't there to play with the new toys in your stocking.....on valentines day you weren't there begging for mommy to give you chocolate......its just not the same with out you.Its hard for mommy to tell people that she has 4 dogs with out making the mistake and saying 5 dogs.Mommy saw a little boxer puppy at a pet store that looked JUST LIKE YOU.....he had the white triangle on his neak and everything....but if we got it it would just be to sad cause ever time we would look at it we would think of you and get sad because we miss you sooo much!I Love You And Miss You!Everyday I think of you and I remember all the good times we have had!
Love,
MOMMY

I miss my family:(

I have been a happy playful dog all my life. I had gotten sick only a few times but nothing serious.I loved to eat.I would eat anything.That is what got mommy worried because she put out my breakfast yesterday and I looked at it and drooled so mommy called daddy.He came over and then I went on to my bed.I slept their for a few hours and then daddy came home to take me to the vet and all they said was he has an enlarged heart and the blood tests will be in tomorrow.They also said it was racing but he might just be scared here.Daddy took me home and I went back to my bed.Mommy tried to give me a cracker and I took the smallest bite and the rest I spit out.Then my human sister came back from dance school and I was wagging my tail so much but I couldn't get up.Normally I run to her,lick her,and play with her.then I moved down to the hallway very slow and mommy walked by me and saw my heart beating.It looked like it was going to fall out.She started crying and daddy called emergency vets.He found one about 30 minutes away and he took max.He said he will pay how ever much for max to get better.Then mommy tried looking upa dogs enlarged heart on the computer but it talked about dead dogs so she got off and cried even more.Then daddy called and said he has heart trouble and had it all his life but we never noticed and the vet said you can put him to sleep or he will have 9 months or less to live and he would have to wear an uncomfortable heart harness and have to go to the vet to get check ups alot and would sometimes have to stay at the vet alone.daddy and mommy were so upset.The vet said he would suffer for nine months and could just die right in front of us.So daddy chose the best for me we think and they put me to sleep.Daddy mommy and my 2 sisters were up until about 2 a.m because they miss me so much.Well I was only 6 years old and I will miss everyone.Brutus was my best friend and we use to do everything together.Thank you all for the kind p-mail.

today

Today was rainy so I stayed inside for the morning.In the morning I chewed a bone with pudgy and brutus .Then we played with our toys .Then it cleared up so I layed down in the sun and took a nap on the deck,It was relaxing untill Brutus ran out and woke me up .Then we ate dinner and went out again.It was a fun day.I am going to lay down with Brutus and go to bed .Good Night!!!!!!!!!