Getting close once again to "THAT" day

I am so happy with all the pretty gifts you send to let me know you ARE watching, and you DO hear me. You know perfectly how to comfort me now, just as you did then.

A new poem;

THE GIFTS YOU BESTOW
from colorful rainbows in April, May and June
usually late in the afternoon
to January and a special sapphire hue
you surprised me with a morning clue

your tiny precious face; peering down
from the sky on the north side of town
with the beautiful special gifts you bestow
it's your cute little way to let me know

You are there; while I'm still here
but in my heart; you are that near
Unconditional Love knows no bounds
your presents is everywhere; when I look around.

Love, Mommy copywrite 5/2009 Juanita Pfeiler

Mothers Day Love 2009

To my Dearest Mommy, Wishing you lots of Love for Mothers Day!!!
Rainbow XOXOX your TedEbear

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Rainbow Bridge Day 4/1/2009

Mommys life has been so affected by seeing the picture of me in the clouds...that for today...Rainbow Bridge Day 2009, she wrote a poem about her special one-of-a-kind picture.

I NEEDED TO KNOW

Early in the morning; before sunrise
Looking to the north, up in the sky
A beautiful deep shade of blue
To name, I could not even come close to

Puffy white tuffs of popcorn clouds
Millions of them in bunches of crowds
A picture would shurely be good to take
Then when talking there could be no mistake

Picture one, then two and three and four
I didn't really think I'd need any more
Looking at the pictures on Valentines Day
After a long, four week long delay

Picture one; the clouds in a deep blue sky
Picture two; a face appears, "My Ohhhh My!"
It's there again in three and four
As I see the picture and then explore

It was too early in the year to give me a rainbow
You knew, once again I needed to know
So you got my attention, with that beautiful blue
But seriously; I had no clue!

You had to be watching over me that day
From the Rainbow Bridge as you play
Knowing I needed a comforting sign..
Now that I know; I feel I'm on cloud nine

Still missing your beautiful face!
Love Mommy

The Proof ....is in The Picture!

This is the beginning of the tale of "How Mommy caught me watching over her, early one morning as I was playing in the clouds".

It was early on a Monday morning, January 21st, 2009 as a matter of fact.
Mommy was letting the other dogs out to go potty before she went to work. The time was 6:50 am. She looked north to the sky,( as she does most mornings) it was a very dark shade of blue, and said to herself , "Those clouds look kinda neat, all bubbly, I 'll go get my camera a take a few pictures."
So that she did, then put the camera on the 'puter stand and went to work.
Time has past, the pictures are still on the camera, and she has taken more; pictures of the Grandbaby, pictures of the snow we got Friday night Feb 13th. Tessa playing in the snow on Saturday, pictures of Josephs first "snowball" he made in the yard.
Well Saturday Feb 14th, 2009 after Mommy got home from work, she thought it was time to download those pictures. She got it all hooked up, and put them in a file. Then, as always, she looks at them in the folder.
To her shock and amazement, and quite a "special" Valentines surprise.....
There I was, in all my glory, in the clouds, watching over her!!!
She was so shocked....
picture #1. bubbly cute clouds
picture #2. AND #3.
THERE I WAS!!!!!
Goosebumps broke out all over her arms and
she just gasped, and said, "Oh My God!"
"TedEbear, I always knew I could feel you watching over me!"

Now....."The Proof....is in The Picture!!!!

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Picture Perfect

My new picture is a caricature drawing
that one of Mommies co-workers made for her,
and presented it to her at work yesterday.
There were lots of teary eyes, including Mommies .
My picture is.... Perfect!!

Mommy finished my Shutterfly photobook

Mommy would love any feedback you might have on her project of Love...Thank You!

Click on the lil shutterfly book shown above, or click the link under the book, to go to shutterfly for a bigger view.
hope you enjoy it!

Remembering Goodbye

I feel your head upon my chest
Snuggled tight as you lay down to rest
Your breathing becoming ohh so slow
It won't be too long now, this I know
To my heart, I'll tightly hold
Your little body, as you go
Your bright shiny eyes no longer can see
You know I am here; you can feel me
Two years have passed
Since I held you last

I miss you still ,my little TedEbear
xoxo Mommy

TedEbear Memories

written by my Mommy, 5/25/2007
the first annifursary of my leaving her

a year has come and gone
your memory still strong
ohh.. how I remember
that day in December
learning you were so sick
you were still the one I wanted to pick
I remember you playing with toys
balls with squeeker noise
buying lots of puppy pads
sometimes you made me mad
shopping for colorful sweaters
cuddling no matter what the weather
reading medicine label warnings
getting awaken at 3 in the morning
picking you up to put you in my bed
buying a collar, in pretty red
looking at all the neat puppy stuff
making you a blankie all made of fluff
I remember you when I look at my scars
how you scared me when you chased a car
shoveling snow underneath the tree
for when you went outside to pee
getting up the step, you'd try and try
then I'd pick you up and carry you inside
feeling a tickle when you'd take a lick
of my berry flavored chapstick
I remember hearing your toenails on the floor
bumping your butt on the bedroom door
memories still bring tears to my eyes
a year ago today is when you died

You are so Missed, by Beloved TedEbear!

Mommys Birthday is April 7th~~~SHHHHHH..IT"S A SURPRISE!!!!

Shhhhh.....
SURPRISE MOMMY!!!!!!!!
I hope you like the birthday cards I made for you.

I know you miss your lil one...
I miss you too, I miss Us!!
I'll just be patient and wait for you.
I'm so glad you got a Grandbaby to help you get over my leaving.
It's strange he was born just 15 days before the first anniversary of my crossing date.
And I think it's really cool that he will know all about your Love for lil ole me, your one and only TedEbear!!

XOXOXOXOOXOXOX for your Birthday,
all my Puppy-Love
TedEbear

RAINBOW BRIDGE DAY April 1st,2008...To my tiny Angel who- patiently waits.....

TedEbear, You had to leave us way to soon
May 25th ,2006 in the late afternoon
I hope you know how much you were Loved
As you wait and watch from up above
Kim keeps your picture on her new office wall
You sure made a big impression for someone so small
You amazed everyone with your big dog bark
“That came from him?” “He’s such a small dog” they remark
You never did see yourself as little
But I was scared your bones might be brittle
Your legs were crooked, bent to the inside
That sure didn’t slow you down or make you hide
You didn’t too often have to have a dreaded bath
Only after chasing Tessa on the dusty dirt path
Other than seizures you were a happy little guy
With pain and many infections I still don’t know why
The many times Kim had to try to draw blood
She said, “You were always her best little bud”
I felt bad I couldn’t give you doggy treats
However cake and donuts were your favorite sweets
My miraculous first Grandson born last May
Will know of my beloved puppy, who couldn’t stay
I was Blessed to Love you for over 3 years
I Love you still, but now, through tears.

with my heart still aching,
till we are together again
all my Love, Mommy