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My life as Becki

Feeling good.

I feel good and my foster mom says I am half way there to being all well. I try real hard to get around without bumping into stuff but it's hard for me. I can see a little bit of light but not much else. I use my nose to find food and water. I use my ears to follow my dad on our walks. He scuffs his feet for me so I can hear where he walks. I stay in my bed most of the time...by choice. I don't like being out with the others cause I run into them....they move around. I am OK and next week I get my stitches out. I guess I will just stay here and live out my days. I am loved and I know that so it's OK if I don't get adopted.

I am back

My new mom could not keep me. She lost her job. I came back to rescue before Christmas. My foster mom didn't write much in my diary cause she was sad for me. For a long time she was thinking my mom whould get a new job and want me back. She called and sent emails to my foster mom but I will not be going back there. I coat too much for her to keep me. I was so confused and depressed to leave my home of almost a year. Life is not good. I don't know why I can't keep a home. I want a forever home. It's been hard getting used to being one of so many. I just stay in my crate and sleep. Sure my foster parents try to love on me but I don't let them. I am just depressed.

Last week my right eye started bothering me. After 2 trips to the vet in 2 days, he said I needed my eye removed. I had that done April 1. It hurt Mon. night but since then it's been OK. I didn't see well before so it really doesn't matter. Dad takes me out on leash and I feel safe. I have to get well now. Maybe I can still have a chance to get adopted. Maybe...

I have a wonderful home.

My new mom is just awesome. She lets me sleep in the people bed with her. She makes a wall with pillows so I won't walk off the bed. So Silly....I am so happy to be in the big bed that I just curl up and sleep all night. I like it here so much. No oooooother dogs to get in my way so I follow my mom around the house. It is a great home here and I am so happy. I do think of my foster parents. I miss my dad but he was right. This is a perfect home for me. I know my foster parents were right when they told me the rest of my life will make up for the past. I am loved and happy.