I was thinking about you today and decided to visit your page! It's hard. I always watch that video I made you one true media. It's not the best but thats when I first started making videos. I love the pics of you in it. I wish you weren't gone. I wish somehow I could come see you. I just want you to be here. I wish you weren't that far away. I would love it so much if you could come back, if you never left. If you were upstairs right now sleeping. I wish that. But, I would even love it if you were still somewhere, somewhere in the country. Somewhere that I could drive and visit you. That would be so great. I just wish you never left us and I could go upstairs now and pet you and give you kisses. If I knew this was going to happen I would never leave your side. I would go everywhere with you. I would say goodbye to you. Not a "i'll see you later Max. You will be ok." A goodbye and I will see you again sometime. I wish you would have came home from the vet that night. All that came home was your collar. We still have it. With the missing silver things that Bru chewed off. It is downstairs hanging by the pics. I am looking at it now. I miss you. Not too much has changed since you left us. My birthday is coming up! Your grandma...well she was like you mommy...her birthday is tomorrow! I wish you could be here with us! I might get a new computer tomorrow! You know what happened to my old one. hehe! I bet you were watching. I would love it if I could get one letter back from you. Just to tell me you are ok and if you watch us and I would love to. That would be great. But mommy knows that your ok and that you are free and happy. You had such a big heart Max. It's horrible that having a big heart is a bad thing....You know I wish you were back with us but everything happens for a reason...This was so sad but there was a reason for it. I wish I could tell you. I am gonna think about it.
Love you Max!!
Love Mommy! (Kayla)
First, I'd like to start off by saying I miss you. I haven't wrote to you in one year but I think about you everyday. It's so hard and I really wish you were still here. I miss you. I miss seeing you sleeping on my bed all curled up like a baby. Today was also Daddy's Birthday and I know he was thinking about you. We have Frosty paws in the freezer and I would have made you a great party and you could have celebrated with Daddy. It's really sad that I have to say Happy Birthday to you like this instead of in person. That's ok. I know you are listening. I don't know what I would do without dogster. I get to see your page all the time and write to you. Everyday when I go downstairs I look at the big frame with all th pics of you. I look at the one of me and you. When you were a puppy. Then the one of you with your paws on my shoulders. Then the one with you, daddy, Rocky, Pogo, Brutus, and Pudgy. Finally, I look at that picture of you laying on the chair. That was your last picture and that makes me so sad. But, it's ok because atleast I have that and I can look at it and remember you. Sometimes I think...What if you came home and you got better after awhile? What if you weren't that bad? Then, I think... What if you came home and got worse. We didn't want you to suffer baby.I love you so much and hope you have a great Birthday. Always think of us because we always think of you. I know you'll have a great day. You can celebrate with all your angel friends.
Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!You would have been 7!I miss not getting you your toy or saying happy birthday to you.It was daddy's birthday too and it was sad to just say Happy Birthday to him but I still got to say it to you!!!!!!Just not in person.I love you Max!I miss you to!Have a great Birthday at the rainbow bridge!