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February 2nd 2010 1:36 pm
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Tuesday the 19th of January 2010 was exactly one year since my little girl disappeared. For a long time after I waited for things to get “back to normal,” but now I know that things never do and never will. There is a “new normal.” Things just are never the same after a tragedy. You get used to life without a loved one but it is very different. Now instead of tears and sadness I can look back on my few years with Daisy and smile at her memories but I still miss her as much as I ever did. I know if Daisy could tell me something this is what she would say:
Think of with smiles and laughter
For that is how I will remember you all
If you can only remember me with tears
Then don’t remember me at all
Time slips away with each passing day
So don’t throw it away
Live and love life
Give all you can and
Someday I’ll see you again.

I love you sweet Daisy!

~by G~

 

I rember when....You were here.

June 5th 2009 6:13 am
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As I sit in those moments of quiet,
When sadness invades me,
I know that yesterday,
You were here.

Now you are away from us,
Not knowing your future,
Or when you'll come home, but yesterday,
You were here.

It has now been a week,
A week since you last were in the house,
An entire week since Fate carried you away,
To the place where we did not know your future,
But just last week,
You were here.

Another day passes;
a week ago, you were still with us,
We do not know your future
But we could still hope, and,
You were here.

More days pass,;
A week ago you left us,
I can’t even remember if I told you I loved you
But for a few hours of that day,
You were here.

Sadness invades again,
As I know that once those hours pass,
I can no longer look back,
Over the span of a familiar week's time,
To find that comforting point when,
You were here.

More time will pass;
Sadness will not so much invade as menace,
And I will mark the days,
Saying things like,
"last month, last summer, last Halloween, last year,"
You were here.

I dread that day,
One year from now,
That first marking of the time,
That your presence was no longer with us;
Though we will never forget you,
Your tangible memory fades,
The feel of your fur, your head, your back, your weight against us,
The smell and sounds of you when,
You were here.

The emptiness is beginning to fade,
To change into another reality,
One with you still playing a part,
But a role of ethereal presence rather than physical comfort we crave;
Your memory, your spirit, your essence and counsel,
Dwell with us, but this feeling is not the same as when,
You were here.

 

Dont Grieve to Long

June 5th 2009 6:10 am
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Dear mommy,
Don't grieve too long, for now I'm free.
I've followed the path God has set for me.
I ran to Him when I heard His Call.
I swished my tail and left it all.
I could not stay another day,
To bark, to love, to romp or play.
Games left unplanned must stay that way.
I found such peace, it made my day.
My parting has left you with a void.
Please fill it with remembered joy,
A friendship shared, your laugh, a kiss.
Oh yes, these things I too shall miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life has been full, you've given so much,
Your time, your love and gentle touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief.
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your head and share with me,
God wanted me, He set me free!

 

Memories are Golden

May 25th 2009 8:51 am
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MEMORIES ARE GOLDEN
They say that memories are golden.
Well, maybe that is true.
I never wanted mem’ries though
I only wanted you.
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place
No one could ever fill.
If tears could build a stairway,
And heartache make a lane.
I'd walk the path to heaven,
And bring you home again.
Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

 

God made a Wonderful Puppy

March 30th 2009 7:20 pm
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God made a wonderful puppy.
A puppy who'll never grow old.
God made her my ray of sunshine,
And molded her heart into gold.
He made her so like an angel.
As anypup ever could be,
God made a wonderful puppy,
Then geve that puppy to me.

 

I Love You

March 3rd 2009 3:51 pm
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I miss you baby. Know that youlll always be close to my heart & Ill NEVER forget you.

 

Together Always

March 3rd 2009 3:49 pm
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Together always me & you
Together all our dreams come true
Believe is what I do
I have a dream for you & me
Lets make it happen
And you’ll see
We’re ridin’ proud & free
Come on & join me now
We’ll make it true somehow
I know you’re always there
I know you love & care
I know you’re always there

 

My Only Sunshine

March 3rd 2009 3:46 pm
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You were my sunshine
My only sunshine
You made me happy
When skies were gray
Youll never know now
How much I loved you
Why was my sunshine
Taken away?

The other night dear
When I was sleeping
I dreampt I held you
In my arms
When I awakened
I was mistaken
So I hung down my head
And I cried

 

Lost Dog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

January 27th 2009 12:41 pm
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Daisy disappeared 1/19/09. I fed her before I left in the morning & that is the last anyone saw of her. We have called people, driven around, put up fliers & posters, contacted our local shelter daily, & registered her on a national lost & found pet website, & prayed. I am sure she is gone forever. I MISS HER SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. She was my best friend. It would be nice to hear from someone who has gone through something like this before. I am having a VERY hard time accepting the fact that she’s gone. We still have Buddy but he’ll never be like Daisy & he doesn’t love me like Daisy did. SOMEONE please HELP!!!!!!!

 

Brrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!

January 16th 2009 10:34 am
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Today its really cold out..........like -4 degrees. A guy came to deliver Propane 2 us & he played with me & Buddy. Hes a realy nice guy.

 
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