my life with my mommie, by droopy

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sending love from da bridge!

April 20th 2013 12:03 pm
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Hi all my dear pals & all dogster! its me, da droopster! i just wanted to let you all know dat i was thinking bout you all! mommie got some new pics of me on my page! well, them not new, but first time mommie posted them! i hopes you likes them! mommie been very sad lately.. her just really misses me so muches.. i really wish i could makes her smiles.. sometimes i does, but her cry awhole lots.. but i am always right beside her & mommie says her can sometimes feel me...
well, i has to head back now.. but i be back to visit soon! i'm sending lots of kisses & hugs to ALL my friends! i also wants you to knows dat i so happy to gets so many presents on my page! thank you all! you is da best pals in da world! you all be safe & gives you mommies & daddies lots of hugs & kisses! you never get too many hugs & kisses! i be back to bark more soon! I LOVES YOU PALS & dogster!
your furever angel friend, droopy

 

a sign from my droopy

April 10th 2013 6:56 pm
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This happened sunday, it's taken me till now to post it in Droopy's diary cause everytime i tryed i just completely started sobbing. I know this was a beautiful & wonderful thing, but my heart still carries so much pain. We were up my sister's(aunt lisa's). Rascal and Layla(my sister's dog) were goofin round in the yard. me & my sister were just hangin out, havin a beer & talkin.. all of a sudden i said, lisa, there's a butterfly!!! anyone who's from around here knows you do not see butterflies this time of the year. especially with as cold has its been. this butterfly was beautiful! it keep flying right at me, i mean right up to my face, almost touching me! then it swooped down at layla like it was playing with her!!!! it did the same thing to rascal! it flew at lisa & then back at me.. it would not stay away from me! i have never seen a butterfly act like this! I started crying and my sister said lori, thats a sign, thats our droopy! this butterfly just kept flying at me & one time it just fluttered right in front of my face, like droopy was telling me, see mommie, i'm happy! i was ballin my eyes out!
i felt this sense of calmness... i like got this warm feeling all through me..
this butterfly was just fluttering around us like it was playing with us!
layla & droopy were very close & this butterfly kept "teasing" her, it was so cute, although layla jumped at it & tryed to catch it, lol.. thats how the two of them played! and it fluttered by rascal too & she tryed to chase it.. me & my sister were just standing there, watching this butterfly play with two pups! it was unreal! other people can say & think what they want, but i know, I KNOW that was my droopy sending me a sign.. i also believe that was droopy telling me that her & dino were together & they both are happy & she wanted me to know that! this lasted i know a good 20 minutes.. this butterfly came from nowhere & fast has it came, all of a sudden it just vanished! i mean vanished! it was like it didn't fly away, it just dissapeared!
i was laying in bed that night & i started crying & i thought of that beautiful butterfly & this sense of peace came over me.. it was just an amazing thing to see.. i will never forget that & it will always be a very special memory i will hold forever in my heart! you all know how much i miss my droopy & just can't seem to find any comfort from this pain that eats me away everyday. I know my heart will never heal completely, its not possible, but maybe i will finally start to allow myself to be happy, believing in what that butterfly came to tell me.. droopy is happy, still loving me, watching over me & waiting for me..
the friendship, laughter, happiness, support & love that i found here with all of you dear friends at Dogster means everything to me. we are a family here. we share our good times, our bad times. we share our happy times & sad times. I thank you all for everything you've given me & mostly for keeping my Droopy a part of your hearts. I'm so thankful to have you all to share my feelings with & i hope that i return that love to you all.
I will never stop missing my Droopy, this pain will never leave my heart. But i do feel a sense of "calmness" in my heart after seeing that beautiful butterfly. if only for a few minutes, i know i was together again with my droopy & i know she was sending me a message,
she's o.k. & she loves me! Tears are pouring from my eyes now.
Droopy, you will FOREVER live inside my heart & memories. i didn't think it was possible but i miss you & love you more each day that passes! you will always be my beautiful brown-eyed girl!
every minute of everyday i'm holding you in my heart.
thank you for coming to see me Droopy, you put a smile in my shattered heart. I LOVE YOU SCOOTERCRUNCH! forever, mommie

 

happy easter droopy

March 31st 2013 7:44 pm
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well my sweet girl, another holiday has come & gone.. our second easter apart. it does not get easier..i completely fell apart today, missing you so very much droopy. everyday is bad, holidays & special days are just worse. sometimes i wish i could just stay in bed, not even deal with the day.. but..somehow i manage to get up & do what i need to do,although most of the time i feel like i'm in a daze..i just really miss you droopy. my heart hurts so much.
i hope you had a beautiful day at the bridge with all your angel friends. i bet you had a big feast today! you should see all the beautiful easter eggs all your pals sent you on your page! you sure have beautiful friends! they all love you so much droopy & they miss you just like i do! i want to say THANK YOU, to all droopy's friends for thinking of her today & everyday! you have no idea how much that means to me! thank you, each & everyone of you!
you have some very special friends droopy, very special!!!
well scootercrunch, mommies head hurts from crying, i can hardly see anymore & i'm just worn out.. i guess i'll say goodnight now honey.
i'll hold in my heart forever droopy & pray when i close my eyes, we can be together in my dreams..you will always be my beautiful brown-eyed girl & the most loving friend i ever had! there is nothing that will ever break the special bond we share..oh, tomorrow is rainbow bridge day. i think i'm going to sit down & write you a poem..a very special poem.. oh droopy, i sit here & look at your pictures & i just can't come to terms with you not being here. i still find myself screaming your name, being so very angry you were taken from me the way you were. i'm trying droopy, i am.. i know you hated to see me upset.. i'm trying....but you gave me a love, real love, something i never believed in, until you opened my heart & filled it with your love.. its really hard to lose that...i have love with rascal, but there was something very special about you..you saved my life, you broke all the walls i had around my heart, you filled my life with laughter & happiness..you made me see how i was falling apart & helped me find the courage to ask for help, you saved me droopy..
i wish i could of saved you scootercrunch.. i'm so sorry, so very, very sorry... i know you love me droopy & i pray you still feel my love for you.. i'll keep trying to smile, through my tears. i just want to make you proud of me droopy. i know i was & always will be VERY proud of you. I LOVE YOU DROOPY, always! sleep well my sweet girl
i'll see you in my dreams...happy easter droopy
mommie LOVES YOU & MISSES YOU, VERY MUCH! goodnight sweetheart...
i'll see you again droopy...

 

missing you so much

March 27th 2013 3:26 am
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i miss you so much droopy. i was just sitting here one night, looking at all your pictures i have on your memorial, thinking how each one has a story, a memory. i looked at each one & i could remember what we were doing that day.. i remember the fun we had, how you made me laugh.
i could see your big smile, your eyes so full of excitement & wonder,
so full of life. looking at your pictures brings me many smiles, many memories and yes, many tears. i was thinking of how i had big plans for this year. you know how birthdays mean alot to mommie. well mommie is gonna be the big 50 this year & you would of been 10. to me, they both are very special birthdays.. i guess some might say i'm naive, i really thought me & you would grow old together. i sure never imagined i would lose you so sudden, without any warning. your beautiful face was getting grey & i thought you looked adorable! i didn't worry about it, you were still so full of energy, so full of life!
and every picture i have a you shows that life, that look of wonder & excitement you always had in your eyes. every picture tells a beautiful story & i am honored to be a part of each one. i was always so proud of you, my gentle giant. you had a sweetness in you that showed in everything you did. i saw nothing but love in your eyes. i always felt so blessed to be the one you shared that love with.
i miss you droopy, i miss you more each day that passes. i will never get over what happened. i will hold you in my heart until that day comes when i can hold you in my arms & then i will never let you go.
i love you scootercrunch! always & forever! mommie

 

hi droopy

March 20th 2013 3:13 am
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hey scootercrunch, its mommie, but you know that..i've been trying for days to find the way to put in words how i been feeling lately. i just can't seem to do it.. so for now i just want to tell you how much i miss you! not one day goes by i don't think of you. i kiss you good morning & goodnight everyday. i hope that somehow you feel those kisses. i just wish i could hold you, see you, feel you, just one more time. i love you so much droopy! you are so special & you will always , ALWAYS be my girl. i have alot more to tell you droopy, hopefully i'll find the way to do that soon. for now i'll just say, i love you sweetheart. i miss you, more than any words can say, i miss you. in fact, miss you doesn't even begin to describe how i feel or the pain i feel inside. i love you droopy, always, i love you.

 

my sweet droopy

February 27th 2013 1:35 am
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good morning sweet girl, guess what! i got an e-mail telling me that you are one of dogster's diary picks today! i was so happy i started to cry. but you know it doesn't take much these days to make me cry.
i wish you were here to share your "special" honor. i remember before you were chosen & i danced with you, lol & kissed you all over! remember that droopy?? if you were here i'd bring you home the biggest jumbone i could find today! they were your favorite treat! i used to laugh you'd be so excited bout gettin one you'd get these bubbles on your mouth because you were drooling with excitment, lol! i miss you so much droopy. sometimes i still think i've got to be stuck in a horrible nightmare & i'm gonna wake up & everything will be like it was. but the nightmare just goes on & on..most days i still walk around numb, but i'm gettin alittle better droopy, slowly, a day at a time.. in my heart i know i owe you droopy to be happy again. you worked so hard to save me & show me how wonderful life could be. i don't want to let you down.. i also know you understand how i feel. you know how much i love you, how much we loved each other.
so in your honor my sweet girl, i will smile today. and i'll try not to feel guilty about it because i know you wil be smiling back at me.
all i want is to make you proud of me droopy. just like i was & still am so very proud of you! you enjoy your day today scootercrunch!
i bet you & all the angels will be celebrating all day! send me alittle kiss when you can today, o.k. droopy. i miss you honey!
never forget how much mommie loves you and will forever!
i'm holding you in my heart everyday droopy & i'll never let you go!
i love you, mommie

 

my dogster plus is gone!!

February 26th 2013 7:13 am
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hi pals! well mommie thought my dogster plus would automatically renew..it didn't :O( so i am temporary wifout it..but mommie gettin it back today! her was so upset when her saw dat..my page is very special to her. but mommie will get my page & da lil runt, er, i mean my lil sister's page, all fixed up again! hehehe i just loves to pick on my lil sister..i loves her so don't worry, just havin fun!
mommie helped find two pups last night dat got out of them yards!
mommie heard all this barkin & noise & then hear da lady yellin fur her pups! mommie ran out da door wif a flashlight & ask what happen? da lady said her two beagles got loose! mommie help her try & find them. mommie was scared, gotta worry bout cars, it was dark & if them was chasin a bunny..who knows where they could be! but them finally found them both & they got home all safe! my mommie was so happy & so was da beagles mommie! then mommie went back home & her cry.. her remember one time i got loose & how scared her was. and mommie started really missin me & her sat on da floor & talk to me & cry. then mommie kissed me goodnight & went to bed.. well, i guess dats all fur now.
i gotta sprinkle some angel kisses on mommie cause her crying..
i loves you pals! i miss you all so much but i always watching over you! thanks fur keepin mommie & RB in your prayers & me too!
you pals are very special to us & we loves each of you dearly!
hopes you all has a good day & if you by dat winter storm please b safe! bark more later! LOVES YOU ALL! da droopster

 

thank - you & love from the bridge

February 19th 2013 5:24 am
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hi everyone,its me,angel droopy i just wanted to stop by & tell you all how beautiful & precious you all is to me & mommie! i was wiggle butt dancin all over da meadow when i saw all da prezzies i got fur valentines day from all my pals! you pals made me feel so special & you made mommie smile too! especially fur dat, i thank you!
you see pals, it means so much to mommie & me too dat you all keep me in your hearts & think about me even though i might not be here like before.. mommie goes back & reads all my prezzies & what you pals said & her crys but smiles through her tears too.. i sure was loved, mommie tells me.. mommie says i'm like a special pup here cause i has so many wonderful friends dat loves me & misses me. gee mommie, you don't has to tell me dat, i knows how wonderful my friends are! you know dogster pals, I LOVES YOU ALL! each & everyone of you pals is special to me & i want to THANK YOU ALL for making me feel special too!
i guess more than anything what me & mommie both want to say is ...
thank you....thank you pals fur remembering me , thinking of me & thank you fur loving me & being my furever friends! from da smallest to da biggest, i've got da BEST DOGSTER PALS EVER!!!! i also has to say da same fur my catster pals too! i has a few kitty pals dat loves me too & i wants them to knows dat they are special to me too & i loves them also! I LOVES YOU ALL!
i hopes you all has a good day & you all take care & b safe!
SMILE, BE HAPPY & HAS FUN! HUG & LOVE EACH OTHER!
know that i'm sending you all angel hugs & kisses & dat i'm always here, watching over all my pals! I LOVE YOU ALL FUREVER!
angel droopy

 

missing you so much

February 11th 2013 5:20 pm
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I LOVE YOU DROOPY WITH ALL MY HEART & I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!
the tears still come, everyday. i know in my heart, there will never be a day that i don't cry. i'm missing you so much, so very much droopy.i know there are so many here that understand my pain. so many feel this pain in their heart also.. i know so many care & want to reassure me that time will help ease this pain..but it will never happen. you were the best thing that ever happened to me droopy. i had such a rough life, no happiness, no love, nothing(except for my family)
i was alone, empty inside.. until i met you.what you gave me, what you did for me droopy, was a miracle from God himself. you turned my life around droopy. i miss you, i miss you & there are no words that can describe the emptiness, the pain, the sadness & lonliness i feel every single day without you.
you were a gift from GOD, to me..how could i let you down the way i did?? i hate myself for not doing more..the only thing that brings me some comfort is that i know, no matter what, you love me..you put up with my problems and loved me..we had, have a love that is so real, i know you will wait for me.. i wish knowing this eased my pain, but it doesn't. the pain of losing you is too great. the only way my heart will ever truly be happy again is when i'm with you, holding you in my arms, looking into your beautiful brown eyes... until then i'll go on with a heaviness & sadness inside that no time will ever heal..
you were & are the best friend i ever had, droopy.you saved my life..
there is nothing else to say.. I LOVE YOU DROOPY! FOREVER! mommie

 

ten years ago...

January 26th 2013 1:28 am
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HAPPY GOTCHA DAY MY SWEET DROOPY! ten years ago i brought you home.
it was a day filled with happiness & love, maybe even some fear.. i never had my own dog before, but that fear quickly faded...you brought so much happiness into my life & filled my heart with so much love.
we had such a deep friendship & bond. we still do, because i feel your love in my heart everyday, with every beat. i remember so many wonderful times we shared together. i was never so happy before.
it wasn't long before i realized how YOU saved me, droopy. you knocked the wall down i had around my heart & you filled it with your warmth & love. something i thought i would never feel. i will never forget how you gave me smiles, comfort, laughter & love. this day is so very special, its the day i found my best friend & my love.
i know you are looking down from heaven droopy, watching over me always
i know you would want me to smile today, remembering all the precious times we shared together. i will smile droopy but i know the smiles will be covered with tears, like right now. i wish you were here so much & i miss you so very much! my heart hurts so much droopy.i just can't get a grip on what happened & i just can't find a way to deal with it. but i will find a way to smile,somehow today to honor your memory & all you have given me. i know you would want me to think of you today & be happy, and for you droopy, i would do anything!
i'm sure there will be a big party today at the bridge for your special day..i hope you have fun with all your angel pals.
its going to be real hard not to cry today droopy. we always did something special on this day.. i guess we will have to share this day together in our hearts. even though i hurt so much & you were taken from me way too soon, i would not go back & change a thing! if i had to chance to do it over again, i would in a heartbeat!
you were and always will be THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME!
HAPPY GOTCHA DAY DROOPY! I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!!! SO MUCH!
mommie loves you & will ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

 
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