December 1st 2011 12:34 am
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Hey Magster. I just want to start of by telling you how much I love you. I love you so much and I miss you so much. We all miss you. Mom, dad, Rocky, me, your best bud Captain and, even though you two didn't always see eye to eye, Bella misses you too. Captain keeps sleeping on your bed, which you know she never does. She usually likes to be on her own bed, but today she's starting to. The house is emptier and not as happy without you. You always lit up our whole house and people around you with your warmth and happiness. You were always there for me when I went through hard times and when I was stressed out about school or life. You always knew when something was bothering me because you'd come up to me and lick me or get close to me...I miss that so much. Just know that it's painful without you here and I've cried everyday since you've left us (I've stopped wearing makeup for the time being because I can cry at any moment). I'm on the verge of tears now. I never thought I'd say this but I wanted to die with you the day you were sent to heaven. It's so hard without you. I'm really stressed out today and I'm so used to being able to go downstairs and pet you and hug you. But I don't have that anymore. You will and always will be my best friend Ms. Maggie.
The only thing that gets me through this is that you are no longer going through discomfort and you didn't have to suffer a painful death. I love you too much I couldn't bear to see you go through that. I hope you're having fun at Rainbow Bridge. :') All of these wonderful people's dogs that I talk on Dogster are probably up there making friends with you right now. These really are nice people and they make me feel better and are helping me cope with your loss. Also, the wonderful wonderful memories that I have of you get me through this. You were so happy and silly that it' really not hard to think of a good memory.
I love you so much Maggie. We all love you and we all miss you so much. You left a carpet spot upstairs in mom's room where you always liked to lie down. I tear up when I see it now. My clothes and furniture still have your hair on it as well. It's hard, but I know you're happy, and that makes me happy.
Well, until we meet again, which we will, I love you sweetness. Rest in peace darling.
Love forever and always,
-Katie (your mommy and bestfriend)
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