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my life with my mommie, by droopy

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dear droopy

January 26th 2012 6:31 pm
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my best friend.. today is the day i brought you home..
HOME.. 8 yrs. ago.. you came ..home.. it was a day i'll remember forever..i was scared.. excited.. nervous..but most of all..full of happiness & love.. from the vey first day i met you, before you were mine.. i knew you were something so special & i loved you.. yes.. i would think about you & wonder if you were o.k., seeing your face..every time i shut my eyes..
that day.. when the person that had you said you were going to the pound..well..i was just blown away..i was angry, hurt, scared.... it didn't take me long.. i made the call & said ..i'm coming to get droopy...she had the nerve to tell me.. you can't take care of her.. i just said.. watch me..
oh i brought you home and i was so excited.. but also.. , yes, scared..i thought what did you do??!! you can't take care of her!! but.. my love for you was SO strong..and i knew how you loved sure didn't take long for you to make yourself right at home, lol.. its like .. NO..i know.. you were meant to be with me all along.. we sure had some
crazy, fun, exciting.. sad.. everything possible..
through it never left my side..
droopy.. I LOVE YOU!! you will furever be my SCOOTERCRUNCH!!
my love for you continues to grow..everyday..i will not talk about..your passing today..i want you to be happy..i don't want to upset you with my tears..although they are raining down right now..this is a day to celebrate..even though i can't hold you.. i hold you in my dreams..and i know..i day soon.. i'll be holding you so close... for real..
droopy..mommie loves you!! forever & are the greatest gift to ever happen to me!!
happy gotcha day, beauiful brown eyes...mommie loves you ..
yesterday, today, tomorrow.. ALWAYS & FOREVER..
droopy... you are a kind, sweet & loving soul..
mommie misses you deeply..i hope i see you in my dreams tonight..i'll write more tomorrow, pumpkin..
you get some rest.. MOMMIE LOVES YOU DEEPLY!!
furever, always & after!! YOU & ME, DROOPY!! this bond will LAST A LIFETIME...


my sweet angel...too soon

January 26th 2012 1:20 am
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on angel wings you do fly...
on angel wings into the sky...
on angel wings i DO CRY...
because those angel wings took you away...
on angel wings you fly away
i pray i see your angel wings again one day..
when my time has come
on angel wings i will fly..
until i'm holding you once again
smiling on angel wings...

YOU & ME DROOPY... a bond that never will be broken
a bond that was the truest ever spoken
a bond so strong & deep
i long for back in my sleep...
a bond still strong within my heart
even though we are apart..
a pain still aches inside me deep
it pours out of me in the tears i weep..
i long to touch your fur
i ache to hold you once more..
but know this droopy
you'll forever be mommies girl...

thursday marks nine months since we had to say good-bye, droopy.
although i might smile & laugh at times, deep inside the pain of losing you so sudden still fills my heart. there is no amount of time that will ever help me heal. for deep inside i just can't accept what happened. i know you are happy & healthy, running & playing with so many new friends.. chasing balls & butterflies through the beautiful meadows at the bridge..if i close my eyes i can picture you, your big beautiful smile & big brown eyes & i sometimes reach my hand out, thinking i can feel you.. you are my love droopy. the friendship & love you gave me still runs deep in my heart & soul. forever & always
your love will live inside me. your memory , OUR MEMORIES, can never be taken from me. i'm trying droopy to make you proud of me, mommie is. but it just hurts so much. I HURT SO MUCH & sometimes i don't do very well & i want you to know i'm sorry. but just know droopy, that mommie will keep trying. you & me droopy will always have a very special bond. mommie misses you deeply & loves you oh so much!
you'll always be my one & only scootercrunch!
i love you droopy, mommie
Shania Twain Forever and for Always Live


just mommie..

January 22nd 2012 6:16 pm
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when you have a million yesterdays like we did droopy..its very hard to say good-bye.. i haven't found the way,or the courage yet..yo say..good-bye.. i never will..
dear dogster friends.. thank you for understanding & putting up with me..
pam, thank you for what you sent me.. it was so beautiful, just precious..i'm trying.. i am.. i just hurt so much.. my droopy.. my droopy.. if you could actually hear me talk, you'd truly hear my pain..its just not real to me.. what happened. just not real.. how could the perfect match..end...


my friend

January 21st 2012 5:40 pm
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my love, my life.. everyone says i'll be o.k. but i'm not going to .. i'll never get over you..if people would of seen us.. how we were such true friends.. how we were bonded.. no matter what.. my life will never be the same.. i'll put my memories to rest now.. but never forgetting what i lost..
i could never forget what i lost.. cause when i lost you, i lost myself..there was no me..there was no you.. there was only "US" ME & YOU.. the perfect team, the perfect fit..
the perfect love...
I LOVE YOU DROOPY, I love you..
miss you.. no words in this world can describe how i miss you..


dear droopy

January 20th 2012 6:10 pm
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hi droopster..i know i said i was going to bed..i am..just had to tell you something.. i put a new song on your page and it just says it, droopy, were my reason to change, to start over, to change who i was..i'm not perfect, but you gave me the reason to turn my life around.. to start new..
lately, at times, i think what does it matter now.. i find myself thinking of my "old" know what i mean.. but.. i stop.. there is no way, NO WAY, I WILL LET YOU DOWN!!
i want you to stay proud of me.. you put up with alot.. never left my opened my heart back up.. you brought happiness back into my life, my heart.. you just plain & simple, gave me my life back!! i will never, never, let you down.. you always took care of me.. you still are taking care of me, scootercrunch..even in my darkest moments.. i'll never go back to the way i was.. when i come to be with you..i want you to shout out.. thats my mommie!! and i want you to be proud of me.. i know i am so proud of you!! i only hope you forgive me for ever hurting you.. i never meant to, droopy..i'm sorry i missed the warnings.. there had to be something, had to be, to tell me you were not feeling well.. i missed it.. and i will never forgive myself.. i sure do love you scootercrunch!!
i sure do love you!! and you are & always will be, my reason..
see you in my dreams.. goodnight sweetheart! mommie loves you dearly, today, tomorrow, FUREVER!! i just plain love you dearly.


dear droopy

January 20th 2012 5:43 pm
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hi scootercrunch.. i just wanted to tell you how much i love you & how deeply i miss you.. your gotcha day is next week.. WOW!! 8 years ago next thursday i brought you home..HOME...
8 years..?? nope, not long enough, not AT ALL!! i need you back with me, droopy!! I NEED YOU HERE!! i'm so, so, unhappy..
just plain miserable without you..
well sweetheart, i'm gonna write you more tomorrow..we are gonna get a big storm tonight & mommie is just so worn out, i'm going to bed..i have to be up early for work & if we get all this ice, its not gonna be an easy drive..
i'll be dreaming of you, like i always do.. i'll lay in bed.. think of you & cry & cry till i finally just fall asleep..
I MISS YOU PUMPKIN!! OH HOW I MISS YOU!! nothing will ever be right again.. nothing!!my world was turned upside down & it will never, NEVER be right again!!
everyone is different.. for me.. i will never, NEVER come to grip with losing you.. they say i'll be o.k. but i'm never gonna get over you.. NEVER!! we had, HAVE, such a special bond.. you were my first true friend.. and i was your first true friend..that bond can never end!! and can never be gotten over.. you go rest now, scootercrunch.. mommie will see you later..I LOVE YOU DROOPY!! I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU DEEPLY!!
LOVE YOU DROOPY...goodnight scootercrunch


i'm lost...

January 6th 2012 7:38 pm
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dear droopy.. i'm just lost.. just lost.. i love rascal, i love her dearly..but she will never fill this hole inside my heart & soul..the song i added to your page says it..
i found all i waited for & i could not ask for more..
could not ask for more than the love you gave me, could not ask for more than this time with you.... except..more time... :O(
i'm very lost tonight droopy.. so i think i will just go to bed.. i'm trying to make you proud of me.. i haven't been doing very well so far.. i'll try harder scootercrunch..
you will ALWAYS & FUREVER be mommies SCOOTERCRUNCH!!
i just love you so much droopster.. miss you deeply.. miss you so much the pain feels like my body is cut in a knife is stuck in my chest.. sometimes i get sharp pains & can't breathe..sometimes .. i wish i wouldn't breathe..
but.. i know you gave me lil rascal for a gift.. i know you did.. i truly believe that.. so.. i wILL NOT let you down, sweet puppy!! i'm trying..i'm trying..
you will FUREVER be in my heart, droopster!! I LOVE YOU SCOOTERCRUNCH!! yesterday, today, tomorrow & FUREVER!!
goodnight sweetheart!! love you, mommie xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo


my first year without you..

January 1st 2012 5:07 pm
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God saw you were getting tired..
and a cure was not to be
So he put his arms around you
And whispered, come with me..
With tearful eyes i watched you
and saw you pass away
And although i loved you dearly
i could not make you stay
A gentle heart stopped beating
my faithful best friend put to rest
God broke my heart to prove to me
He only takes the best

i miss you even more!! happy new year.. how do i say that.. ??
i guess i say it because i know you are not suffering anymore..and that is what matters more than anything.. that you are well now & not hurting anymore.. but i wish i could of done more.. everyone keeps telling me i did everything i could for you & in time i will realize that.. i love them all dearly droopy, i know they care & are only trying to help me..
but i will never realize that.. i will NEVER stop feeling i let you down..
scootercrunch.. MOMMIE LOVES YOU!! today, tomorrow, ALWAYS!!!



January 1st 2012 4:47 pm
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hi dogster pups & pals!! sorry i is late fur this.. mommie was so tired this morning & her work all day.. but i wants to wish you all a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ARRRRrrrrOWOOFRRrrrrrOOOooo
we wish you all a blessed, happy, healthy & SAFE NEW YEAR!!
much love today & furever, angel droopy, mommie & our rascal


merry christmas droopy

December 24th 2011 6:18 pm
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well its christmas eve, droopy..your not with me..i'm not handling it.. oh droopy.. i want you here.. here with me!!
by my side..i just don't understand, scootercrunch.. i just don't & i guess i never will.. not until the day comes that i join you..i know what everybody tells me..i understand what they r saying and i know they are trying to help me.. i know i am not the only one feeling this way, tonight or ever..but.. i still have to say.. nobody knows how truly lost i am without you.. nobody saw us.. how we were together.. the love we had for each other.. i was told it showed in both our eyes.. oh droopy, i didn't want to get into this tonight.. my head is pounding.. big time..i'm falling asleep.. i just feel horrible, all over.. i think i will continue this in the morning, scootercrunch..i know you always did understand mommie..yes you did.. are one of a kind, pumpkin!!
droopy, I LOVE YOU!! i will love you furever & you always will be my girl!!a christmas miracle..would that just be the best.. oh yes!! to open my eyes & see you right beside me..with that big, goofy, BEAUTIFUL smile!! i know i don't need to say this, because i know, droopy, that you already know & you understand.. just want to say still.. how much i love rascal.. your gift to me.. she is quite the little munckin.. and i do love her.. very much!!
but... our bond, me & you, droopy is one of a kind.. you saved my life.. you SAVED MY LIFE!! i never will be able to repay that kindness.. never.. you saved me from torment & despair, from emptiness & hopelessness.. you saved me... you also opened my brought love, back into my world..i'll always be in your debt, droopy..always..
scootercrunch, my head hurts, real bad.. might be from crying.. not sure, but i will write you in the morning.. o.k. honey..
MERRY CHRISTMAS SCOOTERCRUNCH!!! OH MOMMIE LOVES YOU!!! i'll be up at midnight, o.k. i told you.. i'll be sitting there, in the dark witing fur you.. i know i'll see you, i know you'll be here..i know you will!! even just for a minute.. i just want to see you, touch you, look into your big,., beautiful brown eyes..
droopy.. I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! i'll write more in morning.. when i feel better... MERRY CHRISTMAS SWEETIE!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS SCOOTERCRUNCH!! my love, my best friend, my life.. love always, furever, no end, mommie

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