Willie, the cool dude of Haverhill!

My Beautiful Boy

August 13th 2010 9:40 am
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I watch you sleep on your lovely blankets from Bee & Muffin and wonder how I will survive without you. You have brought me more love and joy than one person could ever ask for but selfishly I want more.

Your little legs just can't seem to hold you anymore and I see the light fading from your eyes but just when I think, it's time, you look at me and that old spark returns and I say, no, not yet.

How can I cry anymore tears I wonder but they still come and you are still here! How many more will come in the days ahead.

My heart hurts so badly that I find it hard to breath. How did you worm your way into it so that each day, each hour, each minute revolves around you? I didn't want to love you so much when I first brought you home as I knew someday this heartache would overwhelm me and overtake me and fill me with such sadness that pieces of my heart would stab me with a pain so strong that nothing in this world can compare.

You are truly my heart dog, beautiful boy. We have spent so many years together in such joyful abandon. How very blessed I have been to have you. You have given me more than any little dog could possibly give a human and more and I love you with every fiber of my being.

I will sit beside you and watch you rest until I know for sure that your final rest is here. I fear it is soon. I can only give you one final gift which you deserve my little pal. It will be the hardest gift of all but one that I promised you.

I kiss your forehead and pat your frail little body. You will always be my beautiful boy.

Mom

 
 

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Barked by: MrJackFreckles~SirLick-a-Lot (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 10:19 am

Many hugs and pawyers are going out to you from here, my sweet pal, carried along on rivers of tears...that come as one, mingled together from all who know and love you, too.

Hugs!
(((((((((( ♥ Willie ♥ ))))))))))

MJF
Barked by: Flicka ~ CGC (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 10:20 am

Throw a party.. CELEBRATE .... because it is celebrating LIFE.

The wonderful memories.. the growls too.

When the time comes for that last gift.. dont let death steal LIFE.

There are no easy paths.. but you can fill the dark ones with the light of the love you have.. and have shared.

HUGSSSSSS

Flicka ∆,,∆ Lucas /..| Cleo (I.M) ∆,,∆ & Pam X
Barked by: Buddy Morris (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 11:14 am

Oh we are so sad, mom knows what you are going thru now. Just know our paws are crossed for you and our pawyers go out to you. We are all thinking of you and your family!
Woof Woof,
Buddy & Family
Barked by: Maggie (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 11:28 am

My dearest Uncle Willie,

I wuvs you so much, but I want you to feel good too. As my mommy says, it sucks getting old. I don't know about that, but sis Sadie did. Aunti Joni, mommy's eyes can't stop leaking for you both.

All our love and POTP for my bestest pal,
Maggie and Aunt Renee
Barked by: The Cali Crew (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 12:05 pm

Oh dear Willie! We are heartbroken to read this, sweetie. We, too, are praying for a miracle for you! Love you. ((HUGS))
XO
Sugar, Nutty & Bambi~
Barked by: Alice (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 12:35 pm

sweet willie, who has lead so many pawyers and given to others, now it is time for you to have our pawyers, and strength.
when its your time to come join us here on the bridge there will be a blazing star shinning down on your momma. we will all be with her to help her thru this.

angel feather kisses
Barked by: Spring (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 3:12 pm

Sending all our love...
Barked by: The Roo Crew™ ©® (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 3:45 pm

Oh, Joni,
How I know this pain...

How do you fix this for him? How can you make him well again?
I wish there was an answer. There isn't, but you know that. He has been so very blessed with you, as you are with him.

Please know we continue to pray for our Willie. May your remaining days together be happy days.

Holding you close in our hearts,

The Roo Crew
Barked by: ♥ DarlaMae ♥ (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 5:39 pm

Dearest Willie & Auntie, we have No answers or right words, just love unending. We surround you with it along with our pawrayers,chants,candles,gratitude,hugs & soft pokes. Love & hugs & pokes furever, Darla & Mommy Jeanie xoxoxoxo
Barked by: Kiko (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 5:41 pm

Oh, Willie! When I think of you and your mom, I think of 'firsts', because you were always among the first to be there whenever somedog needed pawrayers and cheering up, or when there was a celebration going on. Your kind, loving, generous heart made you beloved by everydog who knows you two. Our hearts are absolutely breaking for your mom--we know that YOU will be just fine no matter what. We love you and are pawraying for a miracle.
Barked by: Sully & Socks Our Angel (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 9:29 pm

Oh, dear sweet Willie and Jonie...there are no words, we have been right where you are now. You've been such a good friend to so many and so many are grieving with you now. You are in our thoughts and prayers and we're sending you all the strength and PoTP we can. Joni, remember always...ALL THAT LOVE COULD DO WAS DONE! All of us here at Dogster will be here for you when Willie makes his journey to the Bridge and he will never leave your heart and will be lovingly remembered by all who knew him.
Love and comfort,
Sully & Socks & Mom
Barked by: Muffin * Crazy Little Angel * (Dogster Member)

August 13th 2010 at 10:32 pm

My dear sweet friend Willie, please know how much Mommy & I love you. You & your magnificent Mom have always shared unbelievably kind & encourging words with all of us. I can't begin to count the times you've brought a smile to my face & made my heart feel warmer.

I've got my mighty Yorkie paws crossed so tightly for you & whenever you or your Mom need an extra hug, just close your eyes & know I'm sending them to you.

Much love & never-ending Power of the Paw...

Muffin
Barked by: Cassie (Dogster Member)

August 14th 2010 at 3:50 am

Dear sweet Willie and mom....our hearts are breaking as mom knows the pain of watching such a loved member of the family's time to make their trip to the Bridge gets close.

You will always be with your mom in her heart...and you will always remain a special pup in our own hearts as well.

Many hugs to you and to your mom.

Cassie, Hunter, Diane
Barked by: Rocky 1997 - 2010 (Dogster Member)

August 14th 2010 at 5:12 pm

Precious little Willie, we haven't been on the group and didn't know you were not feeling well. We love you and sent all our support and prayers to you and your sweet mom. Remember that the power of prayers in Dogster is very strong and powerful.

Rocky, an angel now, Sarge and Abby
Barked by: Sadie (Dogster Member)

August 14th 2010 at 10:03 pm

We have been through so much lately but reading this has brought more tears to our eyes than anything we have been through. We know how very much you have been loved and have loved and helped your Mom through the most difficult days of her life. I could never tell you how deeply sorry we are for you both. I am sure you are one of Mom's biggest blessing and all of ours too. We know how terribly sad your Mom is and we wish we could hug her and make the pain go away but we know we can't so we just want you both to know that you are both very loved and we hope you go with out too much pain and Mom finds some comfort and hopefully in the future she can love another pup as you were so loved. I know everyone at the bridge will love you so much.

God Bless you both and so much love to the both of you!!
Barked by: Cali "My Best Girl" 1992-2010 (Dogster Member)

August 15th 2010 at 3:17 pm

Our roles as "mom" bring us incredible joy and happiness, but with that also comes the pain of separation! There is always a time when we must physical part with our "baby" and that time is such a life branding event that we often see no reason to go on living! Believe me, I know! But, there will be a smile that will surface when your heart tells you that your Willie is painfree! And from that smile, you will work your way back into the living. Each day, as happy memories flood your brain and chase away the sad ones, you will find yourself thinking, "What would Willie want me to do?"
Willie will always be there with you! Never forget he's right there!
Barked by: Bee (Dogster Member)

August 16th 2010 at 7:30 am

Willie we love you so much, we're thinking of you and Mommy every second of every minute. Get well soon my darling husband, please. Love you always, your Bee xox
Barked by: Autumn (Dogster Member)

August 16th 2010 at 10:52 am

You know how loved you are, Willie, and whenever it is your time to journey, please know you have many angel pals waiting to greet you. You won't be alone, and we'll take good care of you. Sending angel dust to your Mom during this sad time. We love you and your Mom!
Barked by: Missy (Dogster Member)

August 16th 2010 at 6:44 pm

Lots of hugs and POTP from across the pond sweet Willie.

*Hugs*
xxxxx
Barked by: Willie (Dogster Member)

August 19th 2010 at 7:15 am

All the prayers and love from you and others are doing a world of wonders for Willie as he's a bit better!



He went to the vet yesterday and the vet just can't understand how his little legs have improved enough to hold him and let him walk short distances. This has allowed him to be able to pee and poop. He's drinking and still eating like a wolverine. He does sleep very heavily and alot but is not in pain at this time.



I know it's not a miracle cure that will give him months and years, but it's giving him days which are precious to us both.



He's a little fighter and as long as he's willing to fight and is not in pain, I will drive him to walks to allow his little legs to only walk when he has to do so. I'm cooking his favorite foods and spending as much time with him as I can.



Comcast is putting all new lines in our complex so we keep losing our internet but I'll jump on when I can to keep you updated.



We love you and keep on thinking of us as it's working a miracle of time!



Love, Joni and Willie
Barked by: MrJackFreckles~SirLick-a-Lot (Dogster Member)

August 19th 2010 at 8:05 am

Glad to hear about the bits of improvement. Treasure each day, and use them to add to your treasured memory bank.
Pawyers and woofs!
Hugs, too!
Barked by: Kiko (Dogster Member)

August 19th 2010 at 8:18 am

We are glad to hear that Willie is doing a bit better. Any time you get is precious. We are thinking of you with much love.

Kiko, Josie and mom
Barked by: Wyoming 6/21/99-3/6/11 (Dogster Member)

August 19th 2010 at 11:56 am

Sending tons of POTP to you and Willie. It warms my heart to read of his improvement. He is truly a hero and a fighter like no other. So happy for this extra precious time you have.
Huge Comforting Hugs from all of us
Wyoming, Angel Cheyenne, Radar, Wolf, and Mom
Barked by: Bee (Dogster Member)

August 19th 2010 at 7:20 pm

My darling husband,
I am so glad you are feeling a little better and are moving more freely, we continue to think of you constantly and send prayers and puppy kisses your way.
We love you and Mom so, so much.
Lots of love always,
Bee, Rockie & Mummy Sarah xoxoxoxoxox
Barked by: ♥ DarlaMae ♥ (Dogster Member)

August 20th 2010 at 3:27 pm

Oh Dear Willie & Mommy J, This is heartening to hear. Just soak in each moment as I know you are both doing. You are beloved by us all. We say a special little prayer as don my coolie cooler each day for you both. Always with you each day our Love,Prayers,Hugs & POkes, Darla,Mommy J & family
Barked by: MrJackFreckles~SirLick-a-Lot (Dogster Member)

August 30th 2010 at 6:44 pm

Condogulations on this latest gift to you from Dogster, being the Dog of the Week!
Hope you can enjoy it!
Woofs licks and hugs!
MJF
Barked by: ♥The Tater Tots! (Dogster Member)

September 1st 2010 at 12:16 am

Willie, dear, sweet, little pal, our paws are crossed, you and your wonderful, loving momma are in our hearts and prayers and we love you, sweet boy.

BIG Taterhuggsss, Penny Ann, Zelda Marie, Link & Teddi Sue and Mommy D'Ann ♥
Barked by: Sebastian (Dogster Member)

September 7th 2010 at 6:18 am

me and my brother, Cash, send love, hugs and comfort to you and your family, Millie. God Bless You and your family. Hugs and much love
Sebastian and Cash
Barked by: Juliette (Dogster Member)

September 7th 2010 at 6:40 pm

We have our paws crossed for you and hope you are doing ok. Sending you pawyers and many little yorkie kisses. Juliette and Romeo and Mom
Barked by: Sarge (Dogster Member)

September 8th 2010 at 3:06 am

Always in our hearts and prayers, sweet Willie and mom xoxo


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