October 29th 2008 2:49 pm
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I look down and see you crying. You carry my collar with you and sleep with my toy on your pillow. You left my bed next to yours. I come and cisit, but not that way now. I sit and watch over you at night. Please don't cry anymore mom, I'm free. No more pain, no chemo, no shots, no meds. I play now, Ieat all the time, whatever I want. I chase bunnies. It's beautiful here mom, lots of sun and green grass to snooze in. And Angels, our friends, they're here too. Elvis, and Oliver, and Coozy and Barney and Ginger too. They are all here and ahppy now, healthy, free of pain. We play together, running and flying. and we watch over our Families too. Elvis, he watches over his Boy and Priscilla. Coozy he worries cos his mom is still very sad. And Oliver- he sees his mom singing his song. And Ginger's mom, the pain she feels...just like you mom. But please, close your eyes and you'll see- I'm right there with you. Remember all the fun we had, the silly things I did. Don't be sad anymore now. You gave me a gift, the gift of knowing Love, a warm, soft bed, a full tummy ...cared for me when I was sick...a soft voice..and the final gift; giving me rest, peace, the dignity of not giving up. so stop crying..think about how happy I was while chasing bunnies..Remember me that way..and when you miss me ..just close your eyes...Your BBkinkin.