my life with my mommie, by droopy

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Hi Droopy

November 3rd 2013 1:39 am
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I don't know whats wrong with me lately.. I guess its your bridge day & your birthday have just gotten to me..I can't look at your pictures without bursting into tears. Last night I had a complete breakdown, something I hadn't done in awhile. I just fell on the floor in sobs. I feel so sad, so empty. Mostly I just feel sad. Oh I just am missing you so darn much, Droopy! Winter coming does not help, its the hardest time to get through. It was your favorite time of the year. You LOVED the snow! I'll be alright, I know. I'm just having some of "those" days. I just miss you so much. I love you Droopy!


Happy Birthday my sweet Droopy

October 26th 2013 8:14 am
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Happy Birthday Scootercrunch! You would be ten years old today. This makes the third birthday you've had at the bridge. I know all the angels will be celebrating with you & there will be a party in the meadow for you, but I would give anything to have you here with me.
Your birthdays were always & still are very special to me. I was going to do something very special with you today. I miss you so much Droopy.
I never truly realized just how much you changed my life, the happiness I felt with you, the love I felt with you, until you were gone. I mean you truly changed my whole life, Droopy. I was so empty & lost & didn't even realize it until you came into my life. You truly filled each day with such joy & happiness, you are amazing to me Droopy
& you always will be! Has I sit here I think of all the wonderful times we had together, the fun times, the playful times & the quiet times, the "just us" times we shared. So many beautiful memories, so much happiness & love. I remember every birthday you had droopy.
I baked you a cake each time & you would get so excited your tail would be wagging so hard I thought for sure you were just gonna take off like a helicopter, lol..I don't want to be apart from you any longer Droopy, I miss you so much that I struggle to get through everyday. But I know I must wait until my time. I know you sent me Rascal to help me through & I must tell you Droopy, she is doing a pretty good job at keeping me together & we both know what a big job that is. But no matter what, my heart will forever remain broken.
Nothing can ever take away this pain & emptiness I feel since I lost you. but today, on your tenth birthday I will do my best to celebrate your life instead of grieve your loss. Because your life was a life full off happiness, fun & love. That's what I want to remember, not those days that we fought for your life. Although those days will haunt me for the rest of my life. There is no escaping them Droopy, no matter how I try those memories always find their way back into my mind. I long to go back, do something more, something different, but I can't. I know you are watching over me, I know you still lay down beside me every night, I feel you sometimes & on those night I truly feel you, I sleep. But this is your birthday, a time to celebrate your beautiful life, a time to celebrate YOU! A time to remember all of our beautiful times together! So I will do my best to honor this special day & honor you with a smile. Oh Droopy, I miss you so much, so very much! You are my best friend, my forever love!


missing you

October 12th 2013 6:21 pm
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September 22nd 2013 6:38 am
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Weep not for me though I am gone Into that gentle night. Grieve if you will, but not for long Upon my soul's sweet flight. I am at peace, my soul's at rest There is no need for tears. For with your love I was so blessed For all those many years. There is no pain, I suffer not, The fear now all is gone. Put now these things out of your thoughts, In your memory I live on. Remember not my fight for breath Remember not the strife. Please do not dwell upon my death, But celebrate my life.



September 22nd 2013 6:33 am
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HI EVERYONE! Its me, Da Droopster, dropping by to send a BIG THANK YOU TO ALL my pals who sent me beautiful gifts on my page, made me beautiful pictures, wrote to me & ALL who thought of me & love me.
You helped my mommie by sending all your love, you pals are da best!
yesterday was my rainbow bridge day, 2 years since I had to leave my mommie. I still see so much pain in her eyes & in her heart. her cry everyday, but yesterday more. mommie think of all da wonderful, funny & happy times we shared together, we had LOTS! her did smile, even laughed, but I saw her tears, hidden behind her smile. dats what mommie does, her hides her tears, but I still see them..Mommie knows I am healthy again, I can see again, I can run again & play wif ALL the other angels, but it still hurts her. I miss my mommie too, very much.
But I know one day I will feel my mommies arms holding me again & I will feel my mommie kissing my nose. Mommie was thinking how I used to kick her when we was sleeping, how I used to snore, bol! mommie would just sit there & try not to laugh, just smiling at me. Her would come home from work & there i'd be, waiting at da door, wif my ball & my tail waggin so fast my whole butt was shaking, bol! mommie said one of these days your gonna take off like a helicopter droopy da way you shake your butt & tail! BOL!!! WOOFS! We had lots of beautiful, fun times together. I love when my mommie talks to me about them & her smiles, even though her cry, I love to see my mommies smile!
I am just so thankful dat I has da most WONDERFUL pals ever that send my mommie smiles & love! Thank YOU ALL SO MUCH! I also thank you for remembering me & keeping me in your hearts. I LOVES ALL OF YOU PALS, SO VERY MUCH & I want you ALL TO KNOW that I am ALWAYS watching over you! THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THE PRESENTS, YOUR KIND WORDS & ALL YOUR LOVE!
I will thank each one of you personally later, I promise. but I has to get back now, we are having a big pawty in da meadow. there is always a pawty going on here. But ALWAYS remember I LOVE YOU PALS, FOREVER!
to my mommie, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING! I know you is full of sadness & your heart is so broken, but know i'm still right beside you mommie. I never will leave you. when Rascal kisses you mommie, I'm giving you angel kisses too. I will always be your big puppy, your brown-eyes girl, Your Droopy..



September 21st 2013 6:51 am
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Droopy, I MISS YOU! I am numb, I feel like I did that very day, two years ago.. NUMB... I can't help how I feel but I will try to be strong droopy, in honor of you, my sweet beautiful girl. but I hurt, it hurts so much...



September 21st 2013 6:42 am
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My sweet Droopy, today is the saddest of all days, your bridge day, the day I had to say good-bye, the day God took you back home to be with him, the day my heart was broken, shattered into dust. Two years I have been without you now, two long, painful years. I still ask myself, how can this be?? I still hope I am going to open my eyes & find you next to me.. I still hope.....
In my mind I know you are not coming back, but my heart, well my heart just cannot accept it even after two years.. I feel like I did that very day, the pain is still so strong. I always thought me & you would grow old together, foolish maybe, but that's what I thought. I NEVER thought I would see this day, especially not so soon. I hope you know how much I miss you & how DEEPLY I LOVE YOU & ALWAYS WILL! I know in my heart you are well & happy at the bridge, but I still want you here with me. I know you miss you too, Droopy, we had such a bond, the deepest of bonds. we did everything together, went everywhere together, we were so happy.
Droopy, you made me so happy, you showed me true love & you brought love back into my heart. I smiled with you, I felt true happiness for the first time in my life with you. You saved me Droopy, there is no doubt about that. I thought I saved you, but really you saved me. I guess we both saved each other. I still feel like I let you down & I will forever be sorry I couldn't do more for you Droopy. I am thankful for all the wonderful friends you have led me too, because they understand this horrible pain I feel, because there are so many who don't understand. You are not my "dog" you are my CHILD! Oh Droopy, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
I will try to send you a smile & I hope you will send me a million kisses today. I know you will, because not just this day, but everyday I feel your love, even though we are apart. I close my eyes & see your sweet, beautiful face, your big smile, your beautiful brown eyes, filled with love. I see you when my eyes are open, I see you Droopy in my heart, everyday.
Never forget how much mommie loves you & will love you FOREVER! You will ALWAYS be my best friend, my forever love. I know you always hated to see me cry, you would do everything you could to make me stop & you always succeeded. So please forgive me for crying today Droopy & all the other many times I cry, its just that I miss you so very, very much. I know all the angels will be helping you through this day also, so you go run & be happy, my love. but every now & then, send me a kiss, o.k.


i don't know if i can get through this

September 16th 2013 4:55 pm
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I remember laying down to take a nap.
I remember I had my head in her lap.
I remember the sad look in her eye.
I remember I had never seen her cry.
I remember I wanted to ask her why.
I remember hearing her say "Goodbye".

I wanted to say "Don't cry for me."
I wanted to say "Just remember me."
I wanted to say "I remember the toys."
I wanted to say "I remember the joys."
I wanted to say "How I loved your touch."
I wanted to say "I love you so much!"

You've taken care of me all my life.
You've guarded me from trouble and strife.
You've taken care of me through good and bad.
You've always stopped me from feeling sad.
You've given me treats and given me care.
You've told me what to expect when I get there.

So please don't cry, wipe the tears from your eyes.
I'll look down upon you, and with a woof and a sigh,
I'll gather my courage and march up to God
And ask Him, when you get here, to give you a nod.
For you were my master and you were my friend,
And I'll be waiting for you at the Rainbow's End.

(Author Unknown)

thank you joanie & lisa for sending me this.. I love you


missing you

August 12th 2013 6:41 pm
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My sweet Droopy, I miss you..that is nothing new. I miss you every single second, minute, hour, day, week & month.. next month, September 21st will be two years, TWO YEARS since I held you, kissed you, looked into your beautiful eyes.... two years since I said goodbye.
I'm trying droopy, i'm trying.. for anyone who has never felt this kind of love, friendship, this bond, its hard for them to understand my pain.. but I know so many here understand, so many here feel just like I do.. This is a pain that cuts into my very soul.
I can't explain but coming up on two years since you went to the bridge is more painful than that first day..its like its really hitting me, its like I am finally realizing I am not going to open my eyes & find this to be a bad dream, its real..I can't explain my feelings right now, my emotions are like a roller coaster..
Do you know how proud I always was of you?? Do you know how much you changed my life? how happy you made me, how much it meant to me to have you standing by my side in my darkest moments.
Nobody truly knows how you saved me, how you opened my heart again & filled it with warmth & love. but I know.. I know..
Can it really be two years since I held you?? that day will haunt me forever..and the two days before that, when you first fell ill..
everyone says I did all I could, but I still feel like I let you down..
I always told you, every night before we went to sleep, I said, Droopy, you never have to be afraid, mommie will ALWAYS protect you, ALWAYS keep you safe, you will NEVER be alone..well, I didn't protect you, or you would be here, by my side..
I know you love me, Droopy, I know you do..I know you do not want me to feel like this..I'm trying.. its just hard, I miss you so darn much!
I miss you, scootercrunch! I always pictured us growing old together.
I just never felt this kind of love before, this true, unconditional love.
its hard Droopy, but I will do my best to honor you by remembering all the laughter we shared, all the crazy times we had ( we had a lot of them) & remembering our bond, our love..
I will honor you Droopy with my love...The pain, sadness, hurt & anger will always be there, but I must not let those take over the memories of our happy times, our fun, our love..
We had seven beautiful years together, yes, not long enough, at all, WAY TO SHORT, but still, I was blessed to share a part of my life with you. those years will ALWAYS be the best years of my life! Do you know that every picture I have of you I remember exactly what we were doing that day..each picture, I remember every moment of that day.
I'm going to cry Droopy, but I also promise you i'm going to smile, i'm going to hold you tight in my memories & my heart & smile, knowing & believing you are holding me in your heart & memories, looking down on me & sending me all your love.
I cannot let this pain take over my entire heart, I cannot let it consume me, if I do I will truly lose you..
the pain will always be there, but I need to put all the beautiful memories up front in my heart & push the pain back.
My sweet beautiful Droopy, I love you so much! You will always be the love of my life. I promise I will smile & I promise, I will make you proud of me.. YOU & ME DROOPY, an inseparable pair, FOREVER.


thinking of you..

July 14th 2013 7:09 pm
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I miss you droopy...I had no idea a person could have so many tears..
they are endless..i feel like I can't breathe at times.. I just miss you.. I miss you scootercrunch..miss you & love you, forever

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