There are some things going on right now that I wish I could talk to you about. I know you would look at me with those big brown eyes and then crawl under the nearest blankey. As if to say, Mom you've lost your damn mind again, call me when I can actually help you. I miss you baby girl. Gordon just doesn't know how to put me to sleep like you did.
November 11th, 2012 Gracie Marie passed away peacefully at home in my arms. Her brother Gordon was by her side until the very end. There are so many things I could say about Gracie, but part of the grieving process for me is denial and it is much to soon. She was loved with more love than one person could even begin to feel.
So last time I wrote in my journal was a LONG time ago. Lots has happened since then. Not all of it bad, but the fair majority of it is.
First change was that my mommy and daddy broke up. Mommy, Gordon and I moved out. We left Gus and Gage with Dad. Mommy says it was only fair, whatever THAT means.
Second change, I'm blind now. There really is no explanation as to why I am blind. Vet told Mommy that I might have a brain tumor but we can't afford to get the expensive tests done to find out for sure so for now I just "feel" my way around.
I am happy for the most part. I sleep a lot and my doggie senses tell me that all is not lost. Mommy seems to be holding up well which is what is important to me.