August 13th 2012 10:37 am
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On Wednesday, August 8th I woke up not feeling good at all. Very weak, and when Mom saw me looking at her she said "Oh no, what's wrong, OL?" I went into the bathroom and laid down and stayed there and would not go out. She was very upset. She said she would have Aunt Babs check on me and that I was to rest.
I went upstairs a little later and got on the recliner. I went out on the deck for a bit. I wagged at Aunt Babs and Johnny, but there was no mistaking, I was not feeling well at all.
I went into Nana's room and gave her the look - and she immediately called Mom. Mom came home, she had already spoken to the vet and thought perhaps I was having a reaction to the new flea and tick meds she gave me two days ago. So with the help of Nana's aide Poo Yeung (who happens to love me) they bathed me in Dawn. And they rubbed me and made me feel a bit better. Then they brought me into the kitchen, and Mom sat with me for an hour till it was time to go to the vet. She told me she loved me so much to please please get better. And that it was going to be okay. I put my head on her leg. Then Aunt Babs and Mom carried me out to the car in a blanket and put me in the back, all the way I heard Mom's voice saying "We're almost there Oliver, it's going to be okay Mommie is right here with you, Mommie loves you" That was the last thing I heard before taking my last breath, my Mommie's sweet sweet voice, knowing she was with me was the best, knowing she loved me like no other. I had a tumor and it ruptured my spleen. My mother was so upset when she came around and opened the back and saw that I was gone. They carried me in and Dr. P said that's what it was. There was nothing that could've been done - his dog had the same thing and he operated and his doggie only lasted three months. He told Mom that it was very very good that I went so quickly - I didn't suffer that much. My mother was constantly stroking me while they talked, crying and I felt so bad for her. Aunt Babs leaned over and kissed me good-bye. I was sort of hovering in and on top of my body, then Mom kissed me good-bye and told me she loved for always and ever and kissed me again me through her tears.
Then the strangest thing happened - there was a white light - very bright and a rainbow - the hugest I had ever seen - and I was floating towards it - there was no stopping me - it was like wheeeeeee floating up higher and higher towards it - and when I got to these beautiful steps at the beginning of the rainbow? Who was there but Rems! And Trustine! I said "Oh my goodness! My brothers!" And they came and hugged me - and said "You are at the Rainbow Bridge Oliver the most wonderful place!" And I said "but what about Mom? Why can't she come too? She's sooooo sad - I can still see her crying and telling me she loves me"
That's when Rems told me - "Mom will be with us all again one day, but it's not time for her to be here yet" And Trusty said "But wait till you meet her Dad and her Nana and Grandpa and her Grandma Dolly and Grandpa Tony!" And Rems said "And! Aunt Vi and Uncle Charlie are here too!" But I was still sad. "Rems - what is she going to do without me?" And he said "She will be sad for a long time that's for sure - remember when I left?" But she will grieve and get through it" And you can talk to her in her head and tell her stuff like "be strong" and "I am here for you Mom in spirit"
And then they took me to a big doorway - that opened to the most beautiful room I have ever seen, and there He was - God! For REAL! He said "Oliver Louis - you brought the world so much joy, especially your family - now it's time to be here with Me and move on to the next stage - please, I know you are sad for your mother, but I will help her through it, okay?" I Promise you. So I said to myself well this isn't just any old guy - this is God, (for cripes sakes), I really have to believe Him I guess. And I said "Okay, but Promise me You will help her - please" He smiled and said "I promise you - and I even promise to let you look down and see her once in a while, does that make you feel better?" And I said "Okay" and with that Rems said "Thank you Sir, and Trusty bowed, and they said to me - Okay, let's go.
So out we went - and guess what time it was? FROG TIME! OMG There were frogs allover to be chased! And then I saw my big old brother Bailey and my cousin Jamie Marie! And Cookie! And then it was Dance Time and then it was ICE CREAM TIME! Holy Cow! This is the best place ever, and I am still sad, but I know that my mother and I will be together again one day, so that makes me feel better. I love you Mommie - with all my heart. But, oh, what's that Rem? It's Concert Time! Have to go! Love you!
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I am so sorry that you had to leave your mom but happy that you did not suffer. I'm sure you will have fun at the bridge will ALL of your friends. We love you!!
Ollie, we'll all help your mom get through this. Our pack loves you and your family very much.
Oliber Wouis, yu will be missed...Now keep da noize down up dere at da Wainbow Bwidge :D
Pawty on, my fwiend, fureber an' always ♥
Darling Boy.... we love you... that doesnt change. Your Mum loves you... that doesnt change.... EVER
We will help her too.... now you just rest.. then go explore.
Sail On Fair Winds and Calm Seas Oliver Louis.
All.... really will be WELL
Flicka ∆,,∆ & Lucas /..| Cleo (I.M.) ∆,,∆ & Pam X
You will be so very missed. Every time we hear "I've got a Feeling" we will think of you. That's the power of music, returning us to a place, a memory.
Your family has lots of memories and in those memories your love will live and grow stronger.
Shake those spots and dots.
Your friend, always, Riley
I sure wish your Mom could see you, Trusty and Rems chasing the frogs...acting like puppies once again... and the smile she would have seeing you three with ice cream nose to tail...
God sends us to our families to teach them what unconditional love is..the best thing is we get it right back...
So sorry you had to come to the bridge Oliver Louis, be sure to visit your Mom in her dreams...Let her know how popular you have become in the short time you have been here...
Maybe we can chase fome frogs at the Turtle pond later....