June 8th 2012 6:17 pm
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on angel wings you do fly...
on angel wings into the sky...
on angel wings i DO CRY...
because those angel wings took you away...
on angel wings you fly away
i pray i see your angel wings again one day..
when my time has come
on angel wings i will fly..
until i'm holding you once again
smiling on angel wings...
YOU & ME DROOPY... a bond that never will be broken
a bond that was the truest ever spoken
a bond so strong & deep
i long for back in my sleep...
a bond still strong within my heart
even though we are apart..
a pain still aches inside me deep
it pours out of me in the tears i weep..
i long to touch your fur
i ache to hold you once more..
but know this droopy
you'll forever be mommies girl...
thursday marks nine months since we had to say good-bye, droopy.
although i might smile & laugh at times, deep inside the pain of losing you so sudden still fills my heart. there is no amount of time that will ever help me heal. for deep inside i just can't accept what happened. i know you are happy & healthy, running & playing with so many new friends.. chasing balls & butterflies through the beautiful meadows at the bridge..if i close my eyes i can picture you, your big beautiful smile & big brown eyes & i sometimes reach my hand out, thinking i can feel you.. you are my love droopy. the friendship & love you gave me still runs deep in my heart & soul. forever & always
your love will live inside me. your memory , OUR MEMORIES, can never be taken from me. i'm trying droopy to make you proud of me, mommie is. but it just hurts so much. I HURT SO MUCH & sometimes i don't do very well & i want you to know i'm sorry. but just know droopy, that mommie will keep trying. you & me droopy will always have a very special bond. mommie misses you deeply & loves you oh so much!
you'll always be my one & only scootercrunch!
i love you droopy, mommie
Shania Twain Forever and for Always Live
May 29th 2012 6:54 pm
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hello my sweet love.. i'm realy missing you super bad tonight.. i miss you everyday..just tonight.. i'm missin you extra super bad...
i put a new song on your playlist..bridge over troubled water..
you know why?? because you were my bridge & i was the troubled water.
you surrounded me with your love droopy.. you saved me from so much despair & sadness...and darkness. i will never forget how you saved me droopy.. how you turned my life around.. how you filled my empty heart with warmth, happiness & love.. you gave me so much love.. you were the friend i always dreamed of...no matter what.. you never gave up on me.. even in my darkest moments, you stood right beside me.. you would lay beside me in bed when i was in so much pain & you would comfort me.. you never left my side.. and that true love of yours is what made me finally pick myself up & turn my life around.. you took my pain away..i will always be ever grateful to you, my sweet scootercrunch..
no words can ever describe my gratitude to you for all you have done for me.. droopy, I LOVE YOU.. if not for you & your sweet love.. chances are i would not be here.. how do you say a simple "thank you" to the one who truly saved your life..??? is that enough to say???
no.. its not...but right now.. thats all i have.. but i want you to know droopy.. those words, "thank you", are FILLED WITH SO MUCH LOVE!!
i would not be the person i am today if not for you..oh, i'm still far from being perfect... but.. now i have a heart...thank you droopy..
i love you & miss you deeply!! i will forever & you will live in my memories & my heart forever!! god bless you my sweet scootercrunch!!
thank you for looking down on me & keeping me in line..only for you droopy...i will not let you down..time to call it a night now honey..please remember how much mommie loves you & how deeply i miss you!! my heart will never heal.. your loss was a shock that i will never get over..this pain inside me will last till the day i see you again..I LOVE YOU DROOPY!! you are now & forever will be my true love!goodnight my dear love...I LOVE YOU PUMPKIN!! and...THANK YOU, THANK YOU DROOPY!!! David Kersh - Goodnight Sweetheart
May 28th 2012 7:20 am
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hi pals & all dogster pups!! its me, droopy here.. i wants first to take this time to wish you all a very HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY!! may you have a beautiful, blessed & SAFE DAY!! remember all our heros, those that gave their lives & those who still risk their lives everyday,
4-legged & 2-legged heros, so that we may be FREE & live our lives SAFE
GOD BLESS THEM ALL!! also a day to remember all your loved ones...
so god bless you all & has fun...but please... B SAFE!!
us angels are havin a BIG PICNIC today in da meadow!! we are gonna swim, play games & eat lots of good food!! its gonna be a great time!!
guess what!! i gets to run da BBQ!! yup, me, DA DROOPSTER, is gonna be da BBQ pup today!! BOL!! i gets to flips da burgers & hotdogs & we havin chicken & steak too!! i has to use all my willpower so i don't flips too many of them hotdogs right into my mouth!! BOL!! hehehehe
my dogster pals & all dogster pups, I LOVES YOU ALL DEARLY & I MISS YOU! i also wants to say to all my friends, thanks for keeping me in your hearts & memories!! you all is right here, in my heart, forever!
i'm honored to has so many wonderful, special dear friends!
to my mommie... i miss you so much!! i hopes you can get through today wifout too many tears..i so wish you wouldn't cry so much.. take this day to remember all da fun we had..like remember dat one time we has a cookout?? you made us hotdogs & burgers...you set da plate down to gets something & you turn around & i was eatin the hotdogs, bol!!!
i had two of them in my mouth at same time!! BOL!!! you was laughin & smiling at me.. you didn't even gets mad!!! you even made me my own special hotdog, on a bun wif ketchup, i loved dat!! i know you is so sad mommie & i see you tears pouring out your eyes right now..but i also see you smile through all them tears.. i loves dat mommie..to see you smile!! i'm always wif you mommie, i never left you..
remember me wif laughter mommie...and love...our bond will never break.
I LOVES YOU MOMMIE!!!
well, time to go get ready for da cookout!! remember, i always watching over you pals!! i am honored to has you all for my friends!
HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY & B SAFE! bark more later!! loves droopy
May 26th 2012 7:13 pm
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hey pals!! its me, angel droopy!!! i just wanted to fly by & let you all know how much i thinks of you all & how much i miss you all so very muches!xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
guess whats!!!??!! mommie was walkin round in her t-shirt & BOXERS yesterday after her gets home from works!! yup, dats right, my mommie wears boxers, BOL!! her said it was SOOOoooo hots, when you walk outsides & blink, you broke into a sweat!! i remember one summer wif mommie likes this.. it was so hots.. we finally get an air conditioner fur our bedroom & it was SOOOoooooOOOO NICE!! yup, i remembers...
i also remembers how my dear friends here at dogster loves me..and how them thinks about me & keeps me in them hearts!! i wanted to let you pals know how much it means to me & mommie dat you all keeps me.... "alive" in you memories & hearts!! mommie loves that so much!
i has a very special favor i wants to ask you all...will you please keep my mommie in your prayers & hearts?? her just not doing very well since i had to leave.. her cry all da time & is so sad & just not doing great.. i sends her rascal & them is getting closer, but.. mommie just can't get over what happened.. her just don't understand & its just hard for her.. i know lots of you mommies has been through this pain too...and we loves you pals so much.. and ALL dogster pups..
its just my mommie really needs you prayers.. you all has been so great & i THANK YOU ALL for being there for my mommie!!
well i has to head back to da bridge now..but i always be close by, to all of you!! if you feel a gentle breeze, its me hugging you...and when you feel raindrops on you face, its me giving you a kiss!!
I LOVE YOU DEAR DOGSTER PALS!! EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU!! you made me a happy pup & my boxer-wearing mommie a happy mommie, BOL ARRrrrrrOOooooo
mommie even used to take me outside to pee in her boxers on a hot day, bol!! hehehehe
dear dogster pals & all dogster pups..i watch over you..I LOVES YOU!!
HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY & GOD BLESS!! please B SAFE!!
barks back soon!! angel hugs & kisses, droopy
May 24th 2012 5:41 pm
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They come into our lives for such a short time
A time we wouldn't trade not even for a dime
Then before you know it the years have flown by
And then all of the sudden we're saying good-bye
It wasn't that long ago i said my good-byes
I held on to you tight as you closed your eyes
Your spirit has flown home on the wings of a dove
Into God's loving arm's; in heaven above
Over the days i've shed many tears
But the memories i have will live on for years
I feel your presence and i know that your near
You're keeping me safe and calming my fear
I think about memories from years past
When you were young and strong and ran so fast
I remember all the great times that we had
How you always made me happy never made me mad
They were the best and happiest years i had
I'll always look back on them and never be sad
I look forward to the time we'll be together again
And i thank the Lord for such a great friend
Now you run and play up in Heaven above
Cradled in God's arms covered with his love
Playing by the Bridge waiting for the day
I come down thru the meadow to the bridge to stay
The love that you showed me i'll never forget
Because to me you're one very special pet
You're like a star in the dark of night
Always watching over me with the Lord's light
So now i take time to remember my best friend
Who will always be with me even to the end
I'll always remember you the way you were
One big lovable huggable pile of fur
May 22nd 2012 5:34 pm
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Oct 27, 2003 ---- Sep 21, 2011
My dearest Droopy..
You were & forever will be, my dearest best friend..but also, much more than that. you are my true love, my puppy soulmate & I miss you so much! The pain is more than I can handle. You gave me so much love..we were together everywhere, everyday. I am so proud & honored to be your mommie. You changed my life.. you saved me from despair & filled my heart with warmth of love. How I long to hold you one more time. Kiss your nose..play ball.. just have you laying beside me, with your head on my lap.
Droopy, you will forever be in my heart & memories.. death may have torn us apart, but our bond of deep love will always keep us together.
You will always be mommie's scootercrunch, my big puppy, my pumpkin & my LOVE! You will always be..MY DROOPY! I LOVE YOU HONEY SO MUCH!!!
Miss you & love you forever,
May 14th 2012 5:11 pm
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dear droopy.. i miss you so much.. its very chilly here for this time of year.. but i'm sure it will warm up..i just wanted to wish you a goodnight..i love you scootercrunch, I LOVE YOU!! i'll be holding you in my dreams tonight, just like i do everynight...I LOVE YOU DROOPY!!
I LOVE YOU!!oh i miss you!! goodnight my sweet, beautiful brown-eyed girl.. MOMMIE LOVES YOU DEEPLY!!
May 8th 2012 8:59 am
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Weep not for me though I am gone into that gentle night.
Grieve if you will, but not for long upon my soul's sweet flight.
I am at peace, my soul’s at rest; there is no need for tears.
For with your love I was so blessed for all those many years.
There is no pain; I suffer not, the fear now all is gone.
Put now these things out of your thoughts, in your memory I live on.
Remember not my fight for breath, remember not the strife.
Please do not dwell upon my death, but celebrate my life.
my droopy...its unreal to me...7 months & 17 days..7 months, 17 days!!!
thats how long i've been without you, yet each day still feels like the first day..that first horrible day that i woke up and you weren't beside me.. it had to be a horrible nightmare i thought..i ran through the house, calling your name, droopy, droopy!! what happened, where were you!! i just collasped right there on the floor.. my world was shattered..
well droopy, i'm gettin alittle better.. but its still so very hard & this pain inside my heart, well, that will never get better..
some days are better..some are not..i still breakdown at least once a day, sometimes more.. but i've also laughed...yes, laughed..i was talking to aunt lisa about you & we were saying about the crazy, funny things you would do & i was laughing..i could actually see you in the yard..remember how you loved to play ball at aunt lisa's.. and just run through the yard!! lol..you & layla chasing each other.. you'd take layla's ball & she'd jump at you & bark & bark, you'd drop the ball & she got it & took off with you right behind her.. you'd sneak it away from her again..then you'd lay down to rest & layla would be all over you, sniffing you all over..she'd put her nose in your ears, your eyes, your mouth, lol..you'd lay there, my gentle giant..not a mean bone in your body, droopy..
how bout when you'd be eatin your dry food...you'd hear something & bark with a mouth full of food, OMD!! BOL!! dog food, all over the floor, BOL!!!and how you'd "talk" to me sometimes, bol...oh how you made me laugh droopy..you made me so happy... sitting here thinking about these things, makes me smile...i have tears , but i'm smiling through them..7 years was not long enough droopy, but we sure did pack alot of fun times & memories into those years..
i just get so angry at myself though droopy, when i do smile or laugh.. i still feel bad.. i know that probally sounds stupid, but its how i feel. all i want to do droopy, is make you proud of me.. thats all i want.. you mean the world to me, droopy! you are my scootercrunch
and not just my scootercrunch, my peanutbutter scootercrunch!! BOL!!
remember i always said that to you.. oh droopy...what the hell happened!!!???!! this is just so hard.. you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me!! when we first met we were two lost souls..
both of us so lonely & unhappy..when i took you home, everything changed!! it was like i could breathe again.. everything just felt different.. you saved me...yes, i saved you...but droopy you gave me so much more than i gave you..and i'll always, ALWAYS remember how you saved me & how you loved me.. i am so proud of you droopy, i always have been.. i hope i can make you proud of me..
i'll talk to you soon, my sweet brown-eyed girl...
but even with all said..theres no point in pretending, bacause my heart will never mend & my tears will still flow everyday...
I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH, DROOPY!! forever, love mommie
April 18th 2012 6:39 pm
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To some you may be forgotten..
To others, part of the past..
But to me who loved and lost you,
Your memory will always last...
my sweet droopy, mommie loves you, so very much!! my heart aches everyday & screams with pain.. this can't be real, i keep telling myself..i think i will wake up & you will be right there, beside me.. but you r not..this pain is way too deep for me to , get past..
you saved me.. you saved my life.. from pill addiction & from an empty heart.. you saved me.. you made me wake up & get help from my addiction & you woke my heart.. you filled it with so much warmth, kindness, tenderness & love.. you gave me happiness.. happiness i never had felt before.. you saved me, droopy..
i need you honey, i need you...i'm afraid without you, droopy..
i'm just afraid..i'm trying.. i am.. but i just can't get a grip on what happened.. i don't understand..
droopy please know this.. I LOVE YOU!! more than words can say.. i love you...
my life was nothing, nothing, until you came into it.. you made me smile.. more than just smile.. you made me HAPPY!!
you filled my heart.. you filled my life...you filled my soul...
you gave me meaning.. purpose... i never will furget that..
droopy, my sweet scootercrunch..I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!!
your memory will last forever inside my heart...
sitting here now droopy, writing this, i finally realize something...
i need to be happy again..i need to smile & laugh..i need to enjoy your memory, not wash it away with all my tears.. i'm thinking that not only am i hurting myself with all this pain, but i'm also hurting you...i know how you hated to see me cry... well..what am i putting you through now??? everything you did for me i need to hold on to it & pick myself up!!i know its o.k. to feel pain, afterall what happened to you was such a shock!! but i must also now allow myself to heal.. i can't allow this pain to swallow me.. and i will not lose your memory & all the wonderful, happy times we had in a pile of tears..
afterall, we had alot of happy, funny & warm * loving times together!!
its time for me to honor your memory droopy..time for me to allow your sweet gift, rascal, to work her magic on me.. time for me to laugh & smile and realize its o.k. i know this all probally sounds like i don't know what i am doing, maybe i don't.. but i know that starting today, i'm going to think of you & smile... i'm going to talk about you & smile..yes, there will still be tears.. but i must try & get through this.. i want you to be happy droopy & i know seeing me like this, you are not.. and i will not upset you anymore..
forgive me droopy, i will try harder..i will try harder to make you proud of me.. i want that, i want you to be proud of me..just like i am so very proud of you droopy!! i'm going to write a book about you droopy & our wonderful & beautiful life together!! i hope i do you proud, scootercrunch, i hope i do you proud!!
mommie loves you droopy.. today , tomorrow, & FOREVER!!
your memory & your love will live forever in my soul, in my heart...
April 8th 2012 6:00 pm
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well droopy...our first easter apart.. another holiday without you..
more emptiness in my heart..i'm just really havin a hard time today, droopy..it just sucks, thats all.. just sucks & I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!
my mind is just so tired tonight, droopy.. so i think i will finish this tomorrow.. i have things i want to say to you...but i can't do it when i can't keep my eyes open... but you bet mommie will be back first thing in morning..i'll be talking to you in bed though, before i fall asleep.. we will talk.. and once again.. i'll sooner or later cry myself to sleep..like i do everynight..this pain does not get better.. it only gets deeper..oh droopy.. how i miss you & long to hold you..
droopy.. i'll see you in my dreams & remember, my sweet pumpkin..
MOMMIE LOVES YOU SO MUCH!! I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO DEEPLY!!
ps. i'm just so lost without you & can't stop playing that day back...
over & over & over.. i just don't understand.. i pray one day i will..
because right now all i understand is i'm angry, hurt, terrified...
broken..lost & very sad..
GOD BLESS DROOPY!!MOMMIE LOVES YOU DEEPLY & OH SO DEARLY!!
scootercrunch..I LOVE YOU!! FUREVER & ALWAYS!! mommie...
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