|Barked: Sat Aug 2, '08 3:35pm PST |
|The idea with the memory book is great.
Thank you all for helping me through this difficult time, it means so much to me. It's amazing how strangers like you are giving me so much strength.
We tried giving her food every two hours today. In the afternoon she ate a couple of slices of cooked chicken ham and she licked a little bit of curd cheese from my fingers. Then she lost her appetite again.
But this evening she ate another 10 slices of cooked chicken ham and she enjoyed it so much. She was lying around sleeping most of the day but every couple of hours she was so full of energy, it was such a joy to watch her.
I can't believe we almost put her down this morning. It was a beautiful day with her. I just hope she won't have any pain.
My mom and I talked tonight and said that when the time comes, we wish she would just fall asleep and not wake up again. A peaceful, quiet death.
I talked to her again tonight before she went to bed (she sleeps beside my parent's bed) and told her how much I love her, and that if she wants to go, she can and she should give me a sign that she wants to. And I told her that she was the best dog in the world, and she'll join her friend Kira in heaven and that when the time comes we'll see each other again some day, and until then she should wait for me and remember how much I love her and how much fun we had together.
I'm going to bed now (if I can sleep at all) and pray to god she's still fine tomorrow morning.
Thank you all again for your support, I can't even tell you how much this means to me.
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