my life with my mommie, by droopy
December 23rd 2012 2:00 am
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dear droopy, tomorrow is christmas eve & i find myself crying more & more the closer christmas day comes..i remember how you got so excited on christmas eve when i filled your stocking..your face completely lit up & your smile warmed my heart with such a feeling of love. of course i always ended up giving you a present early, how could i resist! we shared some very special moments at christmas droopy & i will forever hold them deep inside my heart. of course there is the first "real" snow, we got that yesterday & that really brought the tears. i brought rascal up to aunt lisa's to play & watching her run through the snow with it on her nose made me laugh...it also made me cry, thinking of how much you loved to jump all through the snow. you would leap through the deepest parts like a tiny deer, catching snowballs! has much as you loved to lay in the sun, i think you loved snow so much more! i remember one winter we built a snowman & you came running through the snow barking at it & then you plowed right into it, knocking it over.. you stood on what was left of it with that big smile of yours like you were so proud you got the "big bad snowman, lol! i remember when i tryed to sledride in aunt lisa's yard.. you would run after me, barking & knocking me off the sled, lol..we would go home cold & wet, but oh so happy.. precious moments, precious memories, that will always be ours. the shock & numbness of losing you has faded, but the pain, the pain & the tears remain..but at least now i can remember our days together & find a smile..even if i smile through my tears, at least i can send you a smile for christmas.
Droopy, Forever in my heart