April 22nd 2013 7:05 am
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hi droopy, its mommie..i know i didn't have to tell you that.. i put some new pics of you on your page. look at you! you were & still are beautiful! I remember your very first birthday so clearly droopy. you were so excited! i made you a cake & put a candle on it & sang to you!
you weren't crazy about the hat, but once you got your treat you forgot all about havin it on, lol. everybody thought i was crazy, making you a cake & stuff, oh well.. i made you a cake every birthday you had! we always had a great time, me & you, didn't we!
I miss us droopy. i miss being with you so much. it hurts so very bad.
the pain inside me keeps growing everyday, it doesn't stop. I know it never will. I have so many beautiful memories & i cherish each one.
They are beautiful memories of a best friend, a bond so deep & they are so precious to me, yet they bring so much pain when i realize i can't hold you. When i sit in front of your memorial & especially look at the picture on your urn its like, its like that picture comes alive & i feel you beside me. i know that probally sounds crazy, but its so real. i feel like you are there, looking at me for real through that picture. i can't explain it. everyday i cry.. i know you are happy, running & playing with all your beautiful angel friends...i'm happy you are not in pain, not suffering anymore, but i can't help being torn apart inside, droopy. i know you would not want me to sit here & cry. If you were here you'd get your ball & i know just what you would do, you'd stand in front of me & squeak that darn thing until i finally got up & started playing with you.. If that didn't work you'd toss it on my lap & stand there giving me that look you had & you'd bark at me until you had me laughing.. next thing i know we'd be playing & wrestling together, lol.. you were one of a kind droopy.
MY one of a kind & i miss you more than any words describe!
Yes, i cry alot, but i also find smiles through my tears. I close my eyes & see you running & playing with that big smile you had & those beautiful eyes so full of love. I love you so much droopy! i know one day i will get to hold you again & when i do, i will never let go of you. Its because of the love you filled my heart with i go on, its because of that love you gave me that i try to help others who feel this pain. Its because of your love i'm a better person, not perfect, but better.. I hope you know how very much i love you droopy & how deeply i miss you. i'll talk to you later sweetheart. you go run & play.. look in on me from time to time, o.k. scootercrunch.
love you forever droopy, mommie
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We are sorry you had to go to the bridge Droopy. Lets visit out mommy's tonight for Mother's Day and let them know we are still near in spirit and always n their hearts.