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my life with my mommie, by droopy

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September 21st 2013 6:42 am
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My sweet Droopy, today is the saddest of all days, your bridge day, the day I had to say good-bye, the day God took you back home to be with him, the day my heart was broken, shattered into dust. Two years I have been without you now, two long, painful years. I still ask myself, how can this be?? I still hope I am going to open my eyes & find you next to me.. I still hope.....
In my mind I know you are not coming back, but my heart, well my heart just cannot accept it even after two years.. I feel like I did that very day, the pain is still so strong. I always thought me & you would grow old together, foolish maybe, but that's what I thought. I NEVER thought I would see this day, especially not so soon. I hope you know how much I miss you & how DEEPLY I LOVE YOU & ALWAYS WILL! I know in my heart you are well & happy at the bridge, but I still want you here with me. I know you miss you too, Droopy, we had such a bond, the deepest of bonds. we did everything together, went everywhere together, we were so happy.
Droopy, you made me so happy, you showed me true love & you brought love back into my heart. I smiled with you, I felt true happiness for the first time in my life with you. You saved me Droopy, there is no doubt about that. I thought I saved you, but really you saved me. I guess we both saved each other. I still feel like I let you down & I will forever be sorry I couldn't do more for you Droopy. I am thankful for all the wonderful friends you have led me too, because they understand this horrible pain I feel, because there are so many who don't understand. You are not my "dog" you are my CHILD! Oh Droopy, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
I will try to send you a smile & I hope you will send me a million kisses today. I know you will, because not just this day, but everyday I feel your love, even though we are apart. I close my eyes & see your sweet, beautiful face, your big smile, your beautiful brown eyes, filled with love. I see you when my eyes are open, I see you Droopy in my heart, everyday.
Never forget how much mommie loves you & will love you FOREVER! You will ALWAYS be my best friend, my forever love. I know you always hated to see me cry, you would do everything you could to make me stop & you always succeeded. So please forgive me for crying today Droopy & all the other many times I cry, its just that I miss you so very, very much. I know all the angels will be helping you through this day also, so you go run & be happy, my love. but every now & then, send me a kiss, o.k.


i don't know if i can get through this

September 16th 2013 4:55 pm
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I remember laying down to take a nap.
I remember I had my head in her lap.
I remember the sad look in her eye.
I remember I had never seen her cry.
I remember I wanted to ask her why.
I remember hearing her say "Goodbye".

I wanted to say "Don't cry for me."
I wanted to say "Just remember me."
I wanted to say "I remember the toys."
I wanted to say "I remember the joys."
I wanted to say "How I loved your touch."
I wanted to say "I love you so much!"

You've taken care of me all my life.
You've guarded me from trouble and strife.
You've taken care of me through good and bad.
You've always stopped me from feeling sad.
You've given me treats and given me care.
You've told me what to expect when I get there.

So please don't cry, wipe the tears from your eyes.
I'll look down upon you, and with a woof and a sigh,
I'll gather my courage and march up to God
And ask Him, when you get here, to give you a nod.
For you were my master and you were my friend,
And I'll be waiting for you at the Rainbow's End.

(Author Unknown)

thank you joanie & lisa for sending me this.. I love you


missing you

August 12th 2013 6:41 pm
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My sweet Droopy, I miss you..that is nothing new. I miss you every single second, minute, hour, day, week & month.. next month, September 21st will be two years, TWO YEARS since I held you, kissed you, looked into your beautiful eyes.... two years since I said goodbye.
I'm trying droopy, i'm trying.. for anyone who has never felt this kind of love, friendship, this bond, its hard for them to understand my pain.. but I know so many here understand, so many here feel just like I do.. This is a pain that cuts into my very soul.
I can't explain but coming up on two years since you went to the bridge is more painful than that first day..its like its really hitting me, its like I am finally realizing I am not going to open my eyes & find this to be a bad dream, its real..I can't explain my feelings right now, my emotions are like a roller coaster..
Do you know how proud I always was of you?? Do you know how much you changed my life? how happy you made me, how much it meant to me to have you standing by my side in my darkest moments.
Nobody truly knows how you saved me, how you opened my heart again & filled it with warmth & love. but I know.. I know..
Can it really be two years since I held you?? that day will haunt me forever..and the two days before that, when you first fell ill..
everyone says I did all I could, but I still feel like I let you down..
I always told you, every night before we went to sleep, I said, Droopy, you never have to be afraid, mommie will ALWAYS protect you, ALWAYS keep you safe, you will NEVER be alone..well, I didn't protect you, or you would be here, by my side..
I know you love me, Droopy, I know you do..I know you do not want me to feel like this..I'm trying.. its just hard, I miss you so darn much!
I miss you, scootercrunch! I always pictured us growing old together.
I just never felt this kind of love before, this true, unconditional love.
its hard Droopy, but I will do my best to honor you by remembering all the laughter we shared, all the crazy times we had ( we had a lot of them) & remembering our bond, our love..
I will honor you Droopy with my love...The pain, sadness, hurt & anger will always be there, but I must not let those take over the memories of our happy times, our fun, our love..
We had seven beautiful years together, yes, not long enough, at all, WAY TO SHORT, but still, I was blessed to share a part of my life with you. those years will ALWAYS be the best years of my life! Do you know that every picture I have of you I remember exactly what we were doing that day..each picture, I remember every moment of that day.
I'm going to cry Droopy, but I also promise you i'm going to smile, i'm going to hold you tight in my memories & my heart & smile, knowing & believing you are holding me in your heart & memories, looking down on me & sending me all your love.
I cannot let this pain take over my entire heart, I cannot let it consume me, if I do I will truly lose you..
the pain will always be there, but I need to put all the beautiful memories up front in my heart & push the pain back.
My sweet beautiful Droopy, I love you so much! You will always be the love of my life. I promise I will smile & I promise, I will make you proud of me.. YOU & ME DROOPY, an inseparable pair, FOREVER.


thinking of you..

July 14th 2013 7:09 pm
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I miss you droopy...I had no idea a person could have so many tears..
they are endless..i feel like I can't breathe at times.. I just miss you.. I miss you scootercrunch..miss you & love you, forever


sending love from the bridge

July 8th 2013 6:16 am
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hi everyone!! its da droopster sending lots of love from da bridge!
mommie get her puter fixed & I so happy! I want to thank everyone for all the beautiful gifts you sent me on my page! I loves da fireworks!
I so sorry that I was not able to send any to my know I would of filled your pages up if I could of..WOOF!! thank you pals for keeping me in your thoughts & in your hearts! I truly love each of you & will forever be your friend! I hopes you all has a wonderful week!
I will bark more soon! take care everyone! angel kisses & hugs,droopy



June 29th 2013 11:02 am
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mommie & me wanted u to knows dat mommie's puter is broke! i wanted u pals to knows dat i will get back soon as i can.. mo0mmie is gettin it looked at! if i miss your birthday or special day please furgives me! i will celebrate wif you soon!!! mommie is using aunt lisa's right now.. thank u redford fur da beautiful picture! thank u ALL MY PALS fur da congrats on DDP!! and thank u dogster!!! pals, I LOVE YOU ALL & MISS YOU ALL!!! soon as mommie gets dat puter fixed or gets a new one i will be barking up a storm!! BOL!! HEHEHEHE please keep mommie & RB in your prayers, o.k. gotta go now.. i be back soon! YOU PALS MEAN DA WORLD TO ME!! I ALWAYS WATCHING OVER YOU, ALL OF YOU!!


my angel

June 21st 2013 7:09 am
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My angel up in heaven, I wanted you to know,
I feel you watching over me, everywhere I go.
I wish you were with me, but that can never be,
Memories of you in my heart, that only I can see.
My angel up in heaven, I hope you understand,
That I would give anything, if I could hold your hand.
I’d hold you oh so tightly, and never let you go,
And all the love inside of me, to you I would show.
My angel up in heaven, for now we are apart,
You’ll always live inside of me, deep within my heart.

I miss you & love you oh so much Droopy! You will always be my beautiful brown-eyed girl! I LOVE U FOREVER! mommie


i will always remember our time, droopy

June 4th 2013 5:57 pm
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Please Remember

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I’ll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won’t forget so don’t forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there’s just no sadder word to say
And it’s sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who’s to know what might have been
We’ll leave behind a life and time
We’ll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
I had you and you had me

Please remember, please remember

we have a million memories droopy & i remember EACH ONE! LOVE YOU FOREVER DROOPY! FOREVER!!!


hello from the bridge!!

June 3rd 2013 5:23 am
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hi dogster pups & all my pals!! its me, angel droopy stopping by to say hi!!! you will never guess what!! mommie get two e-mails this morning from dogster! I am one of todays diary picks & my lil sister rascal is diary of da day!! ARRRRRrrrrrrOOOOOooooooo & double ARRRrrrrrOOOoooooooooooo i'm bouncing off da clouds up here at da bridge!! BOL!!! mommie was so surprised & so proud!! of course mommie is ALWAYS proud of us! us angels are havin a huge celebration in da meadow today!! I would likes to thank dogster for picking me & my lil sister fur this wonderful honor! i would also likes to thank ALL my pals who remember me & keep me in them hearts! your kindness & love helps my mommie so much! WE love you all so very much! you is more than just pals to us, we think of each of you has part of our family!
well i has to go now.. i hopes you all knows i think of you all da time, keep you in my heart & prayers & love each of you dearly!
i also want to send hugs & kisses to my mommie.. i knows how much her misses me. i watch her cry everyday.. i'm always with you mommie & I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! i'll bark more soon pals! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH & always watching over you! angel hugs & kisses to EVERYONE!
angel droopy.... aka.."da droopster"


i 'll always love you

June 1st 2013 1:20 am
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I Loved You Best

So this is where we part, my friend,
And you'll run on, around the bend,
Gone from sight, but not from mind,
New pleasures there you'll surely find.

I will go on, I'll find the strength,
Life measures quality, not its length.
One long embrace before you leave,
Share one last look, before I grieve.

There are others, that much is true,
But they be they, and they aren't you.
And I, fair, impartial, or so I thought,
Will remember well all you've taught.

Your place I'll hold, you will be missed,
The fur I stroked, the nose I kissed.
And as you journey to your final rest,
Take with you this...I loved you best.

droopy, i will always love u best! i've been feeling so sad again..well, the sadness never ends, just at times its worse.. i hold it all inside, until i'm alone & then it pours out of me through my tears.. some people don't understand how i can still be in so much pain..i try not to get upset with them, they didn't share the bond me & you did, they didn't have you, they didn't have your love...
i miss you so much droopy.. until i have you in my arms again, i will go on missing you.. you are the greatest friend i ever had & your love i will always hold in my heart. i know you won't, but please, don't you forget me.. i know thats probally stupid to say, but... sometimes i just get very scared..i'm crying again.. nothing new.. wish i could sit here & talk to u more, but its time to get ready for work.. like always, i wish i could just crawl back into bed...
i miss you & LOVE YOU, scootercrunch! always, mommie

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