February 11th 2013 6:40 pm
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My mom's heart was very heavy last night. She had a hard time sleeping. My legs have been wobbly, and have become very painful. When touched, I show how painful I am. Mom says that with all the protein that I'm losing, I will soon get swelling in my legs and abdomun. It hurt her, but she made the decision to help me go to the Bridge so that I wouldn't have to suffer any longer. The drive to the clinic was very long and Mom kept questioning herself. Is this the right thing to do? she thought. A song came on the radio at that moment. I believe it was my Angels, but Diana Krall belted out, "Fly Me To The Moon...in other words, I love you." And mom felt fuzzy inside and tears welled up in her eyes. "Ok, Zane, I will set you free," she spoke to me in her head. I laid down on my blanket in the back seat until we got there. She put me in a kennel with a blanket. I laid down and waited for her. She came back with the doctor, and they knealed beside me. The doctor told me that I was a great dog, and Mom kissed my forehead, but she started crying. I stayed strong and composed, and I passed peacefully. I could look down now and see Mom still there beside me, and she was still crying. "I'm ok, don't be sad," I barked, but she couldn't hear me. My mom is still so sad, she was dreading coming home because I wouldn't be waiting for her, wagging my tail nub. But, I'm an Angel now, still waiting for her, wagging my nub. I am here, Mom. Everything is ok.
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Fly free sweet Zane. You will always be in our hearts, sweet boy. Sending lots of hugs for mom. Tell her to pawmail mama anytime if she wants to talk.
Words seem inadequate to express the sadness we feel. We are very sorry to hear of Zane's passing.
Coco Rose, Puffy and mom
Sending hugs full of love and comfort to your mommy. Fly free handsome angel...you will remain furever in our hearts.
Love and hugs,
Abby, Lucian and mom
Run free in the Heavenly sunshine Zane. You are a sweet Angel pup ♥
Walker & Family
there are no words to give you comfort right now..there are no words to express the sorrow i feel in my heart for you & Zane..your love for each other will go on though, forever!
the love you feel in your heart, will always be there & zane will always be with you, in your heart.
i am so sad & so very sorry, i know how very difficult it is to make that decision..your sweet, precious & beautiful zane is watching over you & running free, without pain, through the beautiful meadows of the rainbows bridge. i'm sure my droopy & all the angels are with him..GOD BLESS!
RIP SWEET, BEAUTIFUL ZANE! YOU WERE & ALWAYS WILL BE LOVED...
your furever angel pal, droopy & mommie too
We are sending lots of healing kisses and paw hugs for your Mom, Zane. Will you let her know that I made you feel welcome up here and will teach you ball playing and how much I loved doing that?
My heart goes out to you. December 10th I helped my baby Barry go to the bridge. I know what you are going through. Know that they are no longer in pain they are happy. I hope Zane and Barry become Angel Pals. What keeps me going is all the wonderful memories we had for 12 years.
We're furry sorry you had to leave your furmily..and we just found out about it..well I knew cuz i'm here wif you, but my earth furmily just heard and feel very sad..My brofur Friday is very very sad fur your furmily as he cares very deeply for all of his furiends and your family has been very kind and loving..but we will help them..they will understand we are still here..we love and care for our family..just wanted you to know we care Zane and send love and support for your entire family