my life with my mommie, by droopy

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my friend

January 21st 2012 5:40 pm
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my friend..my love, my life.. everyone says i'll be o.k. but i'm not going to .. i'll never get over you..if people would of seen us.. how we were such true friends.. how we were bonded.. no matter what.. my life will never be the same.. i'll put my memories to rest now.. but never forgetting what i lost..
i could never forget what i lost.. cause when i lost you, i lost myself..there was no me..there was no you.. there was only "US" ME & YOU.. the perfect team, the perfect fit..
the perfect love...
I LOVE YOU DROOPY, I love you..
miss you.. no words in this world can describe how i miss you..

 

dear droopy

January 20th 2012 6:10 pm
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hi droopster..i know i said i was going to bed..i am..just had to tell you something.. i put a new song on your page and it just says it all..you, droopy, were my reason to change, to start over, to change who i was..i'm not perfect, but you gave me the reason to turn my life around.. to start new..
lately, at times, i think what does it matter now.. i find myself thinking of my "old" ways..you know what i mean.. but.. i stop.. there is no way, NO WAY, I WILL LET YOU DOWN!!
i want you to stay proud of me.. you put up with alot.. never left my side..you opened my heart back up.. you brought happiness back into my life, my heart.. you just plain & simple, gave me my life back!! i will never, never, let you down.. you always took care of me.. you still are taking care of me, scootercrunch..even in my darkest moments.. i'll never go back to the way i was.. when i come to be with you..i want you to shout out.. thats my mommie!! and i want you to be proud of me.. i know i am so proud of you!! i only hope you forgive me for ever hurting you.. i never meant to, droopy..i'm sorry i missed the warnings.. there had to be something, had to be, to tell me you were not feeling well.. i missed it.. and i will never forgive myself.. i sure do love you scootercrunch!!
i sure do love you!! and you are & always will be, my reason..
see you in my dreams.. goodnight sweetheart! mommie loves you dearly, today, tomorrow, FUREVER!! i just plain love you dearly.

 

dear droopy

January 20th 2012 5:43 pm
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hi scootercrunch.. i just wanted to tell you how much i love you & how deeply i miss you.. your gotcha day is next week.. WOW!! 8 years ago next thursday i brought you home..HOME...
8 years..?? nope, not long enough, not AT ALL!! i need you back with me, droopy!! I NEED YOU HERE!! i'm so, so, unhappy..
just plain miserable without you..
well sweetheart, i'm gonna write you more tomorrow..we are gonna get a big storm tonight & mommie is just so worn out, i'm going to bed..i have to be up early for work & if we get all this ice, its not gonna be an easy drive..
i'll be dreaming of you, like i always do.. i'll lay in bed.. think of you & cry & cry till i finally just fall asleep..
I MISS YOU PUMPKIN!! OH HOW I MISS YOU!! nothing will ever be right again.. nothing!!my world was turned upside down & it will never, NEVER be right again!!
everyone is different.. for me.. i will never, NEVER come to grip with losing you.. they say i'll be o.k. but i'm never gonna get over you.. NEVER!! we had, HAVE, such a special bond.. you were my first true friend.. and i was your first true friend..that bond can never end!! and can never be gotten over.. you go rest now, scootercrunch.. mommie will see you later..I LOVE YOU DROOPY!! I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU DEEPLY!!
MY LOVE, my LIFE, my MEANING...MY EVERYTHING!!
LOVE YOU DROOPY...goodnight scootercrunch

 

i'm lost...

January 6th 2012 7:38 pm
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dear droopy.. i'm just lost.. just lost.. i love rascal, i love her dearly..but she will never fill this hole inside my heart & soul..the song i added to your page says it..
i found all i waited for & i could not ask for more..
could not ask for more than the love you gave me, could not ask for more than this time with you.... except..more time... :O(
i'm very lost tonight droopy.. so i think i will just go to bed.. i'm trying to make you proud of me.. i haven't been doing very well so far.. i'll try harder scootercrunch..
you will ALWAYS & FUREVER be mommies SCOOTERCRUNCH!!
i just love you so much droopster.. miss you deeply.. miss you so much the pain feels like my body is cut in half..like a knife is stuck in my chest.. sometimes i get sharp pains & can't breathe..sometimes .. i wish i wouldn't breathe..
but.. i know you gave me lil rascal for a gift.. i know you did.. i truly believe that.. so.. i wILL NOT let you down, sweet puppy!! i'm trying..i'm trying..
you will FUREVER be in my heart, droopster!! I LOVE YOU SCOOTERCRUNCH!! yesterday, today, tomorrow & FUREVER!!
goodnight sweetheart!! love you, mommie xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

 

my first year without you..

January 1st 2012 5:07 pm
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God saw you were getting tired..
and a cure was not to be
So he put his arms around you
And whispered, come with me..
With tearful eyes i watched you
and saw you pass away
And although i loved you dearly
i could not make you stay
A gentle heart stopped beating
my faithful best friend put to rest
God broke my heart to prove to me
He only takes the best

I LOVE YOU DEARLY DROOPY!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, SO MUCH!!
i miss you even more!! happy new year.. how do i say that.. ??
i guess i say it because i know you are not suffering anymore..and that is what matters more than anything.. that you are well now & not hurting anymore.. but i wish i could of done more.. everyone keeps telling me i did everything i could for you & in time i will realize that.. i love them all dearly droopy, i know they care & are only trying to help me..
but i will never realize that.. i will NEVER stop feeling i let you down..
scootercrunch.. MOMMIE LOVES YOU!! today, tomorrow, ALWAYS!!!

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYPAL!!

January 1st 2012 4:47 pm
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hi dogster pups & pals!! sorry i is late fur this.. mommie was so tired this morning & her work all day.. but i wants to wish you all a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ARRRRrrrrOWOOFRRrrrrrOOOooo
we wish you all a blessed, happy, healthy & SAFE NEW YEAR!!
LOVES YOU ALL SO MUCHES!!!
much love today & furever, angel droopy, mommie & our rascal

 

merry christmas droopy

December 24th 2011 6:18 pm
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well its christmas eve, droopy..your not with me..i'm not handling it.. oh droopy.. i want you here.. here with me!!
by my side..i just don't understand, scootercrunch.. i just don't & i guess i never will.. not until the day comes that i join you..i know what everybody tells me..i understand what they r saying and i know they are trying to help me.. i know i am not the only one feeling this way, tonight or ever..but.. i still have to say.. nobody knows how truly lost i am without you.. nobody saw us.. how we were together.. the love we had for each other.. i was told it showed in both our eyes.. oh droopy, i didn't want to get into this tonight.. my head is pounding.. big time..i'm falling asleep.. i just feel horrible, all over.. i think i will continue this in the morning, scootercrunch..i know you understand..you always did understand mommie..yes you did.. always..you are one of a kind, pumpkin!!
droopy, I LOVE YOU!! i will love you furever & you always will be my girl!!a christmas miracle..would that just be the best.. oh yes!! to open my eyes & see you right beside me..with that big, goofy, BEAUTIFUL smile!! i know i don't need to say this, because i know, droopy, that you already know & you understand.. just want to say still.. how much i love rascal.. your gift to me.. she is quite the little munckin.. and i do love her.. very much!!
but... our bond, me & you, droopy is one of a kind.. you saved my life.. you SAVED MY LIFE!! i never will be able to repay that kindness.. never.. you saved me from torment & despair, from emptiness & hopelessness.. you saved me... you also opened my heart...you brought love, back into my world..i'll always be in your debt, droopy..always..
scootercrunch, my head hurts, real bad.. might be from crying.. not sure, but i will write you in the morning.. o.k. honey..
MERRY CHRISTMAS SCOOTERCRUNCH!!! OH MOMMIE LOVES YOU!!! i'll be up at midnight, o.k. i told you.. i'll be sitting there, in the dark witing fur you.. i know i'll see you, i know you'll be here..i know you will!! even just for a minute.. i just want to see you, touch you, look into your big,., beautiful brown eyes..
droopy.. I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! i'll write more in morning.. when i feel better... MERRY CHRISTMAS SWEETIE!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS SCOOTERCRUNCH!! my love, my best friend, my life.. love always, furever, no end, mommie

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

December 24th 2011 5:57 pm
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hello all dogster pups & pals!! i wanted to wish you all a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!! my wish fur ALL my pals & ALL dogster pups is to has a blessed, safe & happy christmas!! i wants you ALL to know dat i loves each of you dearly, wif all my heart! i'll be watching over you all this christmas eve night & with you all christmas day..smiling has you rip open your boxes filled wif new toys & treats.. lets all say a prayer fur da lonley pups out there.. may they have peace this christmas and may they all, one day soon.. have love!!!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL and know how much i love you..now & furever!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! loves, angel droopy

 

for my droopy

December 19th 2011 7:14 am
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If tears could build a stairway, And memories were a lane, I would walk right up to Heaven to bring you home again. No farewell's were spoken, No time for goodbye, You were gone before I knew it, And only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness, And secret tears will flow, What it meant to me to lose you, No one will ever know.

although others have felt my pain & many, sadly, feel it everyday, nobody will know droopy, just what it meant to me to lose you..nobody will know what it meant to me to have you in my life, beside me everyday & night... i'm trying so hard to make you proud of me, droopy.. i want nothing more than that..
i want you to bark out a big and proud, "thats my mommie"
when i come to be with you.. i tryed to make you proud of me while you were with me, on earth, i try to still do that everyday. you gave me so much, so much..and even after you had to leave, you still give to me.. you gave me sweet, wonderful memories.. memories of so much happiness & love that at times i didn't know what to do.. i had never felt that kind of happiness or love before..but you gave it to me & i did my best to give it back to you.. i believe you were happy..so many pictures of you with that big, beautiful droopster smile...
oh how special you are to me, scootercrunch!! you were such a gentle giant, always there to comfort me when i was sad or upset..i only hope, that i gave that comfort to you on your last day..i tryed to not show my pain, but i know i failed..
i never felt such a strong feeling of love until you....
i also never felt such a strong feeling of pain & fear until that day..it was too much to keep hidden.. i tryed..but again, i know i failed.. but i hope you always remember the love in my voice & i pray you hear that love every time i talk to you...
so many things to thank you for, droopy.. and even from the bridge, you still give to me.. you have given me the chance to love again.. with little rascal..(snowflake)..i know, i know & believe in my heart, you brought us together..there are times i feel so guilty, loving another, but then i think, how can i feel that way, she was a gift from you & my love for rascal, only makes my love for you stronger..i've been blessed with another little furbaby to love and, i pray, make proud..
i'll do my best droopy not to let you down.. i'll give rascal my love & my heart..for you showed me droopy, so many times, that i do have a heart that is big enough to love many..
i'll try to ease up on myself, droopy..and let myself be happy again..i'll do this for you.. for having you proud of me means very much..i'm sure the tears are going to fall still, many, many more tears..for the pain in my heart is still so great and i know, it will last forever...until the day i have you in my arms again.. i'm gonna go now honey..just want to say one more thing..you are my scootercrunch, furever & always..
thank you for all your love & thank you for rascal.. i do love her, droopy..shes alittle firecracker, just like you were, lol..
she makes me laugh , even through my tears..thank you droopy..
thank you for everything.. i'll love you always, droopster..
mommie

 

my dearest droopy

December 19th 2011 6:25 am
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A Letter From Your Pet In Heaven



To my dearest family,
some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know,
that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from the Bridge.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here there's no more tears of sadness.
Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you
every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you
when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said, "I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again,
you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on."
God gave me a list of things,
that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night
the day's chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you...
in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
and all those loving years,
because you are only human,
they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry:
it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you,
you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now,
than I ever was before.
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it
by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world,
the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody
who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented...
that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along
I made somebody smile.
God says: "If you meet somebody
who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
with me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind."
"And when it's time for you to go...
from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going...
you're coming here to me."

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