my life with my mommie, by droopy

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missing you so much

February 11th 2013 5:20 pm
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I LOVE YOU DROOPY WITH ALL MY HEART & I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!
the tears still come, everyday. i know in my heart, there will never be a day that i don't cry. i'm missing you so much, so very much droopy.i know there are so many here that understand my pain. so many feel this pain in their heart also.. i know so many care & want to reassure me that time will help ease this pain..but it will never happen. you were the best thing that ever happened to me droopy. i had such a rough life, no happiness, no love, nothing(except for my family)
i was alone, empty inside.. until i met you.what you gave me, what you did for me droopy, was a miracle from God himself. you turned my life around droopy. i miss you, i miss you & there are no words that can describe the emptiness, the pain, the sadness & lonliness i feel every single day without you.
you were a gift from GOD, to me..how could i let you down the way i did?? i hate myself for not doing more..the only thing that brings me some comfort is that i know, no matter what, you love me..you put up with my problems and loved me..we had, have a love that is so real, i know you will wait for me.. i wish knowing this eased my pain, but it doesn't. the pain of losing you is too great. the only way my heart will ever truly be happy again is when i'm with you, holding you in my arms, looking into your beautiful brown eyes... until then i'll go on with a heaviness & sadness inside that no time will ever heal..
you were & are the best friend i ever had, droopy.you saved my life..
there is nothing else to say.. I LOVE YOU DROOPY! FOREVER! mommie

 

ten years ago...

January 26th 2013 1:28 am
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HAPPY GOTCHA DAY MY SWEET DROOPY! ten years ago i brought you home.
it was a day filled with happiness & love, maybe even some fear.. i never had my own dog before, but that fear quickly faded...you brought so much happiness into my life & filled my heart with so much love.
we had such a deep friendship & bond. we still do, because i feel your love in my heart everyday, with every beat. i remember so many wonderful times we shared together. i was never so happy before.
it wasn't long before i realized how YOU saved me, droopy. you knocked the wall down i had around my heart & you filled it with your warmth & love. something i thought i would never feel. i will never forget how you gave me smiles, comfort, laughter & love. this day is so very special, its the day i found my best friend & my love.
i know you are looking down from heaven droopy, watching over me always
i know you would want me to smile today, remembering all the precious times we shared together. i will smile droopy but i know the smiles will be covered with tears, like right now. i wish you were here so much & i miss you so very much! my heart hurts so much droopy.i just can't get a grip on what happened & i just can't find a way to deal with it. but i will find a way to smile,somehow today to honor your memory & all you have given me. i know you would want me to think of you today & be happy, and for you droopy, i would do anything!
i'm sure there will be a big party today at the bridge for your special day..i hope you have fun with all your angel pals.
its going to be real hard not to cry today droopy. we always did something special on this day.. i guess we will have to share this day together in our hearts. even though i hurt so much & you were taken from me way too soon, i would not go back & change a thing! if i had to chance to do it over again, i would in a heartbeat!
you were and always will be THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME!
HAPPY GOTCHA DAY DROOPY! I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!!! SO MUCH!
mommie loves you & will ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

 

I MISS YOU DROOPY

January 17th 2013 1:30 am
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One big lovable huggable pile of fur They come into our lives for such a short time
A time we wouldn't trade not even for a dime
Then before you know it the years have flown by
And then all of the sudden we're saying good-bye

It wasn't that long ago i said my good-byes
I held on to you tight as you closed your eyes
Your spirit has flown home on the wings of a dove
Into God's loving arm's; in heaven above

Over the days i've shed many tears
But the memories i have will live on for years
I feel your presence and i know that your near
You're keeping me safe and calming my fear

I think about memories from years past
When you were young and strong and ran so fast
I remember all the great times that we had
How you always made me happy never made me mad

They were the best and happiest years i had
I'll always look back on them and never be sad
I look forward to the time we'll be together again
And i thank the Lord for such a great friend

Now you run and play up in Heaven above
Cradled in God's arms covered with his love
Playing by the Bridge waiting for the day
I come down thru the meadow to the bridge to stay

The love that you showed me i'll never forget
Because to me you're one very special pet
You're like a star in the dark of night
Always watching over me with the Lord's light

So now i take time to remember my best friend
Who will always be with me even to the end
I'll always remember you the way you were

you are always in my heart & in my thoughts droopy. i often wonder what you are doing, are you running & playing, are you off alone wondering where i am??? i pray you are running & playing & not alone..
i can't stand the thought of you feeling this emptiness that i feel.
but then i think you can't be, you are in heaven & in heaven there is only peace, there is no pain, so you have to be alright.
i'm trying hard droopy to get a grip on this, but its the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with & i fear this pain will never end.
i'll never stop loving you & missing you droopy. you are my forever love & nothing can ever take that away! I LOVE YOU DROOPY, mommie

 

another new year...

January 2nd 2013 6:08 pm
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not one second, not one minute, not one hour, not one day.....
not one week, not one month goes by that i don't think of you, miss you, love you! now here is the start to our second year apart droopy
and it breaks my heart! time may ease the pain for some, but for me, it only makes the pain grow. i miss you more today than yesterday & i know i'll miss you even more tomorrow! i long to see you when i close my eyes & i long to see you when i open my eyes.
i wish i could just hold you droopy..just one more time, but i wish that one more time would be forever! i can't help how i feel, i miss you so much droopy.
i don't want you to be sad like i am, but i sure hope you remember me & wait for me..i'll always be your mommie droopy & one day i'll be able to hug you again & say to you, mommies home...mommies home...
I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU DROOPY! FOREVER & ALWAYS!

 

Happy new year from da bridge!!

January 1st 2013 7:53 am
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hi dogster pups & pals!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL & ALL YOU FAMILIES!!
i hopes you all IS BLESSED THIS NEW YEAR WIF HAPPINESS & GOOD HEALTH!
MAY WARMTH & LOVE SURROUND YOUR HOMES & HEARTS ALL YEAR LONG!
did you pals feel a tickle on you nose last night?? dat was MEEEEee, giving you angel kisses!!!
to my mommie & lil sister rascal, HAPPY NEW YEAR! i loves you boths!
mommie, i loves you so much & i hopes you cry less this year..i know how much you miss me mommie, i miss you too! we will always hold each other in our hearts, so please don't be so sad..I ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL DOGSTER PUPS & MY PALS & MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
MUCH LOVE ALWAYS, ANGEL DROOPY

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM DA BRIDGE!

December 27th 2012 2:01 am
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HELLO ALL MY DOGSTER PALS & ALL DOGSTER PUPS! its me, angel droopy!
i hopes you all had a MERRY CHRISTMAS! Us angels had da best christmas!
we had a big pawty & da biggest feast you ever saw! we ate & played all day! i hopes you all had a wonderful & happy christmas!
i wanted to share a very special gift my mommie got wif you all.
my cousin josh got mommie my rainbow bridge residency in my memory.
if you pals would like to visit me i would really love that! you can write me alittle note & even leave me a gift if you like. mommie was crying when josh gives this to her.. its something mommie has been wanting to do but wasn't able to.. here is da link...
http://Rainbowsbridge. com/residents/DROOP006/resident.htm
if you copy dat & it should bring you to rainbowsbridge residents home page..then click on that, then type in my name, droopy & my city, johnstown, hit search...then click on my name & you should be there!
thank you for visiting me at my rainbows bridge page!
mommie has to gets ready fur work now so i has to go.. i'm going to follow her to get her there safely! mommie gets 8 inches of snow yesterday! her was loving all my angel kisses falling down, but it made her so sad too..mommie was thinkin how much fun i would be havin in all dat snow.. but i did see my mommie smile!
my dear pals, i miss you all so much & i loves you all furever & ever!
thank you all for da beautiful christmas wishes & for all your love!
you all is da best pals & i loves you all so much!
i be backs soon! remember i am always wif you! butt wiggles & lots of angel hugs & kisses! DA DROOPSTER

 

my droopy

December 25th 2012 5:54 pm
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I missed you today droopy, so very much. i hope you had fun with all your angel friends. i wish we could of been together.. that would of been the best gift i ever could of gotten. missing you droopy, today & everyday. MERRY CHRISTMAS PUMPKIN I LOVE YOU, mommie

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS DROOPY

December 25th 2012 7:09 am
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MERRY CHRISTMAS MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL! i know you will be celebrating with all your angel pals today & having a big feast & so much fun, but oh how i wish you were here with me! it breaks my heart to be without you droopy. i promise you scootercrunch that i will do my best to smile & b happy today.. i will keep my tears locked inside my heart, until i'm alone..nobody will know that inside tears are overflowing my heart..i wish i were with you droopy.. I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO MUCH! DROOPY, YOU ARE MY FOREVER LOVE & I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ME & RASCAL. EVEN THOUGH MY HEART IS BROKEN I KNOW I AM TRULY BLESSED BECAUSE I HAVE THE MOST PRECIOUS, BEAUTIFUL ANGEL WATCHING OVER ME & LOVING ME! I KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH ME DROOPY... I JUST WISH I COULD HOLD YOU, JUST ONE MORE TIME... I LOVE YOU DROOPY! I LOVE YOU FOREVER!
MERRY CHRISTMAS SWEETHEART! MERRY CHRISTMAS! LOVE MOMMIE

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

December 24th 2012 7:26 am
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THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS

AT RAINBOW BRIDGE


T'was the night before Christmas, at Rainbow Bridge too.

We Bridge kids were thinking as always of you.

We'd seen how the holidays weren't bright this year,

Heard you whisper so often, "I wish you were here!"


We know how you wish you could just stay in bed

And sleep through the holiday lying ahead,

When all celebrate with their loved ones so near...

Unless they have loved ones on this side this year.


But we're no less alive here, on the other side.

If you could just see us, you would've laughed and not cried.

The dogs all in harness, pulling the sleigh.

The cats all in Santa hats pointing the way.


The pet birds all flying back over the rainbow,

Bound homeward in spite of Earth's darkness and snow.

All the pets that you've lost, pets for whom you've cried,

Flying home on this Christmas to be by your side.


If you feel warm fur brush you when no pet's around,

Hear a soft bark or purr, just a ghost of a sound,

We're trying to tell you we're visiting this way,

And our visits, even rainbows, can be on any day.


But for Christmas we have something special to do,

A sleigh full of happy dream visits for you.

On doggy, on kitty, on winged friend and ferret!

The love that you lavished, we mean now to share it!


We're fetching that love home, the way we once played,

With the closeness we shared and the memories we made.

Our Earth lives with you were too short for us, too,

And on this Christmas Eve we have so much to do.


So all through this night as you sleep in your beds,

Sweet visions of fur babies dance in your heads.

This one special night we can bring you Home for a while,

Your true home in Heaven, where again you will smile.


Over the rainbow you'll fly, for a short while this night,

Hours that you'll be happy, hours that will feel right,

Hours to cuddle and hug us, to run and to play,

Before the return to Earth in our magic way.


And when you awaken and face Christmas Day,

We pray you'll remember your trip on our sleigh,

But in case you forget, just remember our love.

Remember us watching you, your angels above.


Sending love wrapped in rainbows, shining and bright,

Love that will guide you through the darkest night,

Love found in each memory unwrapped through the year,

Replacing dark sorrows with Christmas cheer.


Leave the toys to St. Nick, we Bridge kids bring dreams,

Sweet visits to remind you all is not as it seems

When you look all around you with tired Earthly eyes.

If you saw as we do, there'd be joy and surprise.


There are fur angels waiting by those Christmas trees,

Always there for you and hearing your pleas.

We're never more than a thought away from your home,

You're never forgotten, you're never alone.


Nor are we alone here, with our Rainbow Bridge friends.

We know only joy here, the celebrating never ends,

And after our reunions with you Christmas Eve,

We Bridge kids will party like you'd never believe.


But we'll slip away often to be by your side.

Sitting there watching you, eyes open wide,

Praying you'll be able to catch a glimpse of us, too.

But whether or not you see us - Merry Christmas to you!



MERRY CHRISTMAS DROOPY & TO ALL YOUR ANGEL PALS & THEIR FAMILIES!
I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL!

 

our second christmas apart

December 23rd 2012 2:00 am
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dear droopy, tomorrow is christmas eve & i find myself crying more & more the closer christmas day comes..i remember how you got so excited on christmas eve when i filled your stocking..your face completely lit up & your smile warmed my heart with such a feeling of love. of course i always ended up giving you a present early, how could i resist! we shared some very special moments at christmas droopy & i will forever hold them deep inside my heart. of course there is the first "real" snow, we got that yesterday & that really brought the tears. i brought rascal up to aunt lisa's to play & watching her run through the snow with it on her nose made me laugh...it also made me cry, thinking of how much you loved to jump all through the snow. you would leap through the deepest parts like a tiny deer, catching snowballs! has much as you loved to lay in the sun, i think you loved snow so much more! i remember one winter we built a snowman & you came running through the snow barking at it & then you plowed right into it, knocking it over.. you stood on what was left of it with that big smile of yours like you were so proud you got the "big bad snowman, lol! i remember when i tryed to sledride in aunt lisa's yard.. you would run after me, barking & knocking me off the sled, lol..we would go home cold & wet, but oh so happy.. precious moments, precious memories, that will always be ours. the shock & numbness of losing you has faded, but the pain, the pain & the tears remain..but at least now i can remember our days together & find a smile..even if i smile through my tears, at least i can send you a smile for christmas.
so for christmas this year droopy i am sending you my smile. it might be covered in tears, but its also covered with beautiful memories & all my love. i hope you like it droopy. MERRY CHRISTMAS MY SWEET GIRL!
i'm off to work now, but i'll be back to write more.
MOMMIE LOVES YOU SO MUCH & I MISS YOU MORE THAN I COULD EVER PUT INTO WORDS! I LOVE YOU DROOPY

 
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