my life with my mommie, by droopy

a sign from my droopy

April 10th 2013 6:56 pm
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This happened sunday, it's taken me till now to post it in Droopy's diary cause everytime i tryed i just completely started sobbing. I know this was a beautiful & wonderful thing, but my heart still carries so much pain. We were up my sister's(aunt lisa's). Rascal and Layla(my sister's dog) were goofin round in the yard. me & my sister were just hangin out, havin a beer & talkin.. all of a sudden i said, lisa, there's a butterfly!!! anyone who's from around here knows you do not see butterflies this time of the year. especially with as cold has its been. this butterfly was beautiful! it keep flying right at me, i mean right up to my face, almost touching me! then it swooped down at layla like it was playing with her!!!! it did the same thing to rascal! it flew at lisa & then back at me.. it would not stay away from me! i have never seen a butterfly act like this! I started crying and my sister said lori, thats a sign, thats our droopy! this butterfly just kept flying at me & one time it just fluttered right in front of my face, like droopy was telling me, see mommie, i'm happy! i was ballin my eyes out!
i felt this sense of calmness... i like got this warm feeling all through me..
this butterfly was just fluttering around us like it was playing with us!
layla & droopy were very close & this butterfly kept "teasing" her, it was so cute, although layla jumped at it & tryed to catch it, lol.. thats how the two of them played! and it fluttered by rascal too & she tryed to chase it.. me & my sister were just standing there, watching this butterfly play with two pups! it was unreal! other people can say & think what they want, but i know, I KNOW that was my droopy sending me a sign.. i also believe that was droopy telling me that her & dino were together & they both are happy & she wanted me to know that! this lasted i know a good 20 minutes.. this butterfly came from nowhere & fast has it came, all of a sudden it just vanished! i mean vanished! it was like it didn't fly away, it just dissapeared!
i was laying in bed that night & i started crying & i thought of that beautiful butterfly & this sense of peace came over me.. it was just an amazing thing to see.. i will never forget that & it will always be a very special memory i will hold forever in my heart! you all know how much i miss my droopy & just can't seem to find any comfort from this pain that eats me away everyday. I know my heart will never heal completely, its not possible, but maybe i will finally start to allow myself to be happy, believing in what that butterfly came to tell me.. droopy is happy, still loving me, watching over me & waiting for me..
the friendship, laughter, happiness, support & love that i found here with all of you dear friends at Dogster means everything to me. we are a family here. we share our good times, our bad times. we share our happy times & sad times. I thank you all for everything you've given me & mostly for keeping my Droopy a part of your hearts. I'm so thankful to have you all to share my feelings with & i hope that i return that love to you all.
I will never stop missing my Droopy, this pain will never leave my heart. But i do feel a sense of "calmness" in my heart after seeing that beautiful butterfly. if only for a few minutes, i know i was together again with my droopy & i know she was sending me a message,
she's o.k. & she loves me! Tears are pouring from my eyes now.
Droopy, you will FOREVER live inside my heart & memories. i didn't think it was possible but i miss you & love you more each day that passes! you will always be my beautiful brown-eyed girl!
every minute of everyday i'm holding you in my heart.
thank you for coming to see me Droopy, you put a smile in my shattered heart. I LOVE YOU SCOOTERCRUNCH! forever, mommie

 
 

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Barked by: Flicka ~ CGC (Dogster Member)

April 11th 2013 at 1:37 pm

Lori....

Butterflies are one way they come !!

I have a friend whose Dad comes to her as one.

Take the calmness you felt and wrap it around you. That was what Droopy was trying to give you.. the calmness.. the knowledge that it really IS ok... she hasnt left.. she is just there in a different way.

She will come again.. other times.. other ways... you have opened your heart and started to let the grief soak away and now you can remember the JOY.

Love and HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Flicka ∆,,∆ & Lucas /..| Cleo (I.M.) ∆,,∆ & Pam X
Barked by: MrJackFreckles~SirLick-a-Lot (Dogster Member)

April 11th 2013 at 9:50 pm

That was so thoughtfur of Droopy to do this fur you. Here is another pretty bi=utterfly:
Another Butterfly for Droopy

((((( ♥ )))))
Barked by: Riley (Dogster Member)

April 12th 2013 at 6:03 pm

A beautiful visit.
Barked by: Dos Rio Yushula / (RIO) (Dogster Member)

April 13th 2013 at 7:07 am

There are many ways they show us they are still here. I am so glad you were able to feel Droopy again. I am sorry I have not written lately but I just lost a very dear friend. My Heart sends you big hugs.
Barked by: Sammy Jo, Forever in Our Heart (Dogster Member)

April 20th 2013 at 6:00 pm

Awww, beautiful story. It gives me hope that I too will get a visit from my precious Sammy Jo. Thanks for sharing!
Barked by: Brandon (Never Forgotten) (Dogster Member)

June 5th 2013 at 3:16 pm

I was crying while reading this. I'm so sorry for your pain but so happy Droopy visited you. That's how they do it :)

Love to you and Droopy!


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