March 5th 2012 5:28 pm
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Several months ago, I was diagnosed with OCD and hydrocephalus. Mom knew that condition as my brother Ducky Morkie and my sister Starbright Morkie had that before me. She was devastated when she found out. She tried to help with my condition any way she could but knew that, if I started to have seizures, it meant it was time for me to leave for a better place.
I was given 2 types of medication lately and it seemed to exacerbate my condition, so mom stopped giving them to me. Then, she was told I could have tranquilizers to help with my severe OCD and that is when she refused.
She thought my quality of life would be almost none if I had to be sedated not to behave irrationally because of my hydrocephalus.
After talking a lot with my dogtor and getting a second and third opinion, she decided not to give me sedatives and tranquilizers... and then I got a tornado rattling my brain... mom called the dogtor and after talking with him about the severity of the seizure, he said that the best for me would be to go and join Soleil and my other siblings at the Bridge.
I heard mom cry and cry and cry. She stayed with me until I crossed the Bridge...
My boy is gone to where he will be healthy and happy, with no headaches, seizures and no OCD. Even if I know it was the best for him, I am heartbroken. I loved Gallagher to pieces!! Just the way he would jump on my recliner, climb on my lap at put his head on my shoulder and fall asleep, I knew he felt loved and safe. I know he loved me too, as I am the only human he bonded to.
My dear sweet boy, I will love you forever. Without Soleil and you, our home is so quiet, so still, so empty. I have too many of you, my babies since a few months and my heart cannot stand it anymore.