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my life with my mommie, by droopy

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April 2nd 2012 9:10 am
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Remember Our Love

I was chosen today
I'm learning to fly
the world took me away,
but please don't you cry

And I chose you today
to try and be strong
so please don't you cry
and don't say that I'm gone

When you're feeling alone
just remember our love,
I'm up near the stars
looking down from above.

Remember our love
In a moment you'll see
that I'm still here beside you
when you're thinking of me.

I LOVE YOU DROOPY!! i'll always remember our friendship, our bond, our LOVE!


my dear droopy

April 1st 2012 7:20 pm
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droopy, my love.... mommie just found out today is rainbow bridge day..
i want you to know that i think of you all the time, every minute, every second of everyday!! i wasn't able to get balloons today.. but i will soon as i get paid.. and i'm going to go up aunt lisa's & set some free & i'm going to set some free right outside, on our front porch.. i know how much you loved to be at aunt lisa's & how much you also loved to just sit out on the porch.. i'm also going to plant a row of beautiful flowers for you this year, bright colors, like a rainbow..i love you & miss you so much droopy.. i can't help but think that i'm still going to wake up & this will all be a dream.. but i never "wake" up from it.. and the nightmare goes on & on..i miss you everyday, my sweet droopy...i love you more than i ever thought possible..that, my sweet scootercrunch, is one thing that WILL NEVER CHANGE, my LOVE for will live & grow & remain in my heart furever & always!!!.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH DROOPY, oh mommie misses you!! I LOVE YOU!! see you in my dreams tonight droopy..hold you in my beautiful puppy!! always & furever!!
goodnight, mommie


hi scootercrunch!!!

March 21st 2012 5:49 pm
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hey droopster!! how are you sweetheart??? you know...i mISS YOU SO MUCH!! i can't believe today is wednesday & its also the 21st...
6 months ago, on a wednesday, also the 21st, we had to say goodbye..
let me tell you, my sweet big puppy..I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN SAY!! i feel like i am going through that horrible day all over again.. i can't believe its been 1/2 a year already.. it seems like yesterday to me, everyday..the pain hurts me so horrible & harsh body aches from crying so much, my mind is tired, my body is tired.. i don't sleep like i should..i worry bout you & i know you are o.k. now...but..i can't help but worry.. you know, thats how mommie is.. a big worrier..
i really think i am still in some kind of shock... i look at your picture on your urn & i just lose just can't be, this can't be real!! NOT MY DROOPY!! i believed we would grow old together, i believed we would be together , together, me & you, till we went together...some may say thats stupid to think, crazy even, i don't care.. thats how i felt.. i long to touch you one more time, to look into your big brown eyes.. to feel you next to me while i sleep, look in the door when i come home & see you standing there, wiggle butting & waiting to jump on me & love me up.. i just long to have you back..
this pain.. this pain.. its almost like i can't breathe sometimes, thats how strong this hurt is inside me.. i sometimes actually gasp for air..i feel like i'm choking..
i'm doing o.k. with rascal, honey, your sweet, precious gift you sent me..i do love her.. and i know she is NOT a replacement.. first of all, there WILL NEVER BE A REPLACEMENT FOR YOU DROOPY, you are ONE OF A KIND, LOL...i know rascal is here to let me continue the love..
but droopy.. i can't hide this pain all the time.. i just can't..
i try so hard.. i laugh, i have fun in your groups...but.. so many times i am writing & you are laughing & dancing, i'm sitting here sobbing my eyes out, my heart laying in pieces..i'll never get another picture of you, i'll never get another kiss, a hug, that "droopy look"
i will never understand what happened & why.. and droopy, if it was my fault, please, PLEASE FORGIVE ME!! you know i would never hurt you!! i wish i had done more.. i just don't know what the hell i missed!!
but i sure missed something.. and no matter what anybody says, i'll never forgive myself.. never.. i only hope you forgive.. i know you will, thats the type of pup you are.. loving, caring & gentle..
my gentle giant..
just listen sweetheart.. MOMMIE LOVES YOU, mommie LOVES YOU SO DEEPLY & DEARLY!! i'll ALWAYS LOVE YOU!! my heart will always beat with your memories, our memories.. the greatest love of all was our love!!
our bond, friendship & love will forever live strong in my heart!!
our memories will always play in my will live forever droopy, in my thoughts, memories & my HEART!!
you WILL NEVER, NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!! for you are truly the only one true friend i ever had!! i cry droopy, i cry very much.. in fact..i sob like i never knew was possible..BUT.. I WILL MAKE YOU PROUD!!!
please don't forget me & all the love we shared.. we still share that love, in each of our hearts...we will forever, scootercrunch!!
sweet dreams my pumpkin..i'll see you in mine tonight, like i do big puppy, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! mommie xoxoxoxoxoxo


my sweet droopy

March 7th 2012 6:25 pm
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for every moment i ever spent hurting, droopy..i spent more loving you!! you took care of me droopy, more than i ever took care of you..and i want to thank you for that...thank you..
my scootercrunch, you gave me so much.. so much. you gave me warmth, friendship, happiness, comfort, LOVE.
you gave me, YOU!!! and you gave me hope & trust...
droopy, you just plain GAVE ME EVERYTHING...i miss you so much!!
words can never describe the pain i feel inside of me.. NOTHING, can ever describe this loss... nothing can ever hurt this bad.. doesn't matter how much time goes heart will never heal & my mind will never rest..
droopy, MOMMIE LOVES YOU!! do you HEAR ME!! I LOVE YOU!!
I MISS YOU!!! FUREVER & ALWAYS!! my love...
you are with me & you will ALWAYS be with me..
i'll see you again droopy, soon..MOMMIE LOVES YOU!!


dear droopy

February 29th 2012 6:07 pm
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hi scootercrunch.. i just wanted to tell you how much i LOVE YOU & MISS YOU!! be it wrong or whatever droopy, i'll never be alright again.. my heart will never heal & my love for you will always be stronger than anything in this world.. you are my soul-mate..there is no doubt there..the greatest gift i ever have you, droopster.. you light my lift me up, you brought me happiness & love.. you brought me peace!!
my life will never be the same, heart is , well, its just basically never will be whole again.. you took my heart with you... you are such an amazing pup..that for some reason, god wanted you back..i know you came into my life for alot of reasons.. to teach me to feel again, to help open my heart back up..heck, to FIND my heart, to help me smile again & have fun.. to help me end my addiction..and you DID EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE THINGS AND MORE.. only problem..god felt i was ready to handle things.. well..i AM NOT READY, NOT AT ALL!!
we had a bond before you were even mine.. then.. THEN.. we got even closer & you became the best friend i ever could of wanted or needed.. our love just grew & grew..and then.. out of nowhere. you were taken from me..the heart that you helped me find & feel again was just ripped right out of my insides turned into mind.. left in torment & my very being, left in the dark.. oh droopy..
MOMMIE LOVES YOU SO MUCH & I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY!! there are NO words to desribe this pain i feel..
scootercrunch..i just want you to know you are LOVED SO DEEPLY..
and MISSED SO DEEPLY... you will furever be my scootercrunch, my brown-eyed girl & just the love of my LIFE!!
sleep well sweetheart.. i'll see you in my dreams..

i know its wrong droopy.. but i just keep asking.. WHY!! WHY!??
i long for one more kiss, one more hug, one more cuddle, one more look into your big, beautiful brown eyes, one more day of playing ball, playing tug.. one more night of you snuggled next to me more evening sitting on the more day coming home from work & seeing you wiggle your butt.., ONE MORE OF EVERYTHING!!
goodnight droopy...mommie loves you ..ALWAYS & FOREVER!!


dear droopy..

February 22nd 2012 6:12 pm
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I MISS YOU!! this just sucks & its just not right!!
i don't care what anyone says..there is no way i will ever get over losing you.. i went through years of misery & YOU SAVED ME.
not only did you save me, but you were right by my side through it all.. you NEVER turned away from me..i never had a bond or friendship with anybody before the way we did.. i never will again..droopy.. I MISS YOU!!! i miss you so deeply & i LOVE YOU
with every single breath i take.. i just don't know where i'm going anymore, without you..i wonder if i even care..
goodnight scootercrunch.. i sure LOVE YOU PUMPKIN!!



your smile...

February 15th 2012 5:32 pm
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dear droopy..when i look at your picture with that big heart melts.. of course you have so many beautiful pics.. but that one.. just makes my heart smile...and cry..
I MISS YOU SCOOTERCRUNCH!! i just miss you so much!!
sometimes i just shout.. WHERE ARE YOU?!! WHY!! WHY!!! WHY!!!
i don't want to do this tonight droopy.. i've cried most of the i'm going to just let it be tonight.. just always..
goodnight my sweet big puppy..
I LOVE YOU DROOPY!! i love you...



February 14th 2012 5:30 pm
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hey scootercrunch!! I LOVE YOU!! well, its the day that people let their feelings really show.. valentines day..
well droopy, me & you didn't need any special day for that, did we.. no, we sure did not.. our love for each other showed every single heart breaks no more today than yesterday or that it will heart cannot really break anymore.. it has been broken & lost since you left..
my dearest droopy..i miss your touch, your soft brown eyes looking into mine.. your wiggle butt going crazy when you saw me.. i miss you.. i just miss you..everything about you droopy, i miss.. you did so much for me, gave me so much.. laying beside you, was laying in the warmth of true love..
looking into your eyes was all i needed to do & the world just went away.. it was me & you.. me & you scootercrunch..
my love for you will go on furever..never will it end.. true love.. a friendship that was meant to be.. a loss that cut my soul apart.. feelings of tender moments.. happy & playful moments..zooomie moments..EVERY moment we ever shared droopy.. live still inside of me.. you were not my "dog" you were & ARE, MY BEST FRIEND!! MY KID!! the greatest love of all!!
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU DROOPY!! my sweet big puppy!,
my scootercrunch!! today & everyday is our valentines day..
for our love is that special & that memorable..
LOVE YOU SWEET GIRL!! tears are pouring from eyes..not a day goes by that i don't break down.. some days i feel i'm losing it..but just know droopy.. i know how you love me..and you know.. how I LOVE YOU, DEEPLY & COMPLETELY!!
well pumpkin.. i'll write u more tomorrow.. i can't see very well right now & i don't want to mess up..
oh droopy.. I MISS YOU!! I MISS YOU!! love, mommie



February 13th 2012 6:49 am
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hi droopy, my sweet, beautiful angel.. i took some pictures of your memorial & i put them on your page.. i got that one of you when you were just a little pup..i always loved that one so much!! it just breaks my heart that i can't put any new pics of you here anymore.. breaks my heart.. so i'll add some old ones i have of you.. that way, it just feels better to me.. i've been really missing you alot lately.. i miss you every single day, but past few days.. its been really bad.. all the snow, the cold..i don't know..the past week was just super bad for me.. i cryed alot..i mean..alot..this whole year is gonna b rough..i feel it.. i dreaded the winter & snow, you loved to play in the snow.. now i dread the spring & summer.. you loved to lay on the porch in the sun...just relaxing & being nosy, lol..its really sucs.. just really does.. i just can't get those last days out of my mind..sometimes i feel like i'm losing it.. i do my best to keep it together for your little sister, your gift to me, rascal.. she has so much of you in her.. i mean some things she does.. its like watching you.. it blows my mind..don't get me wrong droopy, shes not you & never will be..i know that.. NOBODY, can EVER take your place..
i just think sometimes that maybe a part of you is here, with rascal.. i don't know if that makes sense.. just sometimes when i look into her eyes, its almost like i see you..looking back..
you were one of a kind droopy, tell you that.. i wouldn't of wanted you any other way than how you were.. you were & ALWAYS WILL BE, the BEST DOG EVER!!! and you will ALWAYS be my soul-mate..well scootercrunch, mommie has to get ready now to take rascal to vet..hopefully her stitches will come out today.. i'm alittle upset with myself..i feel like i didn't do a very good job keeping her still like i did with you.. i hope she's gonna be o.k. shes just a firecracker..big time.. you no doubt sent me a pup to keep mommie on her toes droopy, lol..
i'll be back later to write more, o.k. honey.. you have a good day & ALWAYS know that mommie thinks of you everyday, every second!! i miss you so much, so much droopy!! everybody says i'll be o.k. in time..but..i don't think i ever will.. how can i?? when i lost most of my heart when i lost you, so suddenly..
I LOVE YOU SCOOTERCRUNCH!!! i'll see you later big puppy!!


my dear droopy

February 7th 2012 4:24 pm
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God decided to bring you home today, my four legged angel. For you I pray. Spread your wings and fly away.. heaven is such a beautiful place. Your pain will dissolve.. your fear will become joy. All the times we shared will never fade; it's time to go back to the place you were made. I will hold you in my heart and may every beat give me a memory of what you have given to me. My four legged angel it's time to sleep. I pray when you awake, you realize
how much you mean to me.

i do pray that you always remember how much YOU MEAN TO ME!!
yesterday, today & tomorrow.. always & forever..
you will ALWAYS be not just a part of my heart..but.. MY WHOLE HEART.
scootercrunch..I LOVE YOU!! my god how deeply i love you & miss you!!you will be my "big puppy" furever!! see you soon droopy!
LOVE YOU more & more everyday, mommie

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