my life with my mommie, by droopy

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HI PALS!!

June 29th 2013 11:02 am
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mommie & me wanted u to knows dat mommie's puter is broke! i wanted u pals to knows dat i will get back soon as i can.. mo0mmie is gettin it looked at! if i miss your birthday or special day please furgives me! i will celebrate wif you soon!!! mommie is using aunt lisa's right now.. thank u redford fur da beautiful picture! thank u ALL MY PALS fur da congrats on DDP!! and thank u dogster!!! pals, I LOVE YOU ALL & MISS YOU ALL!!! soon as mommie gets dat puter fixed or gets a new one i will be barking up a storm!! BOL!! HEHEHEHE please keep mommie & RB in your prayers, o.k. gotta go now.. i be back soon! YOU PALS MEAN DA WORLD TO ME!! I ALWAYS WATCHING OVER YOU, ALL OF YOU!!
SENDINMG ANGEL KISSES & HUGS!!! DA DROOPSTER!!!

 

my angel

June 21st 2013 7:09 am
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My angel up in heaven, I wanted you to know,
I feel you watching over me, everywhere I go.
I wish you were with me, but that can never be,
Memories of you in my heart, that only I can see.
My angel up in heaven, I hope you understand,
That I would give anything, if I could hold your hand.
I’d hold you oh so tightly, and never let you go,
And all the love inside of me, to you I would show.
My angel up in heaven, for now we are apart,
You’ll always live inside of me, deep within my heart.

I miss you & love you oh so much Droopy! You will always be my beautiful brown-eyed girl! I LOVE U FOREVER! mommie

 

i will always remember our time, droopy

June 4th 2013 5:57 pm
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Please Remember

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I’ll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won’t forget so don’t forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there’s just no sadder word to say
And it’s sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who’s to know what might have been
We’ll leave behind a life and time
We’ll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
I had you and you had me

Please remember, please remember

we have a million memories droopy & i remember EACH ONE! LOVE YOU FOREVER DROOPY! FOREVER!!!

 

hello from the bridge!!

June 3rd 2013 5:23 am
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hi dogster pups & all my pals!! its me, angel droopy stopping by to say hi!!! you will never guess what!! mommie get two e-mails this morning from dogster! I am one of todays diary picks & my lil sister rascal is diary of da day!! ARRRRRrrrrrrOOOOOooooooo & double ARRRrrrrrOOOoooooooooooo i'm bouncing off da clouds up here at da bridge!! BOL!!! mommie was so surprised & so proud!! of course mommie is ALWAYS proud of us! us angels are havin a huge celebration in da meadow today!! I would likes to thank dogster for picking me & my lil sister fur this wonderful honor! i would also likes to thank ALL my pals who remember me & keep me in them hearts! your kindness & love helps my mommie so much! WE love you all so very much! you is more than just pals to us, we think of each of you has part of our family!
well i has to go now.. i hopes you all knows i think of you all da time, keep you in my heart & prayers & love each of you dearly!
i also want to send hugs & kisses to my mommie.. i knows how much her misses me. i watch her cry everyday.. i'm always with you mommie & I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! i'll bark more soon pals! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH & always watching over you! angel hugs & kisses to EVERYONE!
angel droopy.... aka.."da droopster"

 

i 'll always love you

June 1st 2013 1:20 am
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I Loved You Best

So this is where we part, my friend,
And you'll run on, around the bend,
Gone from sight, but not from mind,
New pleasures there you'll surely find.

I will go on, I'll find the strength,
Life measures quality, not its length.
One long embrace before you leave,
Share one last look, before I grieve.

There are others, that much is true,
But they be they, and they aren't you.
And I, fair, impartial, or so I thought,
Will remember well all you've taught.

Your place I'll hold, you will be missed,
The fur I stroked, the nose I kissed.
And as you journey to your final rest,
Take with you this...I loved you best.

droopy, i will always love u best! i've been feeling so sad again..well, the sadness never ends, just at times its worse.. i hold it all inside, until i'm alone & then it pours out of me through my tears.. some people don't understand how i can still be in so much pain..i try not to get upset with them, they didn't share the bond me & you did, they didn't have you, they didn't have your love...
i miss you so much droopy.. until i have you in my arms again, i will go on missing you.. you are the greatest friend i ever had & your love i will always hold in my heart. i know you won't, but please, don't you forget me.. i know thats probally stupid to say, but... sometimes i just get very scared..i'm crying again.. nothing new.. wish i could sit here & talk to u more, but its time to get ready for work.. like always, i wish i could just crawl back into bed...
i miss you & LOVE YOU, scootercrunch! always, mommie

 

my sweet droopy

May 23rd 2013 1:53 am
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good morning sweet girl! here i sit, needing to get ready for work & tears are pouring from my eyes.. i don't know what happened, i just lost it.. i am missing you so darn much i just don't know what to do..
your lil sister rascal is here & she always licks my tears away..but right now i think she senses i need to just cry.. more like sobbing..
i just can't stop this hurt.. this pain inside me is unbearable.
i'm sorry droopy, i'm trying, i really am..i guess this is just one of my bad days..real bad day.. i better get ready for work.. wish i could just crawl back into bed & just stay there.. at least then i could shut my eyes & imagine us together again...don't worry bout mommie, i'll be o.k. you have a good day with all your angel friends & run & play..I miss you Droopy.. i miss your sweet face, your beautiful smile, your beautiful brown eyes, your smell, the touch of your fur, your bark, i miss ALL of you! I love you droopy! I just love you so much & will always love you!

 

thinking of you

May 12th 2013 8:19 pm
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hi droopy, my beautiful girl.. i just wanted to tell you how much i love you & how very much i miss you! i so wish you were with me.
i still cannot accept what happened to you & that you are gone..i just can't. i hurt so much inside..i just want to hold you again. i need to hold you. oh droopy, i just don't know what to do. i just feel so lost & empty. i feel like the only thing i have left inside me is pain..
i just feel lost.. i love you droopy! my beautiful brown-eyed girl!
i'm going to bed now..i'm just worn out. i'll write more tomorrow..
i hope i see you in my dreams... i love you so much droopy!

 

Thinking of you

April 22nd 2013 7:05 am
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hi droopy, its mommie..i know i didn't have to tell you that.. i put some new pics of you on your page. look at you! you were & still are beautiful! I remember your very first birthday so clearly droopy. you were so excited! i made you a cake & put a candle on it & sang to you!
you weren't crazy about the hat, but once you got your treat you forgot all about havin it on, lol. everybody thought i was crazy, making you a cake & stuff, oh well.. i made you a cake every birthday you had! we always had a great time, me & you, didn't we!
I miss us droopy. i miss being with you so much. it hurts so very bad.
the pain inside me keeps growing everyday, it doesn't stop. I know it never will. I have so many beautiful memories & i cherish each one.
They are beautiful memories of a best friend, a bond so deep & they are so precious to me, yet they bring so much pain when i realize i can't hold you. When i sit in front of your memorial & especially look at the picture on your urn its like, its like that picture comes alive & i feel you beside me. i know that probally sounds crazy, but its so real. i feel like you are there, looking at me for real through that picture. i can't explain it. everyday i cry.. i know you are happy, running & playing with all your beautiful angel friends...i'm happy you are not in pain, not suffering anymore, but i can't help being torn apart inside, droopy. i know you would not want me to sit here & cry. If you were here you'd get your ball & i know just what you would do, you'd stand in front of me & squeak that darn thing until i finally got up & started playing with you.. If that didn't work you'd toss it on my lap & stand there giving me that look you had & you'd bark at me until you had me laughing.. next thing i know we'd be playing & wrestling together, lol.. you were one of a kind droopy.
MY one of a kind & i miss you more than any words describe!
Yes, i cry alot, but i also find smiles through my tears. I close my eyes & see you running & playing with that big smile you had & those beautiful eyes so full of love. I love you so much droopy! i know one day i will get to hold you again & when i do, i will never let go of you. Its because of the love you filled my heart with i go on, its because of that love you gave me that i try to help others who feel this pain. Its because of your love i'm a better person, not perfect, but better.. I hope you know how very much i love you droopy & how deeply i miss you. i'll talk to you later sweetheart. you go run & play.. look in on me from time to time, o.k. scootercrunch.
love you forever droopy, mommie

 

sending love from da bridge!

April 20th 2013 12:03 pm
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Hi all my dear pals & all dogster! its me, da droopster! i just wanted to let you all know dat i was thinking bout you all! mommie got some new pics of me on my page! well, them not new, but first time mommie posted them! i hopes you likes them! mommie been very sad lately.. her just really misses me so muches.. i really wish i could makes her smiles.. sometimes i does, but her cry awhole lots.. but i am always right beside her & mommie says her can sometimes feel me...
well, i has to head back now.. but i be back to visit soon! i'm sending lots of kisses & hugs to ALL my friends! i also wants you to knows dat i so happy to gets so many presents on my page! thank you all! you is da best pals in da world! you all be safe & gives you mommies & daddies lots of hugs & kisses! you never get too many hugs & kisses! i be back to bark more soon! I LOVES YOU PALS & dogster!
your furever angel friend, droopy

 

a sign from my droopy

April 10th 2013 6:56 pm
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This happened sunday, it's taken me till now to post it in Droopy's diary cause everytime i tryed i just completely started sobbing. I know this was a beautiful & wonderful thing, but my heart still carries so much pain. We were up my sister's(aunt lisa's). Rascal and Layla(my sister's dog) were goofin round in the yard. me & my sister were just hangin out, havin a beer & talkin.. all of a sudden i said, lisa, there's a butterfly!!! anyone who's from around here knows you do not see butterflies this time of the year. especially with as cold has its been. this butterfly was beautiful! it keep flying right at me, i mean right up to my face, almost touching me! then it swooped down at layla like it was playing with her!!!! it did the same thing to rascal! it flew at lisa & then back at me.. it would not stay away from me! i have never seen a butterfly act like this! I started crying and my sister said lori, thats a sign, thats our droopy! this butterfly just kept flying at me & one time it just fluttered right in front of my face, like droopy was telling me, see mommie, i'm happy! i was ballin my eyes out!
i felt this sense of calmness... i like got this warm feeling all through me..
this butterfly was just fluttering around us like it was playing with us!
layla & droopy were very close & this butterfly kept "teasing" her, it was so cute, although layla jumped at it & tryed to catch it, lol.. thats how the two of them played! and it fluttered by rascal too & she tryed to chase it.. me & my sister were just standing there, watching this butterfly play with two pups! it was unreal! other people can say & think what they want, but i know, I KNOW that was my droopy sending me a sign.. i also believe that was droopy telling me that her & dino were together & they both are happy & she wanted me to know that! this lasted i know a good 20 minutes.. this butterfly came from nowhere & fast has it came, all of a sudden it just vanished! i mean vanished! it was like it didn't fly away, it just dissapeared!
i was laying in bed that night & i started crying & i thought of that beautiful butterfly & this sense of peace came over me.. it was just an amazing thing to see.. i will never forget that & it will always be a very special memory i will hold forever in my heart! you all know how much i miss my droopy & just can't seem to find any comfort from this pain that eats me away everyday. I know my heart will never heal completely, its not possible, but maybe i will finally start to allow myself to be happy, believing in what that butterfly came to tell me.. droopy is happy, still loving me, watching over me & waiting for me..
the friendship, laughter, happiness, support & love that i found here with all of you dear friends at Dogster means everything to me. we are a family here. we share our good times, our bad times. we share our happy times & sad times. I thank you all for everything you've given me & mostly for keeping my Droopy a part of your hearts. I'm so thankful to have you all to share my feelings with & i hope that i return that love to you all.
I will never stop missing my Droopy, this pain will never leave my heart. But i do feel a sense of "calmness" in my heart after seeing that beautiful butterfly. if only for a few minutes, i know i was together again with my droopy & i know she was sending me a message,
she's o.k. & she loves me! Tears are pouring from my eyes now.
Droopy, you will FOREVER live inside my heart & memories. i didn't think it was possible but i miss you & love you more each day that passes! you will always be my beautiful brown-eyed girl!
every minute of everyday i'm holding you in my heart.
thank you for coming to see me Droopy, you put a smile in my shattered heart. I LOVE YOU SCOOTERCRUNCH! forever, mommie

 
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