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Kissy's Thoughts

Wow! I'm a Diary Pick

My mom says I am special. She says Dogster likes me. She says I should be proud. I am proud and that does cheer me up.

Speaking of being cheered up, my Dogster friends make me smile. I love getting messages for all of them. Thay make me feel loved and wanted. I have a problem with the. Ya know my family gave me away. I still don't know why but my foster mommy keeps saying "Kissy you are perfect. You family just didn't understand how special you are. They loved you in their own way and I'm sure they felt they were doing the best thing for you."
I'm beginning to feel angry at them. I'm trying to move on. My Dogster Pals are helping me with that a lot. I love my Dogster Pals.

Today I am happy! Thank you Dogster for pickin my diary.

A new life.

I've been here since 12/28/12. I had a good life. I had a family. I had a doggie friend. One night my dad took me for a ride. We met a lady and ther talked like people do and then he turned and walked away. I was so confused. He gave her my leash and a bag with my toys in it. She picked me up and I think she was crying. We got in her car and she just sat there holding me. She said "Kissy, I'm so sorry this has happened to you. I know you are sacred, confused and a little angry. I want you to know you are safe and you will have all you need. You belong to a rescue now. ARF-LA will make sure you have anything you need and I will find you a FOREVER home". She kept saying she was so sorry and that it was not my fault and that it will all be OK. I tried to listen but I was so scared and confused. My daddy just drove away in our car. He left me. He didn't even kiss me good bye or give me a comforting touch.

I like it here. I have small dogs who play with me. I get food, water and I have my own crate with a soft pink blanket inside. My foster mom gave me a special bath and she cleans my ears and puts meds in them every day. She said I have yeast in the ears and one my body but she will clear that up. It's almost gone already and I feel good. I like my new friends. I have a doggie door. I can go out or in anytime I want to! That's so awesome. My foster mom told me all about rescue and that I am safe and that's important. I still think about my family. My mom picks me up and cuddles me when I think about them. She can tell what I'm thinking!!! I'm ok but I still wish I knew why my family gave me away. I must have done something very bad but I don't know what it was. :(