my life with my mommie, by droopy

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My Droopy

July 22nd 2014 1:30 am
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My sweet Droopy, I miss you. Seems I miss you more & more everyday.
I'm having a very hard time letting myself be happy again. I know you want me to be happy, but its hard. September will b three years since I held you & to me the pain is still there like it was yesterday. I don't talk about how I feel that much to anyone, I just keep it to myself. Most people don't understand & think I should be "over it".
They never saw us together Droopy. They didn't see the happiness & love we shared. They don't realize how much you changed me & how much I love you. They just don't get how much I miss you & how much my heart hurts. Your little sister Rascal is a great comfort to me & I love her dearly. I see a lot of you in her Droopy & that's because I know you are here with us. I try to be strong & I try to be happy, but somedays I just can't help it, the tears will just come without warning. I try to make you proud of me Droopy, but I can't help how I feel inside & how I feel is that I Miss You SO MUCH! I'm glad Dogster is staying because you have so many dear friends here that love you & they all have a way of helping me smile & I love them all deeply.
You will always be my girl Droopy! You will ALWAYS be my heart, my love, my life. Mommie Loves You Droopy! Forever I will love you!

 

Missing you so much Droopy

March 21st 2014 1:30 am
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My sweet Droopy, I know its been awhile since I wrote in your diary, sometimes I sit here & start to write & then the tears just come & I have to stop. But you know you are always in my thoughts & forever in my heart. Not a day goes by I don't think of you, sit & talk to you, miss you. Seems there is always something that brings a memory back to me. We did so much together. Someone said something to me yesterday & it brought back all those memories of when you got sick & I just sat here & cried my eyes out. I don't want to talk about it right now though, i'm fighting back the tears already & I don't think I can hold them back much longer. I just wanted you to know how much you are missed & how deeply you are loved & always will be! I just can't help how I feel Droopy, this pain in my heart just will not let me go. I don't talk about it much anymore cause some people think I should be "over" it. Well i'll never get over it. you are my heart dog & always will be. You always had a way of bringing me comfort, making me smile when I didn't feel like it, getting me up & enjoying life. You were & ALWAYS will be the greatest friend I ever had!
I miss you so much Droopy & I will love you with all heart forever!
I'll never let you go & your smile & your love will live in my memories & my heart forever!
I love You my beautiful girl!

 

Your Gotcha day

January 27th 2014 5:57 am
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HAPPY GOTCHA DAY DROOPY! Ten years ago I brought you home & we started our life together. I fell in love with you before you were even mine & loved you more & more everyday! Our life together was WAY TOO SHORT, but we shared some very special times together! Our bond of friendship & love will NEVER END! You will FOREVER be in my heart! I know one day I will open my eyes & have you back in my arms again! Until that day, I will forever hold you in my heart Droopy! I love you more than any words can say & miss you so very much!
Yesterday was my sweet girls Gotcha Day, Ten years ago on a cold January day I found my heart again. Or should I say, Droopy found my heart & she filled it with more happiness & love than I had ever known! Our time together was way too short, but the friendship & love Droopy gave to me will stay with me forever! Droopy turned my world upside down & I was never happier or felt more alive! Our days were filled with laughter, going everything together & enjoying each day with smiles! Each new day was always an adventure with us, there was never a dull moment with Droopy, she was so full of life & love!
We did have a few lazy days, where we would just sit together, on the porch or watching TV, just happy to have each other. Sometimes i'd be watching TV & Droopy would be chewing on one of her bones, she would come over & lay her head on my lap, i'd say come on up buddy & she'd hop up on the couch & lay beside me with her head on my lap.. I'll never forget how it felt to have her next to me. Nights were wonderful too. Sometimes I would wake up & just lay there, looking at her sleeping, thinking how much I loved her & how blessed I was to have such a true, loving friend. I never knew how real love felt until Droopy showed me. She saved my heart & she saved my life. I try to live my life the best I can to make her proud of me. Droopy was & ALWAYS will be a very special girl! I also want to thank ALL of Droopy's pals for all the friendship & love you have shown her through the years. Droopy will forever be sending angel kisses & hugs to all her friends!
Droopy, my beautiful girl, my love for you will never end, only continue to grow. I miss you so very much & wait for that day we will be together again & my tears will be gone. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DROOPY! FOREVER & ALWAYS I WILL LOVE YOU! Mommie

 

NO MORE DOGSTER!!!!!!

January 16th 2014 5:28 pm
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WHAT!!!??? No more DOGSTER!!??? OR CATSTER!!!?? OMD!!! Me, mommie & Rascal are just in tears! YOU IS ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS! I CANNOT LOSE YOU! ALL you pals have brought such happiness, laughter & LOVE to us through many years! I cannot think of never seeing my pals again! we love to go to your pages & look at your pictures, send you paw mail, send you gifts, just send our love! ALL of you pals brought mommie so much comfort when her needed it most, after I went to da bridge...
YOU ARE DA BEST PALS IN DA WORLDS! My mommie is crying so hard.. This is where her comes to find comfort, to laugh, share memories, tears & love.. WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO???!!! Mommie wants to share her e-mail wif you pals & we is also on that facebook thing, although mommie didn't go there much, her rather be here. PLEASE PALS, PLEASE STAY IN TOUCH!
ALL OF YOU! It will break mommies heart AND MINE if we never get to see you again & know how you are doing.. YOU ARE ALL SO VERY SPECIAL TO US & WE LOVE YOU ALL SO DEEPLY.. EACH OF YOU IS PART OF OUR FAMILY..
I don't know what else to say... this just completely breaks my heart.
here is our info , I hope you all will keep in touch.. I am just completely heartbroken over this...
E-mail... steelerspf@hotmail.com
Facebook, lori onderko...
I LOVE YOU PALS, SO VERY MUCH! ALWAYS I WILL LOVE EACH OF YOU & FUREVER KEEP YOU IN MY HEART!
your FUREVER & FAITHFUL LOVING FRIEND, Droopy

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS MY SWEET DROOPY

December 26th 2013 6:14 pm
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My sweet Droopy, I have tried to write you & I just can't put my feelings into words. I know I first want to say THANK YOU to ALL your many sweet friends for remembering you & thinking of you on Christmas, it means so much to know how loved you are. Droopy, I smiled, I cried, thinking of you this Christmas. But it really doesn't matter what day it is, I think of you everyday, every minute.. Some thoughts bring a smile, some tears.. I still ache inside to feel you, to see your beautiful brown eyes, so full of life, happiness & love. There are no words to describe how much I miss you, how I feel inside without you here with me. I wrote this for you Droopy, I know I posted it before, but its how I feel everyday..
YOU & ME DROOPY... a bond that never will be broken
a bond that was the truest ever spoken
a bond so strong & deep
i long for back in my sleep...
a bond still strong within my heart
even though we are apart..
a pain still aches inside me deep
it pours out of me in the tears i weep..
i long to touch your fur
i ache to hold you once more..
but know this droopy
you'll forever be mommies girl...

I Miss you so much, Droopy. I know you had a beautiful Christmas with all your angel friends..I'm happy you have so many beautiful friends that love you so much. But I would give ANYTHING to have you here with me. Droopy, I miss you, I just miss you..I can't get past you being gone.. I try.. I just can't..You were, ARE, the best friend I ever had. When I needed comfort, you were there, when I was happy, you shared my smiles, we shared so much love, You will always be the best friend I ever had & my truest love. How much longer can I go on without you?? I know so many feel the way I do.. but before I met you I walked around lost, empty inside, in complete despair, just going through each day in a daze..Then I found you.. or you found me..
All of a sudden I felt a spark inside my heart..I found myself waking up happy, I found the true meaning of love..I found a reason to live..
Droopy, you will always be my special miracle, my forever love.
A lot of people would say I saved you, but truth is, YOU saved me.
I LOVE YOU MY SWEET BEAUTIFUL ANGEL! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, Droopy!
You will ALWAYS be mommies girl.

 

Thank you!

December 13th 2013 3:30 am
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HI PALS! I'm sorry it has taken me so long to bark to you, but I been so busy getting ready fur Christmas. Us angels have so much to do, decorate da meadow, prepare all da food & gather ALL our angel kisses to send down to our mommies & families. But I wanted to thank EACH OF YOU sweet pals for thinking of me & remembering me at Thanksgiving & decorating my page with ALL YOUR LOVE! It means so much to me & my mommie that you all think of me & hold me in your hearts. Your friendship & your love I hold close in my heart & all you pals will forever be a part of me. I couldn't ask for better friends than all of you sweet ones! I love each of you dearly & your warmth & love for me shines inside my heart! I wish you all a very MERRY CHRISTMAS & hope you know that that when you see dat bright star in da Christmas Sky its me & when you see it sparkle that's me sending you a special Angel Kiss! Again I thank you all for thinking of me & keeping me & my family inside your heart. I LOVE YOU DEAR FRIENDS! always, Angel Droopy

 

A poem for my mommie

December 13th 2013 3:18 am
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this is for you mommie, I know you still suffer so much inside. I want you to know that I love you & I am ALWAYS by your side! Thank you BOSCO for sharing this wif me & letting me send it to my mommie!

If It Should Be

If it should be that I grow weak and pain should keep me from my sleep.
Then you must do what must be done, for this last battle cannot be won.
You will be sad I understand. Don't let grief then stay your hand.
For this day more than all the rest, your love for me must stand the test.
We've had so many happy years, what is to come can hold no fears.
You'd not want me to suffer, so the time has come to let me go.
Take me where my needs they'll tend, and please stay with me until the end.
Hold me firm and speak to me, until my eyes can no longer see.
I know in time that you will see, the kindness that you did for me.
Although my tail its last has waved, from pain and suffering I've been saved.
Please do not grieve it must be you, who has this painful thing to do.
We've been so close, we two these years, don't let your heart hold back its tears.
For, I am now in a better place, and will be waiting to see your happy face.
When your turn comes to fly up to the blue, please look for me,
I'll be waiting for you.
Love you Mommie! droopy

 

Hi Droopy

November 29th 2013 12:16 am
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Hi Sweetheart, mommie here. Its 3 am & i'm up, getting ready for work..
I wish I was back in bed holding you in my dreams..I had a nice time yesterday at Grammies, but inside my heart was crying. I came home & just did nothing. Played with your lil sister some, she makes me smile so much, droopy. I know that's why you sent her to me.. I want you to know rascal does her job very well, she always has a way of making me smile, just like you did. But that "light" inside of me is still gone.
That just can't be replaced, it was your light, Droopy & nobody can ever give that spark back to me. Like everyone says, you have good days & not so good, yesterday was not so good. I looked at your pictures & the ache inside me to see you, feel you, hug you was so strong that I thought I was just going to lose it. That ache is always there, some days I control it, other days it consumes me. I'll continue to go on, for you, Droopy. Its hard, but I hope when you are looking down on me you say to the other angels, that's my mommie & i'm proud of her. I try to make you proud Droopy, I know I was & AM proud of you! Your smile & your love will always be in my heart.
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY WORDS COULD DESCRIBE! When the day comes I see you again, i'm gonna hold you & NEVER let you go!
LOVE YOU DROOPY! Always, mommie

 

Happy Thanksgiving Droopy

November 28th 2013 1:44 am
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Droopy, another Thanksgiving apart.. I miss you so much, EVERYDAY, special days are harder to get through..I have to get to work so I will write more later, I just wanted you to know you are ALWAYS in my heart & I LOVE YOU more than any words could tell. Its a love so deep there is no way to put it in words. I know you & the angels will be celebrating today with a big feast.. you have fun & remember to look in on me a few times, o.k. Scootercrunch. I MISS YOU SO DARN MUCH DROOPY! Its hard to believe I have any tears left but they are pouring from my eyes.. I'll be back sweetheart. just know mommie loves you & you are ALWAYS in my heart!

 

Hi Droopy

November 3rd 2013 1:39 am
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I don't know whats wrong with me lately.. I guess its your bridge day & your birthday have just gotten to me..I can't look at your pictures without bursting into tears. Last night I had a complete breakdown, something I hadn't done in awhile. I just fell on the floor in sobs. I feel so sad, so empty. Mostly I just feel sad. Oh I just am missing you so darn much, Droopy! Winter coming does not help, its the hardest time to get through. It was your favorite time of the year. You LOVED the snow! I'll be alright, I know. I'm just having some of "those" days. I just miss you so much. I love you Droopy!

 
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