October 26th 2005 10:20 pm
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I have gone off to heaven. I have left behind my beloved family. My human Mom, Dad and Sister. I have also left behind my K-9 sister, ChiChi and brother, Yuki. I didn't even get a chance to meet the new baby that MaMa's gonna have. I feel very sad about that, but I know that I'll meet him or her some day.
I guess I felt sick..I didn't let Mama or Daddy know. I am that type of dog. I won't let people know if I am aching or not feeling well. Mama always said I was such a good dog, but she wanted to know when I was hurt, because it worried her, but the truth is..I didn't want to worry Mama.
My family left to take family portraits. They were only gone for an hour and a half. When they came home, I just didn't have the energy to greet them at the door like I normally do. They knew something was wrong right away. I have always greeting them, wagging tail and so happy to see them, even if they were only gone for 5 minutes. Tonight, I didn't do that. Dad saw me laying on the floor. He ran and got Mama. Mama came and hugged me, she tried to make me sit up, but I just couldn't. She leaned on me and cried. She cried so much that all I wanted to do was get up and kiss her face..but I couldn't. Dad was trying to help Mama, but she just kept saying "call the vet, call the vet" They even tried to feed me a piece of bologna..which is my favorite, but I couldn't eat it..I didn't even try. Mama kept crying. Sissy stayed in her room, she knew something was wrong. I was only 9 years old when I passed away..so no one was expecting it.
They rushed me to the emergency vet. It was 9:30 at night on Wednesday, October 26, 2005. We go to the vet 15 minutes later. Daddy and Mama rushed to the back and opened up the back door...I was already gone. I wasn't breathing...I was at Rainbow Bridge.
I miss all of my family so much. I have been with them for 9 whole years! They were so good to me and I loved them so much. I know they'll miss me too..They are having me cremated so that they can always have my ashes to remember me by. I just don't want them to be too sad, because now I am in a better place, where I don't feel anymore pain. I just can't wait to meet up with them again some day. Until then, I will watch over them and keep them all safe.
Goodbye for now, everyone....Love, Nikko