March 31st 2013 7:44 pm
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well my sweet girl, another holiday has come & gone.. our second easter apart. it does not get easier..i completely fell apart today, missing you so very much droopy. everyday is bad, holidays & special days are just worse. sometimes i wish i could just stay in bed, not even deal with the day.. but..somehow i manage to get up & do what i need to do,although most of the time i feel like i'm in a daze..i just really miss you droopy. my heart hurts so much.
i hope you had a beautiful day at the bridge with all your angel friends. i bet you had a big feast today! you should see all the beautiful easter eggs all your pals sent you on your page! you sure have beautiful friends! they all love you so much droopy & they miss you just like i do! i want to say THANK YOU, to all droopy's friends for thinking of her today & everyday! you have no idea how much that means to me! thank you, each & everyone of you!
you have some very special friends droopy, very special!!!
well scootercrunch, mommies head hurts from crying, i can hardly see anymore & i'm just worn out.. i guess i'll say goodnight now honey.
i'll hold in my heart forever droopy & pray when i close my eyes, we can be together in my dreams..you will always be my beautiful brown-eyed girl & the most loving friend i ever had! there is nothing that will ever break the special bond we share..oh, tomorrow is rainbow bridge day. i think i'm going to sit down & write you a poem..a very special poem.. oh droopy, i sit here & look at your pictures & i just can't come to terms with you not being here. i still find myself screaming your name, being so very angry you were taken from me the way you were. i'm trying droopy, i am.. i know you hated to see me upset.. i'm trying....but you gave me a love, real love, something i never believed in, until you opened my heart & filled it with your love.. its really hard to lose that...i have love with rascal, but there was something very special about you..you saved my life, you broke all the walls i had around my heart, you filled my life with laughter & happiness..you made me see how i was falling apart & helped me find the courage to ask for help, you saved me droopy..
i wish i could of saved you scootercrunch.. i'm so sorry, so very, very sorry... i know you love me droopy & i pray you still feel my love for you.. i'll keep trying to smile, through my tears. i just want to make you proud of me droopy. i know i was & always will be VERY proud of you. I LOVE YOU DROOPY, always! sleep well my sweet girl
i'll see you in my dreams...happy easter droopy
mommie LOVES YOU & MISSES YOU, VERY MUCH! goodnight sweetheart...
i'll see you again droopy...
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