January 1st 2009 1:15 pm
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Darling Holly, Christmas came and went without you in our home this year, just nine days to go to Christmas morn but it was not to be, you are in Heaven now, Jesus must have wanted a very special angel by His side this Christmas, and so He chose you , my darling Holly child, When you left me i just wanted to die also, how could i live without my beautiful sweet baby, you were only seven years old , but it was the dreaded cavalier health prob that took you from me, your loving heart had given so much love and was unable to cope anymore, I watched you struggle through each day , and tried to help you, but your meds only made you worse, eventualy in a very short time they caused your kidneys to fail,
If my love could have saved you darling you would still be here with mummy now, but my love for you gave me the strength to give you peace from your suffering,
You suffered enough when you first came into this world, i could not let you suffer in your last days, i loved you too much to allow that to happen. We will meet again my love and then we will never be parted ever again, Mummy is having your ashes back home and when Mummy leaves this earth your ashes will be buried with mine, we will be together forever , i promised you this while you were on earth and i will never break that promise, So until then my darling sleep tight , sweet dreams , and thank you for loving me, I will love you until the end of my days, all my love from mummy , and daddy , and your brother Billy xxxxxx also Paul and Rhonda