February 6th 2010 11:23 am
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3 years ago today My Mom took off work to be with me when I crossed over to the bridge. It was a sad day and I thought my Mom would never get over it. She still isn't over it- and she has really bad days. But my brothers and my little sister Jia have helped her to be able to cope. Jia has helped alot - who would have known that.
But she still misses me so much and this morning when she logged onto the computer and I had tons of emails from angel friends thinking of me today and celebrating my crossing day - well - it is lets say a mixed emotion day. It is so cool to have pals like mine that remember and celebrate such things as this. But it is a rememberance that I am not there with Mom and that is sad.
We haven't ever shared this but our plan was to release my ashes in Norfork lake because I loved being there more than anything in the world. But so far Mom has not been able to do it. I am with her still and she can't let me go.

Thank you all my pals who have contacted my mom today. We love you so much!! You really make a difference and it helps that someone understands..

Thank you..