I love you Niki

This entry is more for my benefit than anything else. I just wanted to let Nikita know that I love him and miss him more than anything and I think about him every single day. The day you left me Niki I thought I was going to die, I didn't want to live life without you, I didn't think I could. I had to remind myself that I have so much love to give and there are many dogs that need that love, that is what has helped me carry on. In your memory Niki I have fostered homeless dogs and kittens and they have all gone to great loving homes. The love you gave me is worth all the grief I went through the days/months/years after you crossed the bridge. Yes, my dahling, I'm still grieving for you. You will always be here Niki, you live on in my heart and my soul and the lives of the dogs that have found forever homes because of you. I LOVE YOU NIKITA