my life with my mommie, by droopy

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A poem for my mommie

December 13th 2013 3:18 am
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this is for you mommie, I know you still suffer so much inside. I want you to know that I love you & I am ALWAYS by your side! Thank you BOSCO for sharing this wif me & letting me send it to my mommie!

If It Should Be

If it should be that I grow weak and pain should keep me from my sleep.
Then you must do what must be done, for this last battle cannot be won.
You will be sad I understand. Don't let grief then stay your hand.
For this day more than all the rest, your love for me must stand the test.
We've had so many happy years, what is to come can hold no fears.
You'd not want me to suffer, so the time has come to let me go.
Take me where my needs they'll tend, and please stay with me until the end.
Hold me firm and speak to me, until my eyes can no longer see.
I know in time that you will see, the kindness that you did for me.
Although my tail its last has waved, from pain and suffering I've been saved.
Please do not grieve it must be you, who has this painful thing to do.
We've been so close, we two these years, don't let your heart hold back its tears.
For, I am now in a better place, and will be waiting to see your happy face.
When your turn comes to fly up to the blue, please look for me,
I'll be waiting for you.
Love you Mommie! droopy

 

Hi Droopy

November 29th 2013 12:16 am
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Hi Sweetheart, mommie here. Its 3 am & i'm up, getting ready for work..
I wish I was back in bed holding you in my dreams..I had a nice time yesterday at Grammies, but inside my heart was crying. I came home & just did nothing. Played with your lil sister some, she makes me smile so much, droopy. I know that's why you sent her to me.. I want you to know rascal does her job very well, she always has a way of making me smile, just like you did. But that "light" inside of me is still gone.
That just can't be replaced, it was your light, Droopy & nobody can ever give that spark back to me. Like everyone says, you have good days & not so good, yesterday was not so good. I looked at your pictures & the ache inside me to see you, feel you, hug you was so strong that I thought I was just going to lose it. That ache is always there, some days I control it, other days it consumes me. I'll continue to go on, for you, Droopy. Its hard, but I hope when you are looking down on me you say to the other angels, that's my mommie & i'm proud of her. I try to make you proud Droopy, I know I was & AM proud of you! Your smile & your love will always be in my heart.
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY WORDS COULD DESCRIBE! When the day comes I see you again, i'm gonna hold you & NEVER let you go!
LOVE YOU DROOPY! Always, mommie

 

Happy Thanksgiving Droopy

November 28th 2013 1:44 am
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Droopy, another Thanksgiving apart.. I miss you so much, EVERYDAY, special days are harder to get through..I have to get to work so I will write more later, I just wanted you to know you are ALWAYS in my heart & I LOVE YOU more than any words could tell. Its a love so deep there is no way to put it in words. I know you & the angels will be celebrating today with a big feast.. you have fun & remember to look in on me a few times, o.k. Scootercrunch. I MISS YOU SO DARN MUCH DROOPY! Its hard to believe I have any tears left but they are pouring from my eyes.. I'll be back sweetheart. just know mommie loves you & you are ALWAYS in my heart!

 

Hi Droopy

November 3rd 2013 1:39 am
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I don't know whats wrong with me lately.. I guess its your bridge day & your birthday have just gotten to me..I can't look at your pictures without bursting into tears. Last night I had a complete breakdown, something I hadn't done in awhile. I just fell on the floor in sobs. I feel so sad, so empty. Mostly I just feel sad. Oh I just am missing you so darn much, Droopy! Winter coming does not help, its the hardest time to get through. It was your favorite time of the year. You LOVED the snow! I'll be alright, I know. I'm just having some of "those" days. I just miss you so much. I love you Droopy!

 

Happy Birthday my sweet Droopy

October 26th 2013 8:14 am
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Happy Birthday Scootercrunch! You would be ten years old today. This makes the third birthday you've had at the bridge. I know all the angels will be celebrating with you & there will be a party in the meadow for you, but I would give anything to have you here with me.
Your birthdays were always & still are very special to me. I was going to do something very special with you today. I miss you so much Droopy.
I never truly realized just how much you changed my life, the happiness I felt with you, the love I felt with you, until you were gone. I mean you truly changed my whole life, Droopy. I was so empty & lost & didn't even realize it until you came into my life. You truly filled each day with such joy & happiness, you are amazing to me Droopy
& you always will be! Has I sit here I think of all the wonderful times we had together, the fun times, the playful times & the quiet times, the "just us" times we shared. So many beautiful memories, so much happiness & love. I remember every birthday you had droopy.
I baked you a cake each time & you would get so excited your tail would be wagging so hard I thought for sure you were just gonna take off like a helicopter, lol..I don't want to be apart from you any longer Droopy, I miss you so much that I struggle to get through everyday. But I know I must wait until my time. I know you sent me Rascal to help me through & I must tell you Droopy, she is doing a pretty good job at keeping me together & we both know what a big job that is. But no matter what, my heart will forever remain broken.
Nothing can ever take away this pain & emptiness I feel since I lost you. but today, on your tenth birthday I will do my best to celebrate your life instead of grieve your loss. Because your life was a life full off happiness, fun & love. That's what I want to remember, not those days that we fought for your life. Although those days will haunt me for the rest of my life. There is no escaping them Droopy, no matter how I try those memories always find their way back into my mind. I long to go back, do something more, something different, but I can't. I know you are watching over me, I know you still lay down beside me every night, I feel you sometimes & on those night I truly feel you, I sleep. But this is your birthday, a time to celebrate your beautiful life, a time to celebrate YOU! A time to remember all of our beautiful times together! So I will do my best to honor this special day & honor you with a smile. Oh Droopy, I miss you so much, so very much! You are my best friend, my forever love!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET GIRL! Mommie loves you SO VERY MUCH & ALWAYS WILL!

 

missing you

October 12th 2013 6:21 pm
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I MISS YOU DROOPY! I just MISS YOU SO MUCH!

 

I LOVE YOU DROOPY

September 22nd 2013 6:38 am
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Weep not for me though I am gone Into that gentle night. Grieve if you will, but not for long Upon my soul's sweet flight. I am at peace, my soul's at rest There is no need for tears. For with your love I was so blessed For all those many years. There is no pain, I suffer not, The fear now all is gone. Put now these things out of your thoughts, In your memory I live on. Remember not my fight for breath Remember not the strife. Please do not dwell upon my death, But celebrate my life.

 

HI PALS!

September 22nd 2013 6:33 am
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HI EVERYONE! Its me, Da Droopster, dropping by to send a BIG THANK YOU TO ALL my pals who sent me beautiful gifts on my page, made me beautiful pictures, wrote to me & ALL who thought of me & love me.
You helped my mommie by sending all your love, you pals are da best!
yesterday was my rainbow bridge day, 2 years since I had to leave my mommie. I still see so much pain in her eyes & in her heart. her cry everyday, but yesterday more. mommie think of all da wonderful, funny & happy times we shared together, we had LOTS! her did smile, even laughed, but I saw her tears, hidden behind her smile. dats what mommie does, her hides her tears, but I still see them..Mommie knows I am healthy again, I can see again, I can run again & play wif ALL the other angels, but it still hurts her. I miss my mommie too, very much.
But I know one day I will feel my mommies arms holding me again & I will feel my mommie kissing my nose. Mommie was thinking how I used to kick her when we was sleeping, how I used to snore, bol! mommie would just sit there & try not to laugh, just smiling at me. Her would come home from work & there i'd be, waiting at da door, wif my ball & my tail waggin so fast my whole butt was shaking, bol! mommie said one of these days your gonna take off like a helicopter droopy da way you shake your butt & tail! BOL!!! WOOFS! We had lots of beautiful, fun times together. I love when my mommie talks to me about them & her smiles, even though her cry, I love to see my mommies smile!
I am just so thankful dat I has da most WONDERFUL pals ever that send my mommie smiles & love! Thank YOU ALL SO MUCH! I also thank you for remembering me & keeping me in your hearts. I LOVES ALL OF YOU PALS, SO VERY MUCH & I want you ALL TO KNOW that I am ALWAYS watching over you! THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THE PRESENTS, YOUR KIND WORDS & ALL YOUR LOVE!
I will thank each one of you personally later, I promise. but I has to get back now, we are having a big pawty in da meadow. there is always a pawty going on here. But ALWAYS remember I LOVE YOU PALS, FOREVER!
to my mommie, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING! I know you is full of sadness & your heart is so broken, but know i'm still right beside you mommie. I never will leave you. when Rascal kisses you mommie, I'm giving you angel kisses too. I will always be your big puppy, your brown-eyes girl, Your Droopy..

 

I MISS YOU

September 21st 2013 6:51 am
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Droopy, I MISS YOU! I am numb, I feel like I did that very day, two years ago.. NUMB... I can't help how I feel but I will try to be strong droopy, in honor of you, my sweet beautiful girl. but I hurt, it hurts so much...

 

FOR MY DROOPY

September 21st 2013 6:42 am
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My sweet Droopy, today is the saddest of all days, your bridge day, the day I had to say good-bye, the day God took you back home to be with him, the day my heart was broken, shattered into dust. Two years I have been without you now, two long, painful years. I still ask myself, how can this be?? I still hope I am going to open my eyes & find you next to me.. I still hope.....
In my mind I know you are not coming back, but my heart, well my heart just cannot accept it even after two years.. I feel like I did that very day, the pain is still so strong. I always thought me & you would grow old together, foolish maybe, but that's what I thought. I NEVER thought I would see this day, especially not so soon. I hope you know how much I miss you & how DEEPLY I LOVE YOU & ALWAYS WILL! I know in my heart you are well & happy at the bridge, but I still want you here with me. I know you miss you too, Droopy, we had such a bond, the deepest of bonds. we did everything together, went everywhere together, we were so happy.
Droopy, you made me so happy, you showed me true love & you brought love back into my heart. I smiled with you, I felt true happiness for the first time in my life with you. You saved me Droopy, there is no doubt about that. I thought I saved you, but really you saved me. I guess we both saved each other. I still feel like I let you down & I will forever be sorry I couldn't do more for you Droopy. I am thankful for all the wonderful friends you have led me too, because they understand this horrible pain I feel, because there are so many who don't understand. You are not my "dog" you are my CHILD! Oh Droopy, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
I will try to send you a smile & I hope you will send me a million kisses today. I know you will, because not just this day, but everyday I feel your love, even though we are apart. I close my eyes & see your sweet, beautiful face, your big smile, your beautiful brown eyes, filled with love. I see you when my eyes are open, I see you Droopy in my heart, everyday.
Never forget how much mommie loves you & will love you FOREVER! You will ALWAYS be my best friend, my forever love. I know you always hated to see me cry, you would do everything you could to make me stop & you always succeeded. So please forgive me for crying today Droopy & all the other many times I cry, its just that I miss you so very, very much. I know all the angels will be helping you through this day also, so you go run & be happy, my love. but every now & then, send me a kiss, o.k.
I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL GIRL, MOMMIE LOVES YOU FOREVER!

 
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