God Leant To Me An Angel (continued from last diary entry)

God leant to me an Angel, with brown eyes and golden hair, long legs and an upturned nose, I couldn't help but care. She was so very special, but misery she had been foced to bare. Gods leant to me an Angel, and her life had filled me with rage, she was just too precious, to have spent her life in a cage! God leant to me an Angel, but today we had to part, and all my Fawn had to take with her, was the biggest piece of my heart. God leant to me an Angel, to love and to cherish. "Stay with me a little longer", was my only unfilled wish. God "leant" to me an Angel, but I wanted the word to be "give". I know this may sound selfish, but I wanted her to live & live & live. God leant to me an Angel, someone to fill me heart. I just don't understand this, why did we have to part? God leant to me an Angel, there was so much I wanted her to see. Her time to do this was too short, Oh how could this be? God leant to me an Angel, someone for me to love. And for our short time together, I must truely thank Him above. God leant to me an Angel, I just had to stop and ponder, just what was it I did to deserve her, she truly was a wonder. God leant to me an Angel, to some she was "just a dog", and to those unfeeling people I say: is is no coincidence, God spelled backwards is dog! God sent to me an Angel, and all that He ever asked, was that I love & care for her, it was my only task. I tried to do as God had asked me, and in my heart I know, He'll give to her peace and good health, and He'll give me a reward: the chance for her to once again be with me. Now that's the greatest wealth. God gave to me an Angel, He truested me with her care. The horrors that she had endured, were more than you or I could bear. God gave to me an Angel, He told me to love her, to hug her, to show her what life could be. Now if only he'd given us more time, there was so much more for her to see. God leant to me an Angel, no more suffering would she bear. I am so very blessed, He trusted me with her care. God leant to me an Angel, I thought with me she'd finally found a home. But now I must let her be free to roam, in what turely is "her FOREVER home". God leant to me an Angel, but he called her home today. Now there's nothing anyone can say, to take this unbearable pain away. God leant to me an Angel, but un-beknownst to me how many of her days were numbered. And now I have to send my baby girl to her final slumber. God leant to me an Angel, she brought sun to me every day. But now God called home by borrowed Angel, and my whole world seems cold & gray. God leant to me an Angel, it was for a very short time, still I loved her and I hugged her and called to Him "she's mine". God leant to me an Angel, but I forgot that someday this time would finally come, for she is ony a borrowed Angel and thus she is His, not mine. But still I will love her, until the end of time. God leant to me an Angel, it seems for just a day. Now all I can say is "fly free my baby girl", to Him this is what I pray. God leant to me an Angel, now I cry in so much pain. But I know that someday, God will send another Angel, and I will love again. I know that it too will only be borrowed, and I will cry once again. God sent to me an Angel, and now as I cry, all I can ask with a sigh is why God? oh why, oh why? God called home my borrowed Angel, she's gone swiftly on her way. Now that all I can do for her, is pray and pray and pray.God leant to me an Angel, I'll see her again I hope, but right this very minute, I need the strength to cope. God leant to me an Angel, but only for awhile. Still I thank God for the joy of you, you always made me smile. God leant to me an Angel, it was not long enough. The time I am without you, is just way too rough.God leant to me an Angel, and sadly she is gone. God lean to me an Angel, my baby girl Miss Fawn!

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