Its been 2 months now

Has it really been 2 months since I last touched your fur? Since I saw your sweet face?

Today was a horrible day for me, and i wish you were here so I could lay on you like I used to. I wish today couldve been better considering you made it sunny just for me. I miss you sweet boy and I hope your enjoying your days as an angel.

Love you for always ♥

Momma

It was always 3

I was always so used to saying "3". It was never "2", It was never "2" with anything. Coming home, it was always 3 faces looking at me and 3 wagging tails. Not 2. On walks it was always 3 dogs yanking my arms like crazy. Not 2. At feeding time, it was always 3 scoops. Never 2. At
bedtime, it was always 3 good byes, never 2. It was always my 3 babies. Never 2. It was never 2 with anything. It was always 3.

My first week without you

Its been a full week since I touched your fur. Since you put your head on my lap. Since I patted that big head of yours. Its been a week since I heard your huffing, puffing and jingling of your collar. Its been so hard not having you around, but Ik you are in a happy place, full of love and care. Its so empty... down here without you. I miss you everyday, and cry every now and then. You will always be my hero.

A Christmas without you

Oo Tobey, today just wasn't as fun without you. You were on my mind all day. I couldnt careless about the presents. I was hoping you were celebrating up there with your friends. I wish you could've celebrated Christmas with us, but I could never wish you back for you to suffer that again.

Jazz has been acting very less playful then she usually does. She hasnt really been eating either. Buster is acting like himself, walking in circles and barking at walls.

I took Jazz for a walk today for the first time this winter. It didnt feel right. Im so used to my arms being hanked, listening to the heavy sounds of your breath and your love rubbing all over me. But today... it was quiet. Nothing but the sound of Jazzy's sniffing and her nails clicking on the road. I didnt feel safe either. You were usually always there to protect me from other dogs or people.

Sending Hugs and Kisses to the Bridge...
Merry Christmas Tobey

Nora, Jazz and Buster

A New Angel

Cancer got the better of me. I had lost the battle.

December 21st~ 9:40 at night~ Momma saw me having these weird spazzams with my legs. She layed with me the night. I always puked.

December 22nd ~ 7:45 morning ~ Momma saw me doing it again. She layed with me for and she looked into my eyes. She had to go to school though so she said a prayer and left...

December 22nd ~3:55 Afternoon ~ Mom gets home from school only to hear that I had a tuff night and morning. And they couldnt bare to see me like that.

~*~ A free soul now ~*~
It was a tuff decicion, letting me go before Christmas, but now I remember what it is like to be alive again. Im able to run, and play and theres no pain in me! I also got these itchy wings and a new halo, but I will get used to them. I have met so many of my DC and Dogster friends. I feel at home. Im gonna miss my family though, I hope my momma is alright. Thanks to my DC and Dogster friends.. I think she will manage without me for a few days. I miss her..

The New Angel at the Bridge... Tobey

Im Dogster's Diary Pick Of the Day!

Im Dogster's diary pick of the day! Im so happy, I feel so greyt! Mommy's gonna sneak some belly rubs in today. Thanks you Dogster!

Hotspots

I have hotspots on my tail, and of course, I wanna itch them. I bit off all my fur of my tail, so now it looks like a rat tail. Mommy just noticed I had hotspots, and put medicine on it. She will keep spraying the yucky stuff on my tail until the fur grows naturaly again

About the song on my page..

I know it is song by Miley Cyrus, and mommy DOES hate her (alot) but she loves this song because she thinks about me. I am climbing that mountain (fighting cancer). Just think of the words and you will just realize what I am going through.