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My Diary

Dear Mommy

When I Woke up this Morning I Felt Very Odd
I Don't Know Why, but I Felt Close to God
The Sun Was Shining, the Birds Were Singing
The Music Was Soft, the Bells Were Ringing
And Puppies Were Romping at Play
What a Pleasant Start of a Wonderful Day
I Remember Laying down to Take a Nap
I Remember I Had My Head in Her Lap
I Remember the Sad Look in Her Eye
I Remember I Had Never Seen Her Cry.
I Remember I Wanted to Ask Her Why
I Remember Hearing Her Say, Goodbye
I Wanted to Say Don't Cry for Me
I Wanted to Say, Just Remember Me
I Wanted to Say I Remember the Toys
I Wanted to Say I Remember the Joys
I Wanted to Say, I Love You So Much
I Wanted to Say, How I Loved Your Touch
Oh Please Let Me Hug You
Oh Please Let Me Kiss You
Oh Please Let Me Tell You
What an Angel You've Been
Oh Please Let Me Thank You
for Showing Me Him
I Knew When I Woke up
There Would Be No Pain
I Knew If I Wanted to
I Could Play in the Rain
I Knew That I Would Remember
the Love You Gave Me Forever
You've Taken Care of Me
All My Life You've Guarded Me from Trouble and Strife
You've Taken Care of Me thru Good and Bad
You've Always Stopped Me from Feeling Sad
You've Given Me Treats and Given Me Care
You've Told Me What to Expect When I Got There
So Please Don't Cry, Wipe the Tears from Your Eye
I'll Look down upon You and with a Woof and a Sigh
I'll Gather My Courage and March up to God and Ask Him
When You Get Here to Give You a Nod
for You Were My Master and You Were My Friend
and I'll Be Waiting for You at the Rainbows End.

forever your...Cody Noel

An Angel Now

On June 27th mama took me in to be neutered...I came out just fine so mama thought. The next day I hardly ate and so mama called the vet and was told it was normal. The next day I started to vomit so mama called the vet again and was told to be brought in for a recheck. At the recheck they said it was an upset tummy from the medication...so mama took me home with no worries. Then July 1st came and I wasn't eating anymore....mama called the vet again and was told to bring me in on the 2nd for another recheck....on the 2nd before mama got me to the vet I had a bloody stool and mama got really worried. So the vet ran some tests and found that I had Parvo.....mama was worried cause I was only 2.5 lbs. but the vet gave mama medicine and told her to give me pedialite every hour on the hour for the next 3 days....At 4:45 am on July 3rd I lost my fight with Parvo. Mama is so sad but I am her Angel now and am looking after her.....I see her crying so hard and keep telling her I am okay now but she says it still hurts to lose me at only 6 months old. My life may have been short but it was a happy one and even now when mama thinks of what I was like she smiles with tears in her eyes. I know it will take time for mama to be okay with me leaving her but I know that my daddy "Koko", my mommy "Gigi", and my fursis "Lil'Lady" will help her through this.