December 28th 2011 2:46 pm
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It's been nearly a year since I was last scared.
I'm now happy, but mum is still sad.
I approved of Kay before I left. It helps mum, knowing that I was comfortable with Kay.
Mum can do everything with Kay, that she wanted to with me. I hear she can even take Kay to see other dogs now! Mum still misses me, though.
People always assume mum replaced me with Kay. Surely, if mum had wanted to replace me with Kay, she'd have thought of Kay, as me, at least once? I know she hasn't.
Mum doesn't talk about me. Even after all this time, she's still too sad.
She used to wonder how you can think about the same thing every day, but mum realised that she's actually thought about me every single day, no matter what. It's uaully at night, when she's trying to sleep, but I'm always there.
And that's what comforts mum the most.
I'm still right at your feet, tripping you over. My heart I just can't beat anymore. ♥
For Your Eyes Only, Since 20th of January, 2011.
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