|Barked: Sat Apr 11, '09 2:30pm PST |
|Woofed From: Freedom Star
Woofed To: light a candle....
Subject: I will probably be going to Heaven soon
I am real sick the vet has done everything they can. There is nothing else they can do. There is no reason even for my fever to be so very very high at 105.3 and not going down it's been this way for awhile now. I've been sick for 2 weeks and fighting so hard.
But the vets are figuring now it wasn't poison like they first thought they are thinking I have cancer which is the most probably case. Even if in such a small amount through out my body.
Mommy can't afford the $3000 to $5000 ultrasound needed to see if that is what it is.
The blood results show somewhere in my body I am deteriorating as my body tries to attack what is making me so sick and is failing at doing so.
They showed everything else normal the monistat level is in the high level whatever that is mom said. And my blood pressure is up.
I am not truly eating much or drinking a lot mommy has been giving me water all week using a turkey bastor for the most part. I don't chase my sisters any more I just lay around and sleep and stay by mommy's side.
Mommy won't watch me suffer or die like she did my sister Whitie.
I will be making the journey soon.
She is making me as comfortable as she can and hoping she can take me to my own vet to help me make that journey.
Mommy's already in debt with the vet bills she has gotten this past week with having me at the vet everyday trying to help me.
She is sad and I am sad that I will be leaving her.
I know she loves me and I love her too very very much so.
But even though I am still only a baby at a year of age I must make the journey to Heaven and meet my sister Whitie and family there until the day Mommy and I meet again. I wonder if Bon-Bon will be happy to see me again.
So pls my friends keep my mommy in your prayers as she deals once again in a difficult sad time of letting another of her babies (me go to Heaven.) Thank-you And if you can pls post this in your groups
God bless and many snuggles
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