my angel whisper

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my angel whisper

September 20th 2011 6:53 am
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i started this page in memory of my beloved whisper. you see he was put to sleep on 9/10/11. on 7/3/11 when i took him outside i noticed he was off balance and after taking him to numerous vets and many many prayers he never got better and they couldnt figure out what was wrong with him. i could hold him up with only feet barely touching ground and walk him for him to go potty. i did this for over 2 months but he continued to get worse. he started having strokes and was in some pain and i think he was getting unable to see but he knew me no matter what.on 9/10/11 when i took him to vet his look was like momma gonna get me fixed and we go home and i can play again but then as the vet started giving him the shot that look came to look like momma whats wrong, what did i do and that look turned to sadness and those bright eyes faded. worst day of my life id give anything, including my own life to go back and not do it i love and miss him so much. they say time heals, well im sorry i dont think there will ever be enough time.i brought my precious angel home and buried him right outside where i visit him very often. that shiney solid white coat, beautiful bright blue eyes, little crooked ears, precious little tongue that tip was always stuck out just a small amount and that wonderful little cold nose that loved to snuggle under my chin. momma so sorry baby and i can only pray you can forgive me im so very sorry. biggest mistake i ever made. i have a huge hole in my heart and a lump in my throat. i hate everything i do everyday cause you not here with me. you were my life and i am so lost without you. your life was too short and i just cant understand why you. my faith is shaken right now cause i feel God could have and should have fixed you and shouldnt have let me do what i did. i will never forgive myself. everything reminds me of you. what did i do in my life that was so bad that you had to pay for it. i cant keep from crying. it hurts so bad. it seems as though there is no reason for me to go on. you are still my life. i will never forget you. i want you back so we can both be happy again. i can watch you run and bounce through the yard chasing everything that moves.every one here says they love you too but they werent here everyday all day long taking care of you they went on with their lives as they do now but i cant. im at your grave at 10:30 for thats the time your light went out and 1:34 when i put your little coffin in the ground.i regret all of it worst day of my life and yours. just want you back theres a small animal shelter i just found out about and they trying to get me to come visit seem to think it will help. i feel for the abused and homeless babies but i cant see me loving any one but you and i feel guilty just thinking of it. i feel that if i had of had enough money that they could have found out what was wrong with you and fixed you. im sorry im not rich. i have thought that someday id like to start a charity in your name so no one else will have to go through what we did. please forgive momma and know that you are and always will be my heart. i love you my precious angel and momma misses you you forever and always. you will never be forgotten at least as long as i live, which i be glad when im with you again and right now would not be too soon. i take you with me everywhere i go for youu are always in my heart and mind. i love you whisper. please forgive me. come find momma because i am lost without you. thank you for your unconditional love and complete trust and im so very sorry i destroyed that. momma loves you baby and we will be together again. just hope you can forgive me and not be mad at me. i love you

 

my angel whisper

September 23rd 2011 8:53 am
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todat is 9/23/11 its been 13 days since you have been gone and the hurt and pain are just as bad. im so sorry for what i did. you deserved better. i know they say God has a plan and everything happens for a reason. i sure wish i knew why you getting sick and no longer being with me was a part of it. i pray that you are playing and running in big grren grassy fields chasing butterflies, grasshoppers and that the angels are taking care of you and that you are not mad at me and are waiting on me. wish i could be there with you now. then i would not hurt anymore and id be happy again because i would be with you. i just got back from visiting your little grave. momma has a chair right there so if i want i can lay down beside you and stay all day and/or all night. you are the best thing ever happened to momma and i will always love you. you will be my little angel forever, i only pray it will not be long until we are reunited and as much as i have always wanted to go to heaven, if you are not there then just send me to wherever you are. thats the only way i will ever be truly happy again. please watch over every one and keep them safe and be a good puppy as always and we will be together again. momma will hold you and take care of you again, but til then please forgive momma and know that you are always with me in my heart and mind. i see you everywhere. just because i cant hold you doesnt mean i love you any less. you are mommas baby, my little whisper.please forgive me. i love and miss you

 

MY ANGEL WHISPER

September 24th 2011 7:39 am
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well my angel its been 2 weeks today and i miss you just as much. i see you every where i turn. with all the friends here at dogster i do believe you have friends up there with yyou and you are not alone while you wait for me. i am glad you can run and play. hopefully it want be long momma be with you again. i love you my precious little angel. its about that time for momma to come visit you at your grave. it was at 10:30 2 weeks ago you crossed over the rainbow bridge. i love and miss you so much. you just keep playing with all your new friends so when i get there you be ready to spend time with me. i still hope you can forgive momma. love you my little whisper. you be brave and know that momma is not going to ever forget you. you are and always will be my heart and it will not be whole again until we are together and i can hold you in my arms again. i love you.

 

my precious angel whisper

September 24th 2011 7:52 pm
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momma has made it through another day without you.God i would do anything to have you back here with me. i miss you. i hope you have made friends over the rainbow bridge. please be the good boy i know you are and dont worry momma will be there beside you again someday then we can pick up where we left off. we got a whole lotta kisses and hugs to catch up on. momma loves you my precious baby whisper

 

my angel whisper

September 25th 2011 12:33 pm
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sorry to bother your playing just wanted to say, I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU. been one of those days. seems like everyone is going on with their lives and forgetting about you. it upsets me. i cant let go. my life was and still is you. you always will be. my heart has a huge hole and only way it ever be filled is when you and i are reunited. i no you will be there waiting on me when its my time, just wish it was now. momma still very mad because you got sick and then no one could fix you and you had to go away.please forgive momma. pray it will not be long til we are together and i can hold my precious angel in my arms again, till then keep on playing and being good and mind bandit i know he take care of you til i can. momma loves you angel

 

my angel whisper

September 26th 2011 3:53 pm
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my precious baby its been 16 days and i know you are with friends at the rainbow.i will be there with you again one day,just hope its not very long. i miss you so much. hope you can see how crazy i am. i still talk to you as if you were here but to me you still are i just cant hold you.like i said maybe it will not be long. hugs and kisses. love momma

 

my angel whisper

September 28th 2011 8:38 pm
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it has been 18 dreadful days and it has not gotten any easier,i miss you as much as ever. you are in my heart and on my mind constantly. i got you on a web site called dogster and there so many babies there, and some are angels just like you. they wanted to be pup pals with you and i think its a good idea. they all know your story and they send the most gracious messages and even send you gifts. i pray you can see us all here and know that i will be with you again someday. now would not be too soon because i miss you so much. i am lost without you.i hope you like it there and have met your new friends and the older ones watch out for you babies.you were too young to have to leave this world,only 6 months,but i do thank God for letting me have you that long. you taught me so much,especially unconditional LOVE. if i could have you back right now id take you anyway i could get you and id do my best,no matter what. you were, are and always will be #1 to me. no other animal will ever take your place. i love you and miss you my precious angel whisper.please be good and have fun and i will be there as soon as i can.all my love forever and always. hugs and kisses. love momma

 

my angel whisper

September 29th 2011 6:33 pm
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my dearest angel whisper it has now been 19 days just came in from visiting your little grave and looking up at the stars wondering which one is you, i know you are the brightest. i miss you so very much and i love you with all my heart. be happy when we together again.love you always and forever. be happy and play til i get there. hugs and kisses. love momma

 

my angel whisper

September 30th 2011 6:31 am
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good morning i love you and i miss you. got dentist appointment at 10 this morning and i hate that i cant be here at 10:30 by your grave but you will me in my heart as always. i love you and miss you my precious angel.love momma

 

my angel whisper

October 1st 2011 6:09 am
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its been 21 days, 3 of the worst weeks of my life. i miss you so very much. i see you everywhere and even catch myself talking to you like i did when you were sitting right here.everyone still thinks im crazy, but you were not just a puppy, to me you was my baby,my little angel and now only difference is your an angel at the bridge, not here with momma. i love you so very much.hugs and kisses to my angel.love momma

 
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