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From the Rainbow Bridge 5/3/14

May 4th 2014 9:34 am
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It's Sunday May 4, 2014 and I am at the bridge. I asked mom to write in my diary about the stuff going on with me but she just sat and looked at the keys and cried. She was so sad for me. Dad was even worse! It happened like this...I was walking in circles a lot more and I didn't want to eat so much or drink. Dad took me to the vet to be groomed and a few days later I has a greed runny nose. Dad took me back. I got some meds and dad made an appointment for me to have my teeth cleaned. Mom told him she did not think I was well enough but I had 2 weeks to get well. I got worse. Much worse. I didn't want to eat anymore and I didn't want to drink. Mom and dad took turns letting me lay outside on my yellow blankie and nap. The weather is perfect for me and I loved that. All night I walked and banged my head on the walls of the hall where I have been living for a long time. Mom would get up and open the bedroom door and come pet me and help me settle back in my bed IF I wanted to. Sometimes she would put me in bed with her but I didn't like that until the last 2 days before I crossed over. I let them hold me and cuddle me. I knew they would need that time with me before I left.

Tomorrow is my appointment to have my teeth cleaned. I don't need it. My teeth are clean and white and bright as when I was a puppy. My eyes work now too. The one the vet took out is back and works like it did long ago. I'm looking at flowers, clouds my friends here and it's great. I can hear now too!!! I heard someone calling me and it was Buddy. He's the big boy who lived at our house 3 yrs ago. I hear, see and have no pain now. I don';t miss mom's cooked chicken liver either cause I can have all I want here. I am free and happy. This is what I so wanted. Peace and to be whole again. I'm so sorry for mom and dad. They are heart broken. Mom talks about me but dad just fights back tears and says ye or no. He is so sad. He loved me so much. He rescued me and so I was real special to him. I hope he'll be ok.

My body is buried at the rescue cemetery with a lot of others and there will be more as time goes on. Big dogs and little dogs like me but we have only our bodies here. Our love is with our humans and as long as they remember us we live on in memories.

 

Feeling good.

April 11th 2013 10:19 am
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I feel good and my foster mom says I am half way there to being all well. I try real hard to get around without bumping into stuff but it's hard for me. I can see a little bit of light but not much else. I use my nose to find food and water. I use my ears to follow my dad on our walks. He scuffs his feet for me so I can hear where he walks. I stay in my bed most of the time...by choice. I don't like being out with the others cause I run into them....they move around. I am OK and next week I get my stitches out. I guess I will just stay here and live out my days. I am loved and I know that so it's OK if I don't get adopted.

 

I am back

April 4th 2013 7:37 pm
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My new mom could not keep me. She lost her job. I came back to rescue before Christmas. My foster mom didn't write much in my diary cause she was sad for me. For a long time she was thinking my mom whould get a new job and want me back. She called and sent emails to my foster mom but I will not be going back there. I coat too much for her to keep me. I was so confused and depressed to leave my home of almost a year. Life is not good. I don't know why I can't keep a home. I want a forever home. It's been hard getting used to being one of so many. I just stay in my crate and sleep. Sure my foster parents try to love on me but I don't let them. I am just depressed.

Last week my right eye started bothering me. After 2 trips to the vet in 2 days, he said I needed my eye removed. I had that done April 1. It hurt Mon. night but since then it's been OK. I didn't see well before so it really doesn't matter. Dad takes me out on leash and I feel safe. I have to get well now. Maybe I can still have a chance to get adopted. Maybe...

 

I have a wonderful home.

February 23rd 2012 5:22 pm
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My new mom is just awesome. She lets me sleep in the people bed with her. She makes a wall with pillows so I won't walk off the bed. So Silly....I am so happy to be in the big bed that I just curl up and sleep all night. I like it here so much. No oooooother dogs to get in my way so I follow my mom around the house. It is a great home here and I am so happy. I do think of my foster parents. I miss my dad but he was right. This is a perfect home for me. I know my foster parents were right when they told me the rest of my life will make up for the past. I am loved and happy.

 

I'm here!

February 19th 2012 4:41 pm
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Mom and dad brought me to my new home this aftrenoon. It's soooo nice here. It's real quiet and clean and smells good. Oh my I have the most awesome yard. It's HUGE! There is a really big tree right in the middle od it and it my new mom says she having a swing put in the tree si we can sit outside together in the summer. I have a nice fence and If I liked to be outside, I'd be safe. I don't like outdoors though unless I have a human with me. I have a new bed. It's very soft and so pretty. New bowls, leash, collar, toys, a new blanket too. My dad brought my favorite soft blanket with me so I can have something smells like home to make me feel safe. I didn't tell them anything about that cause I'm sure it made THEM feel better. I'll be just fine. I know they would not let me come to this new home if it was not a good one. I'll be fine and my new mom is off work till Wednesday. We have time to get to know each other. It's quiet here, my favorite food and a soft PINK bed. I like it here. Poor mom and dad are worried about me. I hope they will be OK.

 

Tomorrow 2/19/12 is my big day!

February 18th 2012 10:01 pm
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Well tomorrow is the day. I am going to my new home. My forever home! Iam scared but I met my new mom and I reallllly like her. I'm going to be OK. I know I will like being the only dog. It will be quiet and so nice.

I'll miss my dad very much. My dad really loves me and I love him. Ya, I'll miss dad.

 

I'm getting adopted. At last!

February 6th 2012 5:25 pm
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I met the lady. She is Sooooooo nice. I mean she is really nice. She held me and sat with me for over an hour! She talked with mom & day and asked lots of questions. She wants me! She wants Me! I am so excited. She is moving into a new house so she and mom felt it best for her to wait to get me till she is settled in. That way I don't have to learn where everything is and have to learn all over again...ya know I don't see very well. But it's all settled. Jesus heard my mom's prayers cause this lady is just so sweet and gentle and very kind. I will have the quiet home mom thinks I should have and all the attention I want. I can't believe it has finaly come my turn to be adopted. I'ts my turn. ~~tail wags~~

 

Not AGAIN!

February 3rd 2012 7:32 pm
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Here we go again. Mom says someone wants to meet me cause they think they may want to adopt me. They always want to meet me but never want to adopt me. I don't seem to be much like other dogs. Ok so I'm blind in one eye and don't see well out the other. That does not make me unadoptable. I am a good girl. I potty outside. I don't bark too much. I never get on teh furniture. Oh well. My Nanny Tammy can't come meet the lady. My Nanny is my sponsor. She paid for my grooming, food, toys and she loves me. She wants to adopt me but she travels too much with her job. She has Jackson and he travels with her but 2 Shih Tzu pups would be a lot for her to handle. Well I'll go meet the lady and we will see if this one is different. No hopes though.

 

Nice people

October 30th 2011 7:32 pm
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I met some very nice people at Petco Saturday. They liked me too. My yellow bows are still in my hair and they sure made people look at me. The man sat on the floor and held me for a long time. His mother is an older lady and she liked me too. I hope thay call mom this week and ask to adopt me. I'd like to live with them.

 

I'm a diary pick!

October 29th 2011 3:39 pm
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This is truly a good day. I went to Petco and met the very nicest people. An older lady and her adult son. They loved me. They took turns holding me. The man said he is in love with me and he wants me. Mom said fill an app and we will see. She's so mean. I wanted to go home with them today. Mom started her same old thing. Do you have a fence or would you always use a leash? How many hours a day would she be left alone? She asked all kinds of stuff. They took an app. Guess we will know soon
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Cosmo/ADOPTED
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Gretchen/ADOPT
ED
Bradley/In
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Jaxon/ADOPTED
Doogie/ADOPTED
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Molly/Adopted
Harry/Adopted
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Bennigan/Adopt
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Lilli/Adopted
Katie/Adopted
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Pea/Adopted
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Zee
Foster/ADOPTED
Jenny/Adopted
Danny
Boy/ADOPTED
Jolie/ADOPTED
Bentley
In memory of
Zoie
Dixie/Adopted
Maddie/ADOPTED
Candy/Adopted
Bingo/Adopted
Toby/Adopted
Dusty/Adopted
Sadie/Adopted
Mandy/Adopted
Hershey/Adopte
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Kellie/Adopted
Abby/ADOPTED
Amie/ADOPTED
Suzy/Adopted
Beauty/ADOPTED
Red Barron
Oscar/Adopted
Lola/ADOPTED
In Memory of
Max
Stormy
Skipper/Adopte
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Molly/Adopted
Sierra/Adopted
Sammy/ADOPTED
Buttons/ADOPTE
D
Mario/Adopted
Olle/ in
Loving Memory
Tucker/Adopted
Andre'/Rescue
Spencer/Adopte
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Sophia/Adopted
Bonnie/Adopted
Darby/Adopted
Zach/Adopted
Sierra
Chi/Adopted
Jake
Chelsea/Adopte
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Cookie/Adopted
Miss
Luci/Adopted
Sampson/Adopte
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Little
Lulu/Adopted
Babitte/Adopte
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Gypsy/Adopted
Roxy/Adopted
Josie/Adopted
Andy
Parker/Adopted
Payton/Adopted
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Scooter/Adopte
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Cody/claimed
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Oscar/Adopted
Shorty/Adopted
Dew/Adopted
Honey
Diamond Girl
Muffin/Adopted
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Kissy/Adopted
Ginger/Adopted
Brady
Tucker/Adopted
Drew/Adopted
Moe/Adopted
Mia/Adopted
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Beau/Adopted
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Chloe
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Weather/Adopte
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DeeDee/Adopted
Keely
Smith/Adopted
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Ruby/Adopted
Blue/Adopted
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Della/Adopted
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