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my life with my mommie, by droopy

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dear droopy

July 20th 2012 5:53 pm
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i am missing you so much tonight! all i want to say... no other words are needed..this pain in my heart & my tears say it all.. i love you sweetheart! I JUST LOVE YOU..furver & always, mommie


to my beautiful droopy

August 7th 2012 6:18 am
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good morning my sweet girl.. i just wanted to say i love you! i know i tell you everyday how much i love you & miss you, but i just wanted to talk a bit. i've been thinking alot of how just last year at this time we were together & it just doesn't seem real that you are gone now..
i can remember things we did so clearly & i can see you so clearly that i feel like i can touch you. i heard this song the other day at work that just made me fal apart.. i didn't care who saw me cry, didn't care what they thought,the pain was so intense inside me that i could not hide it. i've heard the song many times, but that day, it really hit me. i went home, sat in front of your memorial & talked to you.. if only i could have one more day, just one day to spend completely with you. just me & you. no phone, no tv, nothing...
we'd play, go for a walk on your favorite trail, a ride just anywhere, you loved to go for rides...i'd make us your favorite dinner & we'd just snuggle on the couch & then go to bed & i would hold you all night. whispering how much i love you. but like the song says, if i had that one more day with you, it would leave me wishing still for yet one more and then one would never end, because one more day would not be enough. but i wish i could just see you, if only for a minute, just to see you, look into your beautiful brown eyes & know you are alright. i miss you so much droopy. its horrible & i feel horrible inside. i pray you know how much i love you still & ALWAYS, ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU! i'm sure you know that, but still i pray.
i'm trying not to be sad for you droopy, i know how you hated to see me cry, but its hard scootercrunch. i've been calling your name more & missing you so much! time may help to ease the pain for some, but for me, all time is doing is making this pain grow stronger..i mostly keep it to myself these days. i'm sure some are tired of hearing about it.
i know you have so many wonderful friends here at dogster that understand, but still, i try to just keep it inside me..until my heart can't hold anymore & i break down & sob for hours..then slowy my heart starts to fill back up with pain again. most days i am just numb inside, but i've gotten pretty good at hiding it, unless i'm alone...
i never could hide my feelings from you though.. you always knew just how i felt.. you were that smart, that wonderful & that loving !
well my sweet girl, guess i better get going. you have a good day! go run & play with all your many angel pals! just remember to rest & stop by the pond to get a drink, o.k. you loved to play, oh how you were so full of life! your heart was so warm & loving!
oh droopy, HOW I MISS YOU!!! I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY PART OF MY VERY SOUL! i will never stop missing you until i have you in my arms again & see those beautiful brown eyes of yours! i will NEVER STOP LOVING YOU DROOPY, NEVER! talk to u soon, my scootercrunch, love mommie



August 30th 2012 7:15 pm
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If i could have ONE lifetime wish, ONE dream that would come true..
I would pray to God with all my heart...for YESTERDAY and for YOU.
A thousand words, a million tears, Can't bring you back.
You left behind my broken heart,and happy memories too..
But i never wanted memories..I only wanted you.
So quietly today and everyday, Your memory i treasure
Thinking of you Always and LOVING YOU FOREVER...

I miss you SO much droopy.. words can't ever tell how much i truly & deeply hurt inside.. i just wanted you to know how much mommie misses you & how much i LOVE YOU! FOREVER DROOPY! I will LOVE YOU FOREVER!
my heart hurts so much..
i need to try & sleep now honey.. i'll see you in my dreams..
I LOVE YOU DROOPY! ALWAYS, mommieJosh Groban - To Where You Are


one year

September 18th 2012 1:50 am
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dear droopy.. last year on this day you would be right beside me... never would we know that tomorrow our lives were to be changed forever. sept. 19 is when you took your first seizure...out of nowhere we went from laughing to tears, disbelief, shock and fear! in one split moment everything changed.. and nothing would ever be the same could it?? when you lose your best friend, your SOULMATE, you lose your heart.and droopy, after three days of trying & watching you struggle...i lost my heart...the day God took you home droopy, my heart followed you..people that saw us together could see the bond we was very special & very strong.. you gave me not only happiness droopy, but it was a deep, true from your heart happiness. i didn't just smile, i truly felt happiness. you gave that to me droopy
you brought happiness & love back into my life.. you brought a warmth into my heart, my are such a special pup, droopy..a very special girl... i still can't believe this happened.. i still hope to wake up from this nightmare..but it just keeps going on..
today, tommorow, thursday... friday, the day i had to make the most painful, hurtful decision of my life.. oh god droopy, I MISS YOU!
i don't know if i can get through this.. but i know i have to make you proud droopy.. i have to make you proud..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DROOPY!
i'll be back later.. i'll share our special story with all our pals later... my droopy, my beautiful brown-eyed girl, mommie LOVES YOU & MISSES YOU SO MUCH!! I WILL FOREVER DROOPY!!!!


my forever love

September 18th 2012 6:28 pm
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droopy, you are my forever love.. you will always be my forever love...
yes, i'm missing you so much.. everyday i miss you..every minute, every hour, every second i miss you..not a moment goes by that i don't think of you, miss you, LOVE YOU...
Josh Groban - To Where You Are


my droopy, my best friend

September 20th 2012 5:10 pm
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i posted this in your diary before.. but i needed to put it here again.
its so true droopy, you & me..we were meant to be together & nothing will ever change that..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DROOPY!!!

I miss you so much; my four-legged friend
I ask myself each day; if the pain will ever end
Your loss is so hard; for one person to bear
because we were a team; an inseparable pair

You were by my side; when I got up each day
waiting so patiently; to go out and play
You were there each night; when I got home
waiting to go to the park; where you could roam

You always knew; if I was having a bad day
so you'd snuggle up close; and try to get me to play
If that didn't work; you'd put your head in my lap
then make yourself comfortable; and take a nap

One way or another you; would brighten my day
like only you could; you had a special way
You gave me a lifetime; of memories to hold
through all the years ahead; till I'm gray and old

I promise I'll see you; again one day
when we'll be together again; to go run and play
Your loss is a cross; I will just have to bear
because you and I know; we're an inseparable pair


memories of my droopy

September 21st 2012 10:48 am
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one year droopy... one year ago today i held you close & kissed you one last time..i just feel numb today..i miss you so much droopy. those words can't express how deeply i miss you. but in my heart i know you are well again, running & playing with so many new friends & watching over me. for the past few weeks i've noticed a star.. its weird how all of a sudden this star just appeared to me. it was like it was calling me to look up.. i know its you, my beautiful angel.
one early morning it was cloudy.. i looked up & i was talking to you..all of a sudden there you were! shining so bright in the cloudy dark early morning hours. i know that star is my droopy. when i talk to her i see that star shine..i actually saw it glow brighter & brighter.. for the past few mornings it has been the only star i've seen.. i really believe thats droopy way of letting me know she is o.k. i believe with all my heart! my beautiful angel.
so many memories.. so many happy times we shared. so much love we shared. droopy, i miss you so much.. losing you is a pain that will never let me go. i want you to have fun with all your many angel pals today. i know there will be a big party in the meadow for you today.
i want you to run & play! please don't be sad & don't worry bout me.. i'll be o.k. i promise. yes i'm sad, but i will be sadder if i think you are sad too. i know you miss me as much has i miss you. we were a pair, me & you. we always will be. my heart hurts so much without you droopy. but i also know you are still with me.. i know you are. afterall, we are an inseparable pair, me & you. a bond that can never be broken by anything... you will always be my forever love droopy.
you filled my life & my heart with warmth, happiness & much love!
you gave my life meaning.. you will forever be in my heart & i will ALWAYS be your mommie! you are my scootercrunch, my beautiful brown eyed girl. droopy, I LOVE YOU!! FOREVER I WILL LOVE YOU!
to all your wonderful dogster pals, thank you for remembering my droopy & being the greatest friends to us! i never would have gotten through any of this if it weren't for you are loved so dearly!
thank you dogster for being here! god bless you all & may love fill your hearts everyday!
droopy, MOMMIE LOVES YOU, today, tomorrow, FOREVER! our love will go on always! I MISS YOU HONEY! i miss you
Forever - Rascal Flatts [HD][Lyrics]


for my droopy

September 23rd 2012 9:33 am
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Like a candle burnin' bright, love is flowing in your eyes
A flame to light our way that burns brighter every day
Now I have you
Nobody loves me like you do

Like a leaf upon the wind I could find no place to land
I dreamed the hours away, wondered every day
Do dreams come true?
Nobody loves me like you do

What if I never met you?
Where would I be right now?
Funny how life just falls in place somehow
You touched my heart in places
That I never even knew
Nobody loves me like you do

I was words without a tune
I was a song still unsung
A poem with no rhyme
Dancer out of time
But now there's you
Nobody loves me like you do

droopy, this song is for you.. it says just how i feel about you & what you did for me, what you gave me. i was so lost inside, lost & lonely. then you came to me & took my empty heart & filled it with your love. i used to think where i would be if i never had found you..and its so true, you touched my heart in places i never ever knew.. you filled my heart with a love i never knew before & i will always be thankful for all you have given me.. i don't know if you realize how much you changed my life.. but you did. you made it so much better.. you made me better. i love you droopy.
i will forever & always love you sweetheart!

Anne Murray & Dave Loggins - Nobody Loves Me Like You Do


you are always in my heart

October 3rd 2012 6:19 pm
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my droopy.. my heart never forgets... never forgets the fun, the smiles, the warmth, the LOVE we shared...i miss you more & more each day..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DROOPY! i just miss you..miss you so much...


dear droopy

October 13th 2012 1:29 am
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its getting colder droopy, your favorite time of the year is here...
soon the snow will be falling.. how i wish you were here to run & play in loved the snow so much. i thought the first winter & holidays were hard to get through without you, but i'm finding that for whatever reason, its worse the second one..maybe its really sunk in that you are really gone..i don't know, all i know is that i miss you more than ever & i just want to see you again, i want to hold you, rub your chest, feel your fur & see that big, goofy smile of yours!
i miss you scootercrunch, i miss you more everyday!
My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you no one will ever know. You are not forgotten droopy, nor will you ever be. as long as life and memories last, you will be with me. Your loving smile, your gentle face, no one can ever fill your place.
I LOVE YOU DROOPY! i'll always love you!

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