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Notes from my Mommy

Hey Maxaroo....

It's Valentine's Day again. I think this day will always be a little bittersweet since it's the first holiday after the anniversary of your death. I can't believe it's been a year already. It still feels like yesterday. I just wanted to stop and let you know I'm thinking of you. Love you little guy!

Again....

It's been just over 3 months since you left us. Life is moving on. Sassy was diagnosed with diabetes and cancer yesterday. She has to have surgery to have some teeth removed and I am scared crazy that she is going to die like you did. We want her to be comfortable and enjoy the rest of her life as much as possible. But, watch her close and when her time comes please be with her, and with me. I don't know what I am going to do without her. Losing you was the hardest thing ever. I don't have any idea how I am going to make it through losing her too. Especially so close together. :( I miss you baby boy!

Spring is here....

It's been just over 2 months since we said goodbye to you. We had a good Easter weekend and things are starting to turn green and bloom. The baby goats that were born the day before you passed are getting so big. They are almost as big as the momma. Sassy's not too clingy anymore. I think she finally figured out that you weren't coming home and also that we weren't going to get rid of her. We think that's why she was all over us, because she thought we got rid of you. You were there one minute and then never again :( I still, even after all this time, catch myself looking for you or waiting for you when it's time to go out in the morning. I think I'll be sad when I don't do that anymore, when the habit is broken and I don't think about you everyday. I miss you so much still. I hope you are having fun wherever you are.